It's too late

LOVE- i finally know something.

i just let go of the love that a girl has towards me. she had loved me for quite long and i never noticed it. and now im too late. this is the 1st time a girl got such much feeling towards me. and i miss it. how can i be so stupid...

she asked me many times do i have feeling towards her but everytime i tell her dont have. because im not sure of the feeling of me towards her. so many times i answered her the same answer. 

im so stuborn that only until she give up on me only i know my feelings towards her. and it is too late. she will not accept anymmore. now only i confirm my feeling towards her but its too late. things cant be change anymore. 

i feel that i've hurt her feelings but when i asked her she just say that she is not sad. but i got a feeling that inside her heart she is sad but on the outside she tries to hold the feeling. she dont wan me to feel sad because of hurting her. but im sad because of losing this great girl. i never appreciate her when she is near me. but now it is too late. 

she told me when she start to like me during last time in secondary school, when i always accompany her to school. when i always waited for her to go school and back home. when  i always care of her when she got any problem. but that time im just thinking of her to help her and as a sister. that time she asked me before did i ever have feeling for her, but i just tell her that i just treat her as a sister. 

but after secondary school, i sometimes have the feeling towards her but im confuse isit liking of just sister. but now im clear. i know what feeling i have to her. but its too late. 

all i can say it sorry for hurting her. but she still being strong and say that she is not hurt. i will wait for her if she will give me another chance. until i find another girl that is better than her i will not forget the feeling i have towards her. 

but for now i am greatful that although we are not together but we are still close friends. we will not forget each other as friends. 

this is the feeling i have in my heart. 'it is too late' this is what i can say now. things cant be changed. the perfect song to match this feeling is apologise by one republic. Its too late for me to apologise to her.

i will always remember this incident. and i will always remember her. she will be in my heart.