weekend

so i think mid terms is finish. last weekend was a horible weekend. database system and digital system mid term.

database system exam was so "nice". go in to the venue and then look for my place. i tought that i was going to sit beside a IT pro. but when i found my place i was shocked. start i don feel like going in and sit. then i check and check the paper number to confirm it is mine. then i was forced to go in. behind me is john and informt of me and beside of me i dont know who are they. i dono can i trust them. i cant copy their answers. 

so start exam. open the paper then... this is a feeling that i cant explain. so hard until i blur... objective i am like tikaming. then subjective i am trying to think hard how to do. what is the SQL codes. and john is sitting behind me always asking me for answers. and im trying to help him. but i myself also cannot do already how much can i help him. 

i confess myself that i try to peek the answer of the IS sitting beside me. but then slowly i notice something weird. why her question and my question is different. i tought that i saw wrongly. but then see clearer and clearer then it is really different. then later teacher only tell that there is a correction for the question and then only say that there is 2 type of question. only then i confirm that the IS have the other set of question. so i cant copy her answer. haiz... 

sit inside there and try to crack my head to write some usefull answer. until one point i gave up. no point sitting inside and cant even write something good. dont know is dont know. so i pass up my paper. went outside and wait for others to come out. tommy came out after me. he start to ask me bout the answers. i was like so blur then he start to tell the answers and then i start to feel that im so screwed. almost 75% of my answer is wrong. then slowly more and more came out and they say that the objective is very simple. and i think only me is the one that feel the objective is damn hard. so i really screwed this test. 

and something i need to share. there is one of my friend. most of u all know. he is a guy. he did something that is so wrong but damn cunningly clever. he came out of the exam hall for toilet break. but then he meet up with KDL and then take out the notes and start to discuss bout the answer. then after he get the answer then he only go to toilet and go back to exam. only he can think of this way. i dont wan to say name. :x

so database system is a fail fail exam. confirm fail......

the next day is digital system exam. so go back after exam and study. read all the things and also in msn talking to fongE and ask her to teach me. thank you fongE for teaching me. i learn something.i think... haha. 

but the saturday morning i got taekwondo physical training. i am one of the person incharge of the training. so i need to go. so woke up at 6am and go pick up one of the member at watercity resort. then the training start at 7am. training until 8.30am. after the training my legs are soften. tired until cant move much already. and also very hungry. luckily there are members who drive car there. so we took our breakfast 1st. when to an pure indian shop and eat. nice... but when im eating i was very nervous. look at the clock on the wall. the time is closer and closer to 10am. and i still not yet bath and prepare my things for exam. 

finish breakfast at bout 9.30 and then luckily one guy willingly fetch me back to my house and wait for me to bath and get ready and then send me to CLC. so i reach CLC at 9.55am just in time for exam. 

10 am went in to exam hall,CLC A1. simply sit and i chose a sit beside UK but the he say that place is for tommy then i sit behind them. like this also good because i can sit above them then i can see down to their answer. wahaha...... but then they all do different questions so practically i never have a chance to copy. =.=

do until times up then pass up. then i suddently feel relax. walk out and i think that i should be able to pass this paper. so i don worry so much. then just walk back home and play game. i don even take my lunch. take a simple lunch which is roti biskut. then sleep. feel so tired after the physical training in the morning and also the exam. have a very nice sleep until 5+ only wake up. 

at night there is the martial art week meeting and then talk nincence there. so boring the stupid director of the event always repeat what he say. listen until boring. bla bla bla.... 3 hours gone at the meeting. actually wanted to watch movie one but then wasted all the time here... maybe next time ba..

sunday went to church in the morning. afternoon came back then take a nap. then play game. at night try to do some programming. always come out error. thanks to UK. he pro in programming. he helped me to debug my error. he damn pro la. i figurring where is the bug and he can do it in such a short time. 

these few days need to train alot of programming already. coz i heard that there will be a lab test this week. so training should be done often. and also there is a assignment that need to pass up after the mod term break. so i should start now. but now the problem is to think of the whole program flow 1st. after i plan that then i only start to do serious programming liao. 

so now sleep 1st. still got morning 10 am class. sleep is needed. nite guys.....

exam exam exam...

exam week is this week. 

monday math tech. friday databse system. saturday digital system. the 2 system together. 

monday exam was sooooo easy. the whole exam is 1 hour. and i finish what i can do in just 15 mins. then i figuring out another part of the question in 15 mins and the stared t the question i dono how to do for another 15 mins. then leave 15 mins earlier. 

tuesday wednesday and thursday no exam. so realx. never touch any books. no mood to study. nothing to push me to study. so play game everyday. 

today is friday. finally start study. afternoon only go to ixora and meet UK. i go there empty handed and go find him. borrow his notes because i nvr print out or download the notes. so study there with his gf also. so we 3 sit there and try to figure out this alien subject. 

from 1pm start study. actually im the most relax one there. can see that UK and purple is always studying. but for me after i read 1 chapter then i start to play snake. UK keep scolding CB when he knows that im so relaxing playing and he is still studying. haha...

then i also sleep for a while. play again and then read somemore.... then finally 4.30pm. i malas nak study already. so i just finish reading off every chapter then i go back home. my intention to go back is actually to sleep. but then go online then saw some nice things to do in facebook then start to play. the time flies. a while only then it is 6.30pm. 

so fast the exam is going to start. and im still sitting here and not studying. UK will say im pro. "it better be la" i just understand the surface of the database system. but don care la. after in the exam venue,A1. because our place is been fixed. so beside me is a computer expert, ahmad hussien(i think is like this speel), then beside him is goh yong li. then a few place away from me is cheng wei sin. so many pro beside me so i no need to scared so much liao la. can try to peek and copy. haha......

tomorrow exam i also still not yet touch. have the notes but not yet read also. but tomorrow exam is 75% involve 01. tomorrow i will be always looking at 101101101101......... i will sick of looking ar that 2 numbers. so hope that today and tomorrow's paper i can pass. so hope that this hope will happen. 

so for now i think i just go back and play my game for a little while more then only go get readdy for my exam. wahaha....

add oil to all that are taking database system and digital system paper student....

NEVER

INSTRUCTIONS: Bold the ones that apply to you. Tag 3 people later.

I've never watched Titanic.

I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice.
I’ve never been drunk.
I’ve never played Laser Tag.
I’ve never skipped in a public place.
I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment.
I’ve never cried over a movie.
I’ve never cried reading a book.
I’ve never cried while watching a TV show.
I’ve never owned a music player.
I’ve never made a Twitter.
I’ve never read anything by Charles Dickens. 
I’ve never been in love.
I’ve never skipped school.
I’ve never owned a rabbit.
I’ve never sang solo in front of a crowd of 100+ people.
I’ve never played Guitar Hero.
I’ve never had more than four siblings.
I’ve never jumped off a swing.
I’ve never been camping.
I’ve never watched an episode of QI.
I’ve never watched a Heath Ledger movie.
I’ve never watched High School Musical.
I’ve never made a sibling cry.
I’ve never stolen anything.
I’ve never broken the law.
I’ve never jumped in the sea fully clothed.
I’ve never read the Bible.
I’ve never passed on a chain letter.
I’ve never met a celebrity.
I’ve never written fanfiction.
I’ve never gone scuba diving.
I’ve never dyed my hair.
I’ve never had a tattoo.
I’ve never watched WWE on TV.
I’ve never taken part in a sports contest.
I’ve never been to a football match. 
I’ve never danced to a Michael Jackson song.
I’ve never watched a sunset.
I’ve never played a musical instrument.
I’ve never sky dived.
I’ve never eaten fish.
I’ve never read Twilight.
I’ve never punched someone.
I’ve never swam with a dolphin.
I’ve never broken a bone.
I’ve never danced well.
I’ve never been arrested.
I’ve never owned a Playstation Three.
I’ve never watched a Batman movie.
I’ve never sang at a Karaoke Night

think again..

what do people do when they are sad?

what do people do when they are angry?

what do people do when they are alone?

what do people do when their friends are sad?

what do people do when their friends are angry?

what do people do when their friends are alone?

thinking bout this....

mood-less

why is life so boring.

people that are previously close to me is getting further. maybe is because im too boring and there is nothing interesting bout me. or maybe is because what im interested is not the same as them. 

im feeling that im now becoming like a ounching bag for those who are not feeling well. im keep listening to their complain and letting them release their stress on me. but i will just take it without saying back to them. i just take it. take it all.

hope i also will have a person to share all my problems to. 

im now quite busy. im involve in two club committee. im in archery club as maintenance and trainer. so everyday will have to go and get all the spoil arrows. and at home i still need to repair them. archery club is going to organize a junior tornament later this sem. so preparation is going to start.

in taekwondo im now the technical committee. im in charge of the training. and then taekwondo club is going to organize a tornament later this year. so now is going to plan for that. then also karate club had organise a martial art week and all marial art group are ask to join then me and arthur is the representative for taekwondo club. and now i think im going to be the asst. director for the event. so more busy....

im already the leader for the technical communication group. just finish the proposal for the project and now pula going to have mock meeting and i need to plan the time for my group. then database proposal also need to be done. this friday need to pass up. today during french class teacher pick a class rep. and i so suai kena pula. now more busy. more responsibility. then next week got 3 exam. and i still not yet study. die liao lo.

no mood to study. no motivation. can anybody tell me how to motivate myself to study. 

no mood.........

Blood donation

as what my title say. this whole week is blood donation week. the PBSM(Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah not Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu) organised a blood donation in MMU. from monday to friday. 

last time when they came i never go because i scared of the big needle that poke into my hand. the 1 mm thick needle that go into my flesh and u can see the blood flowing out of my arm. i always very respect oRoro that whenever he know that there is blood donation he sure go. 

this time i also very scared and dont know want to go or not. oRoro is telling me that it is nothing. im always consulting him how isit. and im trying to ask somebody to accompany me to go donate. but none of them want to go with me. UK scared of needle and pain and..... shahril never want to do this kind of things. fongE too small and too thin cant donate.... and there is some that say they love blood and dont want to donate... haiz... 

so finally friday i make up my mind and go and donate. thanks to oRoro accompany me to the place and be at my side. he donated already so cant accompany me to donate again. so 1st go there fill up a form that ask whether i got any sickness or HIV or any surgery and bla bla bla... 

next go test my blood group. i sit down and the doctor ask for my finger. so i just give him my left hand and he took my middle finger and wipe it with alcohol. then he take a small cubic thing out and then *puk*.. OUCH.... then can see blood coming out. then he squezz somemore and then took some. then he took a big board out and then drop 2 drops of blood there. and then drip some chemical that test for antibody A and B. then the result. im blood group O.... for so long my mum always say that i follow my fathers blood group which is B and now only i know that i follow my mum. 

then next stage is see a doctor to test blood presure and ask if i got any sick. then my blood presure is still in the ok level. then ask some question and i answer and then ok pass. then go to the last stage before donation. go get my blood donation bag and stuf for donation. after taking it then the final and the most fear stage......

go there then they ask me to sit down on the chair. lean down and then they look for my blood vessel. then the nurse take out a needle and then i told her i was scared. i ask her, " sakit tak? saya takut jarum punya." then she just laugh and then she answer me " tak sakit. sekejap sahaja" then the needle when in. and it is painful.... then can see that the vessel there bengkak up and then the big needle is in. surprisingly that the big needle went in and it is nothing. no feeling. but then when it is in the BLOOD come out. blood which is dark red come out. then they just ask me to pump my hand so that the blood can come out faster. 

so my job now is just lie down there and pump my blood for them. in just bout 5 mins then they say is over. i just pump out 450ml of blood. so now i have 450ml of blood less in my body. haha.... then take out the needle and then i just continue lie down there and rest. although im not dissy but i just lie down there and rest. coz still got 20 mins to class. so nothing to do also, so just sleep there lo. but then i think got someother ppl still need to donate so the nurse then ask me am i dissy if not then can go already. so i just walk away and go take my free food. haha... 

go there they give me a cup of hot milo and then a packet of things. inside is an apple, one bread and one packet of crysentenum drink. then i just take those things as my breakfast. then i can feel that my left hand is abit cold and stif. so i keep on exercise my hand to let the blood circulate to the hand. 

it was quite fun to donate blood. at least now i over come my fear of donating blood. but i still cant over come my fear of needle. i will still scared to go for any injection. it is pain.....

so for those who scared bout donating blood, try it sometime, it is not that bad. only the 1st needle that is pain. i think that needle is anastasia to numb the hand. so when the big needle go in u will not feel a thing. so try someday. and for those who under weight, please eat more and be fatter so that next time u all can qualified to donate blood. Haha....

too bad oRoro never take any picture. haha... but never mind la next time still got chance. and thanks to oRoro to accompany me. hehe...

uni life starts now

the busy uni life is starting. 

start to busy doing all the things that teacher ask us to do. 1st there is LES proposal that need to pass up. then there is database proposal also. and there math tutorial, and also some french homework.

LES group im the leader and im the one that give out the job. but then i still need to see through before we pass up to teacher. so im doing quite a lot. thanks to UK that he help me in someway... i think... lol... he help me to see the content and think of some things la. which i not sure what isit. nvm... as long as now i think the proposal is finish and next will be the whole report and the whole quistionaire thingy... haiz.. so ma fan want us to waste time doing all these thing.

database project. i today only know that we need to do a proposal also. luckily im not the leader. so i no need to worry too much. i just follow what my leader say then i do. jimmy is the leader so wait for his command. so now can save my brain cells. wahaha... so now we all agree to focus on LES proposal 1st then only this database proposal. 

next will be the math tutorial. Tan Choo Peng sister, Tan Choo Kim teaching us but she is more strict than her. 1st day tutorial the give quiz and we all dono how to do and then she check our tutorial quistiin got do or not then say give us one chance and next time need to do. so now need to do tutorial liao lo. haiz... so lazy leh... this sem no mood to do math. only got mood to do programming. see how la. maybe find someone's to copy. hehe...

and last french. now she wants us to memories the verbs and all that we had learn. and also she is asking us to do a lot of conversation and asking all the questions that we learn. more and more questions and then i think this time she is going to ask us to stand infront of the class and do the conversation with our fren. haiz.. after pronounciation lousy then malu sial... haiz... but is quite fun la in french class. now me and UK is playing with the teacher in class.  

this is just the accademic works... i still got involve in 2 main club which is archery club and taekwondo club. so now archery club im the maintainance guy so i need to go and check the equipment to see whether any arrom is spoiled or not and i need to bring back home and repair it. then taekwondo club me and another guy is incharge in the technical part. and this accademic year our club is going to do a tornament so we need to paln for the whole thing. so i will be quite busy traning fighters for the tornament.

so for now it is like this. i dono later part what will add on. so now i need to be good in planing my time for studying and for playing. hope i can cope with all these things. haha...

hmmm now sleep time... need more sleep to do more things tomolo. good night everybody...

bye