Thursday, May 28, 2009

PT03&04 foundation IT class party(part 2) + photos update with 2 more photo

this is the photos that i took. photo that other people took i still not yet get yet. but i think i just put the photo that i took then is enough because im like the photographer in the whole party. i have the most photo. so it should be enough. 
our villa's unit number "1091"

the front view of the unit.
the side veiw of our unit.
the speakers that they brought for the sound system. 
all together 3 sets...
the small football game. skin vs shirts.
small casino just that this is not involving money i guess...
sweet moments between nathiya and john...so sweet
PCD is "bullying" Ice and nathiya is protecting her.
the loving couple. UK and purple
our whole gang. and if u see closely and might be able to see everybody's hands. 
it is all physics' right hand grip rule and also left and right hand flemings rule.
all crazy phyiscs liao. 
our handsome organizer(UK) 
i take this pic without him knowing so it is natural. hehe...:P
me pula kena Ice take. she took my camera and took my pic without me knowing.
the couple that have been made up by the class. me and Ice(she is crazy now)
when she is more relax now...
vodka
chivas
bombay sapphire(47% alcohol)
food came and PCD wants to be in the photo.
almost all the photo i take he wants to be in. hehe...
the hungry horde is here....@@
this gang still not yet go makan.
and can see that Ice cannot tahan and want to eat malliga away liao.
after finish eating and PCD still force tommy to eat away the cup. haiz...
the liquor drinks
our own bar tender(kelvin)
the birthday boys.
from left: shahril, ray, aaron
cutting their birthday aka wedding cake together.
so romantic  :P
the statue of shahril. when he is saying his birthday wishes.
the cake eating monster(UK)... @@
the MU fans. proud to hold the jersey...
from left: Khesvin, Aaron, oRoro(Thiam Soon), Tommy
all tention when watching the MU vs barcelona match. 
70% MU fans down there.
after the match all sleep liao. 
most of them drunk and cannot tahan drop down and sleep liao.
any where also can sleep. 
breakfast time. PCD again. he always in the pic.
the lovely couple again.
our breakfast set.
two pieces of toast bread, 2 eggs, beans, 2 sausages, cucumber and tomato.
                                                                                                                    
Poeple that i will miss the most because they are going to cyberjaya next sem.
                                                                                             
PCD( Pang Chun Den)
the guy that makes study more interesting because of all the crap that he will talk when we are studying instead of boring reading the notes. 
                                                                                                               
Goh Ying Bing aka Ice
the girl that those people always say that i love. but the thruth is that i don love her. we are just friends and she is a very good girl to talk to. she sometimes is quite blur so chun den i give her to you to take care ar... hehe...
                                                                                                                      
Shahril
the guy that is older than us. a senior so he has more experience than us. he is a good speaker. he is a good leader but until now he still cant remember the whole class people name. and he is not good in direction. hope that he will not loss his way in cyberjaya campus... =X
                                                                                                                            
miss u guys. hope that u all can come back to melaka and visit us sometime. we all will welcome u back and maybe we can go to lim teh. 
to think of it, really have fun in the party although i never join them much. but it is a very memorable thing to do together. and after reading PCD's and UK's blog i was so emo. the things they say make me cry. it is so touching. 
i think i will not say anything emo things anymore. don want to make anybody cry anymore...
so enjoy the photos that i uploaded. 
enjoy the beta years and also the following years too. live happily and study hard. keep in touch. 
thats all.....

PT03&04 foundation IT class party

So as promise I am going to write about the class party.

I woke up at 11am because the night before I went back late because of solving the transport problem. So I woke up and I was a bit lazy. So I just watch some movies before I prepare my stuff. At 1 I start to walk to ixora food court to meet them. When we went there Milton is not there yet. And the thing is that he is still sleeping. So khesvin and shahril went to his apartment and wake him up. Finally he was awake. So just need to wait for him and Ice (ying bing) that time. 

When they came, UK start to brief the drivers about how are we going. So Milton is leading the road and Ice’s car and KDL’s mum car will be in the middle and I will be at behind make sure that nobody lost their way. Because they scared they can’t keep up so we drive quite slowly on the highway. So we took about 45mins to reach the place.

We reach there and we go to check in to our villa. This time there is a little problem which is that we need to pay a deposit of RM500 before we can check in. luckily we all got enough money and can get RM500 for the deposit. So after finish the paper work we go can go to our villa. 

Our villa is lot 1091. so we move in and take all the things down. And then shahril and Milton went back for the 2nd trip to fetch ppl. So we stay there and see what can we do. We try to tidy up the place and then aaron and tommy prepare the sound system. After doing those things we all relax and enjoy our self 1st. we start to play cards. John teaches us a new game. Well to me is a new card game, it is call bullshit. The game play is basically trying to be honest or to be a cheater. See how well u cheats. 

During this time, we actually got one very very big problem. The food is not prepared. Nathiya called the caterer and she thought that our party is the next day so they haven’t prepares anything yet. So that time we are all panic because the most important thing is the food. We need our dinner because most of the people haven’t taken their lunch yet. But luckily the caterer manages to prepare for us. So we all can relax again. 

Then finally the second badge came and during this time we just walk around and talk. Some continue to play cards and some just walk around the area and see the venue. There is a pool there and some of them just went down and play. And also there is an empty land and the boys went and play a mini football. And also because tonight there will be a match between MU and Barcelona. So they all have the football fever…

The food came and we all were so happy. We take some pictures and start to dig in. there are mi hun and nasi goring and watermelon and also fried chicken. And drinks too.. So everybody was hungry and they all crowd at the table taking their food. After they all have taken then only me and the fellow organizer start to take. The food was nice. Or maybe because I was hungry so I say it is nice. Hehe… 

After the dinner we have a birthday celebration for 3 guys. They are shahril, aaron and ray. Shahril’s birthday was 14 may and aaron’s birthday was 17 may (I think) and ray’s birthday is today. So we sing happy birthday song to them and then cut the cake. And they all start to say their wishes for their birthday and ray and aaron wishes MU to win. They are hardcore MU fans. 

After the celebration technically there is nothing much to do. We have our free time and do whatever we want. So me and UK start to count the money for the transportation. How much each person needs to pay. So I helped him to calculate and then UK went to announce to everyone that taking our transport to pay. 

Then tonight there are some guys that are going to take liquor. There bought 3 bottles of liquors. One is vodka, another is chivas, and also Bombay sapphire. So they start at 10.30 to drink. When they drink they start to shout and then drink. They were so happy. Although they are not drunk yet but they are still shouting. They are in the party mode now. Haha…

So the whole night they are drinking and playing cards. They take drinking as a punishment for losing the game. So they drink quite a lot. Milton is the 1st to drunk. When he drunk he just sit there quietly. The second one is khesvin. When he drunk he start to talk crap and he don’t know what he say after that. And he dances and sing loudly to the songs. Others there is no news about them drunk. But tommy at last drop and sleep soundly during the football match. 

Ice leaves early because she needs to go back for her sister. And those that also got something on and need to go back early went back with her too. We all say our good byes because some of them are going to cyberjaya campus and we might not see them so often already. So this will be our last meeting until we also dono when. 

Ok so back to our party there. We quite enjoy the party and those drinking fellows are getting more and more high and they start to shout and sing. Those that wanted to sleep also can’t get into their sleep because of the noise that they made. So finally is their match time and they all keep quite and watch the match. Most of them are MU fans so they wanted MU to win but there is still minority that hates MU so they want MU to loss. Half time Barcelona went in one ball and then the second half another goal. So the result is MU loss 2-0. Those MU fans faces were so sad and quite and can see that those MU haters are happy. 

After the match they all slept. Only I and PCD never sleep. We both are sitting outside because inside was very cold. So we sit outside and start to talk about the party. We found some wrong things that the organizers had done and about the whole thing. So the whole thing was nice. Because the organizers are 1st timers and they have no experience. For the 1st time they are good enough. So we talk until morning when khesvin finally wake up from his drunkenness. 

We continue talk and then khesvin can’t remember all the things that he said before when he was drunk. So we all talk until the sun rise. And then khesvin asked us whether we want to take breakfast or not. So we say yes and then he says that the breakfast is going to start at 7.30am. We went to see what they have for the breakfast and then they say they not yet start and then we just sit down there and talk. When it is time we went back to the villa and ask those that are still clear to come with us for breakfast. Tommy that time also wakes up and he agree to come with us. But that time he is a bit not stable anymore. He keeps vomiting. So when we are taking our meal he keeps go to toilet and vomit. So at last his meal we helped him to finish it. 

At 9 we went back and I and UK count the final amount of money that need to be paid to the drivers. So bout 10 we start our 1st trip back. Me and shahril drive back. Because Milton is still not that a wake yet so we decided to take his car. So we send the 1st badge back and then go back as fast as we can because we need to check out of the unit by 12 and the time was 11.15 already. 

We reach there on time and then we check out of the unit and then get back our deposit and then I start to give back the money. And then for those who went back early I kept the money for them and plan to give them back when I go back. So last trip to go back and finally I can sleep. And I need to bath and then sleep. This is my plan when I go back. But when I go back we need to send the catering stuff back to their shop at plaza siswa,MMU. Then after that we need to give back the liquor bottles to Kelvin because there are still a bit left. Then after that we went to KDL’s house to return him his deposit money too. Then we detour to pump shahril’s car tyres and then finally go back MMU. 

Go back hostel and then I upload the photos to my computer and save it in my thumb drive getting ready to give it to khesvin. Then later Ice called that she is going to ixora to take the money from me. So I went there to give her the money and also give my thumb drive to khesvin to copy everybody’s photo. 

So finally come back and I can write this blog to update everybody bout my class party. So until now it is 4pm already. Finally can say that my job is finish. So altogether I haven’t sleep for 29 hours. So photo I think I will upload it later. When I am awake or when I am free. So that’s all. Im going to drop dead on my bed already. 

Thank you for reading. 
Nites…..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

finish final exam.

Finally today last exam. HD(human development) 

Exam is at afternoon 2.30 to 4.30. So I wake up at 10am to continue to study and memories all the main points that may come out. 

Go to exam venue happily and sit down and I was very happy because it is 80mcq and only 1 essay. And also this is a not that hard paper and the most important thing is that this paper is the last paper for the final exam… 

When starts open the paper I straight turn to the back to see what comes out in the essay part. Then my confidence level drop 10%. All 3 questions I never memories. I just know 1 question and it is bout the love thing. Although I know something bout that topic but not all. So I just pick that question to do. 

Start exam straight start with the mcq question. Maybe I can get some idea from there about the essay. The 1st few questions are a bit hard. I never heard before and also never read before. So I just use my common sense to so and if still cannot then just tikam. Slowly do, take my own sweet time to do and then near the end of the paper I saw some hope for my essay. :) I saw some names for the loves. Then im happy again. 

Finish the mcq in bout 40 mins. Which means I took 30 sec to do 1 question. ^^ Then now start to do the essay. Teacher told us that she don’t want us to write a long long essay but she just wanted a clear points. So that means we can write in point form. So it is easier for me to write. So I start by writing what I know and then only start to refer to the mcq for the extra information. And I think I manage to do maybe 50% of the essay. Within 30 mins I finish the essay and then I pass up my paper. People is lining up to pass up the paper. Everybody can finish up the paper which means the paper is not that hard. So I am very confident I can pass this paper but now is the matter of getting a A or a B. 

Go back to hostel and see what oRoro had copy to my hard disk. See what movies that he passed to me. Then after that I went to ixora to give it to nathiya because she also wanted some movies. Then when we go there, UK starts to discuss a bit bout the transportation to the party and then talking bout what to buy afterwards. I actually don’t wan to follow them because I don like to shop but they force me to go. I can actually stay at home and watch my movies. But never mind. See that they need my help in dealing with some stuff so I went and help them.  

We then went to mydin and try to check the price of the drinks and also the snacks. Then khesvin’s group went to tesco and see. Then they say that tesco’s price is cheaper so then we go to tesco and meet them and then start to chose the things that we are going to buy.
There are some misunderstanding about how much things that we are going to buy. But we solve it there and we are fine. So all together the price of the drinks and snacks is RM 141.18… this is the cheapest we can get it will be a good party. After buying all the things we went and take our dinner. We went to KFC and eat. Thanks to shahril that he sponsor me and UK our dinner because we have not enough money to eat. 

After the dinner we went back to ixora. UK wanted to confirm the people who need our transportation and also those who can go early. So we call a lot of people to ask them and also to confirm their time of coming to meet. Discuss for quite some time and then it is finally settled. So going in two badges and the 1st badge is in 1.30pm and then the next badge is 4.30pm. 1st we are going by 4 cars and then the 2nd badge will be 3 cars. For more information can go to heartroxas.blogspot.com and see. 

So now finally come back to my room and can relax for a while. I finally can come and write my blog. And I going to watch my movies that I get from UK, PCD and oRoro. That’s all. The next post will be after the party. Will put some photo of the party and about the party. ^^

Monday, May 25, 2009

the killing paper....

Die is the only thing I can say.

This subject is so damn hard. I don understand a bit on chapter 1. at least chapter 2 I know a bit. And chapter 3 im better. But still how much marks I can get in just doing chapter 3 questions.

Study for so long. Stare at the notes for so long. Figuring out the notes for so long. And I still dono what am I studying. For those who don’t know, im talking bout physics. This is a subject that I know had ruined a lot of my friend’s life. Some get headache, some became emo, some just feel weird and wanted to vomit. For me it makes me emo, very stress…

Start exam only I dono what to do. I dono which question to chose. I dono how to start the paper. I was sitting down there for 5 mins thinking of what to write. I start writing and then start cancelling. Wrong then cancel, wrong then cancel again. This question dono how to do then do another question. See which one has more chance of getting higher marks then cancel the other one. My paper is full of blue pen ink. Not answer but the marks of canceling the answers.

I actually wanted to go out of the exam hall in just 1 hour plus. Since I dono how to do what for I sit inside for so long. But then in second thought, I maybe can simply crap something out and maybe just maybe I can get some marks there. So I stay until the end of the exam. So I simply crap things out. Anything I think that it should be there or maybe should be written down there just write only. Don’t care liao.

Finish exam I was so happy. Happy not because I can do but happy because i finished the paper. Im finished… looking at everybody’s faces are all sad faces, all the tense faces. All the dono how to do face. But there is still some that having the so easy face. Those are not normal IT humans. They should go take engineering. I terus cabut after the invigilator say can leave the room. Go back to hostel and saw my brother’s friend and he see my paper and say that it is the same as what they did last time and he is taking engineering. This means that our paper is engineering standard. Stupid la why is IT student taking engineering student’s paper. If it is like this then no need to have IT students just call it engineering students then can liao lo.

Im so frustrated now. Now I no mood to study for tomorrow’s paper. I need to de-stress first and then only can study HD. But HD I don really scared because it is 80 mcq and only 1 essay. It should be no problem I think I can study at night la. Now I just want to find something for me to release my stress.

Maybe after going to ixora and look for friends and take some movies so that after tomorrow’s paper I can watch. After tomorrow’s paper im going to have a movie marathon.

Now I just hope that my physic can pass. If get 50 then good liao. I just wan to pass it and I don wan to care about physics anymore. Im going to throw it into the Pacific Ocean and don wan to see it anymore.

Hope all IT students that taking physics just now will not take sup next sem. Lets hope that teacher will let all of us pass this eff-king hard paper.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

3rd day of final exam

today is math exam.

study until 12 at night yesterday with khesvin and oRoro. im teaching them what is easier to score because they are not that good in math. so i teach them something that i know and is easier for them to remember.

today morning wake up and study more abit. and i finally understand more and defrential equation. so i go see msn who is online. and i saw PCD and i very happilly told him i understand DE already.

go to ACR1001 for exam. go in and sit down there and wait for the invigilator to say can read the questions. when it is time i open and see the question and i was actually quite confident in the questions. so im very happy at that time. so i chose to do 1,3,4 and 5. 

start doing i still can do question 1. but when i start to do question 3 i slowly loss my momentum cause i got something that i dono how to do. never mind i just skip it and continue do question 4. DE when see can do but when doing then cannot liao. suddenly stuck half way. never mind again and i continue to do question 5. DE again and this time i totally dono how to start. so i do complex number. 

after finish wahtever i know how to do then i go back to those i stuck or not yet do. see and think for quite long and then i just simply write only. janji get one answer dono isit correct or not. as long as got do. 

finish exam already and see the faces of my frens. PCD and UK is laughing because dono how to do. YC as usual has his blur face because totally blur. oRoro smilling also because cannot do. 

i feel so sorry because the things that i taugh oRoro and khesvin did not come out that easy. so sorry. 

i hope everybody pass this exam and nobody need to take sup.

so after exam is relaxing time. still got 3 more days only is the next paper. so relax 1st. rest get some fresh air only continue physic or HD. so i play games, sleep and try to design. ask UK to teach me and he give me some usefull links that have tutorial. i learned something new. thanks UK.

now brain juice finish already. trying to think of designs.  think for quite long and not much nice design come out. so never mind. just for the fun of it.

so for the relaxation, down here is a cartoon strip of calvin and hobbs. for those who think low grade is bad this is something that will change that thinking. enjoy... ^.^


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

2nd paper of final exam...

Today morning wake up and go to my computer and yet again go see who is online. And then saw PCD’s pm write that he wanted to get 100 so that he want to show that he don rely on coursework marks to pass. So I congratulate him. He then asked me want to study with him or not. So ok la.

At 11 I go to his apartment and go study. I learn a bit more. Thanks to him. Then until 1 then I stop studying liao. Relax before exam. At 1.25pm go makan with khesvin, oRoro, aaron and Kelvin. Go there they all start to talk bout the coursework marks that the teacher gave is very low. But I still don’t know my marks. So I just listen to what they say lo.

We eat quite fast. So at bout 2 then we finish and slowly walk to the exam venue already. Exam is 2.30 so we still got half hour. Because our venue is at CITS lab 1 and is so close to the computer lab. So I just walk to the lab and try to check my coursework marks. So I get 36 out of 50. so I just need 14 marks to get a pass. So it should be no problem la.


Go in to the exam hall and sit down. When the invigilator say can open and read I straight open and see what is out. So I read the Questions and the 1st thing come into my mind is nothing. I cant think of anything. Dono how to do all the question. Because I cant write down anything. I cant imagine. So I just sit down there and do nothing lo. Then start exam liao. Finally can write. So I got some clue how to do lo.

I did question 1,2,3. but not every question I can do finish. And I confirm is not all correct. So I just do whatever I can la. The exam is 2 hours and I only use 1 hour to do whatever I can do. The rest of the time is just sit down there and day dreaming. Thinking of things, thinking of ppl, and look around.

Conclusion I think I can pass la. Hopefully…

At night going to study math with PCD and anybody else that going to join us. IT math I got confident I can pass. Now is just the matter of getting a B or A. I think most probably is just a B.

Now I just rest 1st la. Just finish a difficult statistic exam…. Haiz……

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

study mode just offline

today dont know why study mode offline.

i woke up at 10+. and just sit infront of the computer and see is there anybody asking me to go study. so im waiting and nobody asked. so i try to ask PCD whether he want to go study or not. he took sometime only reply me and say he wants to go study. so i ask him want to ask UK or not and he say no need. because he will be studying with his gf so will not study with us. 

so PCD say that he is going to study after lunch. then he wanted to go eat with his gf but he say that if his gf eats late then he will not join me le. but i asked him to eat with his gf no matter what because he has not much time left in melaka and he is going to cyber already and he will see his gf less. so now better take every chance to pei her.

so khesvin also asked me to go study. so we all plan the time which is after lunch and then they all wanted to go to CLC and study. so bout 12.30 they say they going to eat and then straight go to look for venue in CLC. i went and eat later at bout 1pm and i took my own sweet time to eat. i took half and hour to take just a plate of nasi lemak. and then i called khesvin where is the place that they found and he say that they just eat finish. so i just spend more time sitting down there and then went down to take some money because i left RM3 in my wallet only. 

so they found a room in CLC and so i went there and study with them. we all start to study stats. stats i not yet really study. so now is the 1st time im trying to study. but i dont know why i just don have the mood to study. but i forced myself to read the examples and try to remember the formulas. in the end i learned something. i learn a bit more on chapter 7 and also know something about chapter 9 and 11. then bout 6 i relly cant tahan already. so i just keep my things and went back. 

i dont know khesvin they all stay until what time but i just know i leave very early. i dont know why today just no mood to study anything. i came back to hostel and i never touch any books. i just listen to music and watch movie. 

now i just feel very bored and dont know what to do. i know that i should study but i just too lazy to go touch the book. what happen to me?? why no mood? 

haiz... hopefully tomorrow my stats exam can pass. i never want much i just hope that i pass. just pass... PASS... pass then i very happy already. 

so now im going to sit infront of my computer and do nothing again. maybe play some game and then just listen to my musics. 

waiting for my study mode to turn on. 

Monday, May 18, 2009

1st day of final Final exam

today is the 1st paper of the final exam, english. we all got tips on what is coming out and we all try to study base on that because if not then it is too much to read. 

when in the exam hall, when it is anounced that we can read the paper but cant write anything yet so i open the paper and see what came out. i was shocked that the tips is half correct. and the half is useless half. the tips say plot of astrologer coming out but what really came out is the plot of teh devil. character of nameke but came out character of okeke. all the literature component is correct but the name of the story and the name of the character is wrong. so which means the tips is uselss.....

so i just do what i can remember about the stories i read. those that i dont know i just sinply hentam. the plot of the devil i did my own story that in the end there is a funaral... haha.....

ok dont care about the english exam already. it is over. we went to take our brunch. so we all go to ixora foodcourt and eat. when i go there i straight go order food. then go back and sit and wait. after 5 mins the food finally came. UK come later than me but he gets his 1st but he order 2 small yi mian but what he get is 2 big yi mian. haha... eh need to finish it all even for his gf one.. haha.. luckily i go order 1st because after that it is full. khesvin and PCD never order then only a while the que is long. when im eating my meal i can see the nicer store is full. ppl lining up to order or to take the food. so khesvin and PCD gave up and they dint take lunch. they just say they go back to their apartment and drink milo or take some bread. 

when we finish our meal we plan to study for the next paper. but we need to get a place to study also. so i say that i need to go back to hostel 1st to get my things and also rest for a while. so when i go back i feel tired and then i told them i going to take a nap 1st and when they going to study just sms me and tell me. so i sleep from 12 something until 3+. no one msg me. then i woke up and go to my com and see msn they asked me to go study. i was shocked and ask them where they study. and i only found out they also slept and just woke up. so the whole afternoon we all never study together. we just sleep.. hehe.. 

so now at night dono whether they are going to study or not. so see la. if got then go study lo. if not then just stay at hostel study a bit and play a lot of solitaire. im adicted to solitaire dono why. it is boring game but i just want to play. dono why..

at night looking forward to talk to her... :)

thats all for now. 

bye maybe go study or maybe play solitaire... :>

Sunday, May 17, 2009

It's too late

LOVE- i finally know something.

i just let go of the love that a girl has towards me. she had loved me for quite long and i never noticed it. and now im too late. this is the 1st time a girl got such much feeling towards me. and i miss it. how can i be so stupid...

she asked me many times do i have feeling towards her but everytime i tell her dont have. because im not sure of the feeling of me towards her. so many times i answered her the same answer. 

im so stuborn that only until she give up on me only i know my feelings towards her. and it is too late. she will not accept anymmore. now only i confirm my feeling towards her but its too late. things cant be change anymore. 

i feel that i've hurt her feelings but when i asked her she just say that she is not sad. but i got a feeling that inside her heart she is sad but on the outside she tries to hold the feeling. she dont wan me to feel sad because of hurting her. but im sad because of losing this great girl. i never appreciate her when she is near me. but now it is too late. 

she told me when she start to like me during last time in secondary school, when i always accompany her to school. when i always waited for her to go school and back home. when  i always care of her when she got any problem. but that time im just thinking of her to help her and as a sister. that time she asked me before did i ever have feeling for her, but i just tell her that i just treat her as a sister. 

but after secondary school, i sometimes have the feeling towards her but im confuse isit liking of just sister. but now im clear. i know what feeling i have to her. but its too late. 

all i can say it sorry for hurting her. but she still being strong and say that she is not hurt. i will wait for her if she will give me another chance. until i find another girl that is better than her i will not forget the feeling i have towards her. 

but for now i am greatful that although we are not together but we are still close friends. we will not forget each other as friends. 

this is the feeling i have in my heart. 'it is too late' this is what i can say now. things cant be changed. the perfect song to match this feeling is apologise by one republic. Its too late for me to apologise to her.

i will always remember this incident. and i will always remember her. she will be in my heart.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Thinking

today as what my last post say. maybe i going to clc and study. 

so i never go to clc and study because i woke up late. and it is really late. i woke up 12+pm. because i slept at very early in the morning like 4am. so today i never go to clc and study.

so today i stay at hostel the whole day and took my lunch and dinner in hostel also. 

today i am thinking. thinking of something. thinking of love.

what is love? how do you know that you are in love? what is the feeling? 

i still dont know the answer to the questions. will try to figure it out ASAP. 

so exam coming. monday is english exam. i still dont know the format. but who cares. just do only. i got confident that i can pass it. and i will pass all my subjects and go to beta level. 

so my thinking will be put a side 1st and when im free and boring then will think again about those question. now i think i should start to study already.

THINK...

Saturday day

Today is 16 May 2009, today is the Malaysia’s teachers day and also is my little sis birthday.

 

Yesterday, go to my study zone and study again today. But until about 12 the guard starts chasing ppl away coz they say that they need to go sembahyang and then only open during 3pm.

 

So we all go to plaza siswa to makan 1st and then all balik and rest before going back to study. The guard say that they going to open at 3pm so we go there about 2.45 and UK is the 1st to reach there but the door is already open. But luckily CJ was inside already. So we just join in lo.

 

Then slowly slowly some of the management students came in. all their friends. More and more and start to make the room noisier. I dono what they are talking but they just have a lot to talk. But I don care la I just study myself at the back.

 

Then evening time we all start to no mood to study already. So PCD just say that he at night don wan to study liao. So evening me and khesvin go to MMU corner to eat our dinner. And it started to rain and we eat when it is raining. Then we walk back home in the rain also. but when I reach hostel the rain stopped.

 

So from that time onwards I am in my room playing games and listening to music.

 

Then at 12.03am my sis suddenly msn me and thanks me for the card I send her. She was touched because I send her the card. So we catch up with each other a bit because it has been long time we haven’t talk to each other because she is busy with her part time work. So she is going to start study in July and so we plan to meet up during my term break which is during early June. So during that time we can meet up and can talk more.

 

Saturday dono want to go study or not. Or just stay at hostel and read up on English. Depends la. See how tomorrow, if got venue then go lo. But if don have then just stay at hostel la. And also need to see what time I wake up. If too late then don go liao.

 

Ok now want to sleep liao. Tomorrow see what time I wake up.

 

To my little sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

 

Good night everybody.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

continue study and have 'fun'

today wake up a bit late because the weather is cooling. is so nice to sleep.

UK msg me the venue for studying and i ask him is PCD also there and he say only him there. then i just reply ok and then he ask me to ask PCD is it still awake or sleeping and then go study with him. 

so i msg PCD and he never reply so i also sleep back. 

later i get a msg from hotlink. now my number has succesfully change to hotlink youth club. YEAH!!! finally... now my credit will not use so fast liao. but actually i don use much so now i use less... :)

then i went to the study zone and go accompany UK. then PCD came later. we start to "study" then 'one turn eyes'(translate in chinese) lunch time liao.  UK go eat with GF then left me and PCD in the room. then i went to SC(super cheap), PS and ta pao food for us both. at 1st tought want to makan nasi lemak but today they never do nasi lemak but only nasi minyak. so just take that lo. 

i ta pao back to the study place and then we takut that the gaurd will marah so we have a very adventurous lunch. coz takut. so we try to hide with books and with my big body. and then sit in the position that when ppl open the door will not see. when we finish then we can relax liao. and then we throw the rubish in a dustbin that is far away from our place. hehe.... nice lunch. we plan to so this everyday liao. ^.^

after lunch continue study and then listen to PCD and UK singing in class. and so some math questions and study a bit of physic which i still not very good in. at night just have one bun because UK never help us buy because he go another gate in never pass by the shop. never mind ar UK. u never buy for us then we no need to use more money also. hehe... 

after finish today's session of study balik and go makan at habib sultan with PCD. that will be our dinner and supper. then when we finish eating walking back then saw UK go makan with his GF. haiz... say don wan to eat but then go makan with gf pulak. never mind. that is his choice. i cannot care much. so i just ask him to makan happily. 

balik and then rest then tidur.... tomolo continue to do math and then start to do stats liao. asking pro to teach tomolo. ok thats all for now. maybe if got any other interesting thing then will post again. 

bye..

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

study period

wah....

today will be a short post.

today start study liao. dinner in the room also. eating bread only.

must start liao. no more time to prepare liao. i dont know anything a bout statistic and physics. 

so must start to camp in the study zone.. and study study study.......

the agak agak study time table is out and should try to follow it and score pass for every subject. i dont espect much. just pass is enough. but of coarse if got higher grade is better la...

so now going to sleep so that tomolo can wake up and go camping at study zone.. 

night guys....ZZzzzzzzzz...

Monday, May 11, 2009

distracted by wireless conection

thursday went back home early. after math class then balik liao. with malliga, nathiya and chong han. we all going back to JB except malliga, she is going to penang but doing a detour to KL 1st because of some reason that she dont wan to tell anybody.

reach melaka central at 3 and get the 3.30pm bus. 707travel group. because last time i took that bus and it is quite good. wait for a while there and when times up then board the bus. it is quite full. mostly is going to singapore. 3.30 the bus start journey. 

it is hot that day and the stupid bus dono why the air conditioner is not cold. is just like a fan. so im a bit sweating there. and the driver drive so slow. i think he is just driving at 100km/h only. it took him 1 and half hour to reach yong peng. and he turn into the R&R and go to toilet. and then there is a paper that pass to us and it is a list for those who are going to singapore to fill. and those singaporeans dont know how to read the malay and dono what isit for. so i need to tell them what isit. haiz... 

took us 2.5 hours on the highway instead of the normal 2 hours. my mum also ask why am i so late. so reach JB and chong han went down at kidmat and me and nathiya get down at larkin station. in larkin me and nathiya spilt our way. 

i just want to tell nathiya and chong han sorry because i told u that 707 travel group is good but it is not what u all expected. actually is the driver fault or maybe the bus problem. so sorry... 

went back home do nothing much. then plan to go try to do the hotlink youth club thing. so asked my brother to check for the address for the participating dealers near my house. and my bro give me one in setia indah and anther one is in kota tinggi. so i rather go to setia indah than kota tinggi because to kota tinggi is about 1 hour drive and to setia indah is only bout half hour. 

on friday went to school 1st and see bout their competition. then later i went to another junior house to see their preparation also. and they need to get a bamboo and asked me to help. so i fetch them to one malay kampung behind hyatt hotel. there the mosquito is many. is small and when they bite u will not feel anything. but i always check and i killed a lot. 

after help them i go to setia indah to do the hotlink thing. when i reach there the dealer also say that i cant do the conversion already because the date line has pass. but then he say that although the date line is 30/4 but he manage to help ppl convert the latest is 2/5. so he say that i can try to convert but he cant promise me that they will approve. so i give him my particulars and he helped me. and he say that i need to wait for about 1 week for the result. and if rejected then he will tell me and if approve he also will tell me. so i will just wait lo. if approve then is very good but if rejected then suan liao lo.

Saturday wake up late. then go to the scout activity actually just to give some thing to my junior and then leave. but mana tau kena tied down. need to help them to calculate all the measurement. calculate until so luan. haiz. then my instructor just ask them to go back and do it out and see isit nice or not then measure from there. and then i get a call from them that the model cant stand. so now is the problem, they are asking me for help and i cant help them anymore because i need to study liao and i will not be back until their competition. so they are on their own.

today i only can study english and math. english actually not call study because english there is nothing to study is just a reading subject. so english i need to read finish all the short stories because last time i never read at all except those story that teacher ask to present in front. and at night when i start to do math i suddenly found out that even matrix i also got problem. blur already or maybe i got short term memory... need to do practice. then kena distracted when i get to steal the wireless from my neighbor. so now im checking my mail and then blogging. 

i get a mail from wei sin and jerry tan. a math question and really IT people is not in the list of people. but i manage to think it out within 1min.^^ so this is the mail. so just see how long u all take to solve. 

This is a mathematical challenge, and it's been said that: 
If you're an engineer, you should be able to solve it in (under) three minutes (more like 30 seconds), if you're an architect, in three hours; if you're a doctor, in six hours; if you're an accountant, in three months and if you're a lawyer, probably never. 
if you're good at math or logical problems, solve this challenge and the answer is the password to open the spreadsheet to which you can add your name to the hall of fame. 
What is the missing number in this logical series? 
1, 2, 6, 42, 1806, ____??? 

The answer is the password to open the spreadsheet that is attached to this email. If you figure it out, open the spreadsheet, type your name in, save it and resend it to your friends. 
Good luck

*** How Come IT not included??***


thats all for now. going to continue my math. till next time.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Food

food. this is something that everybody needs everyday. without food we have not enough energy to do work. but nowadays food is getting more and more dangerous to consume. 

chicken and duck have bird flu, is under the bird family.  cow have mad cow disease. and mad cow disease came from goat. then now there is the swine flu, from pigs(originated from pigs but now the recent case is from human). fishes got too much mercury. so animals now is so dangerous to eat. when u take it in u will need to pray that it is save. if not then will get the sickness and cause death. 

the advancment of technology now making food dangerous to consume. the polution is causing animals to mutate and virus start to grow. disease getting more and more. 

scientist is doing more and more research about the food we eat. some food may cause cancer if we eat too much and some says that it will cause some sickness and so on. some food might be good now but by next year they say it is not good. so is it good or not we dont know. when scientist say is good the we eat a lot but when they say is bad then we dont eat. so should we listen to them? 

some people is so ignorant to this matter that they dont know anything about these findings so they just eat anything they like without knowing the consequences. is that good or bad?

maybe... just maybe, in the future what is said to be good to eat will be the nutrition pills that scientist make. it contain all the nutrition on the food pyramid and it has no preservative and such and is good for the body. so instead of the full plate of food, next time our plate will just have pills to eat. 

we dont know the future. what will happen to the world we live in. it might get better because of the awareness of the population, or it might get worse because the ignorant attitude of the people. so how the world will be is depends on everybody. so we need to choose our future. should it be good or bad. 

Monday, May 4, 2009

IT future at stake....

This is a news article that I found on April 26, 2009. New Sunday Times. under science section. I cant get the online version to share with you guys so I typed it out. so here it is.


Solar apocalypse: humanity faces catastrophic sunstorm in 2012.

The catastrophe, when it comes, will be a beautiful at first. It is a balmy evening in late September 2012. Ever since the sun set, the dimming skies over earth have been alive with fire.

Pillars of incandescent green writhe like gigantic serpents across the skies.

Sheets of orange race across the horizon during the most spectacular display of the aurora borealis seen in the southern England for 153 years.

And then, 90 seconds later, the lights start to go out. Not the lights in the sky – they will dazzle until dawn- but the lights on the ground.

Within an hour, large parts of the world are without power.

By midnight, every mobile network is down and the internet is dying. Television- terrestrial and satellite – blinks off the air. Radio is reduces to a burst of static.

By noon the following sat, it is clear something terrible has happened and the civilized world has plunged into chaos.

A year later. Most of Europe plus north America is in the grip of the deepest economic catastrophe in history.

By the end of 2013, 100,000 Europeans would have died of starvation. The dead go unburied, the sick untreated.

It will take 2 decades or more for the 1st green shoot of recovery to appear- recovery from the 1st solar superstorm in modern history.

This catastrophe is not some academic one-in-a-million chance scenario. It is a very real threat which, according to a report in the latest issue of the New Scientist, remains one of the most potent, yet least recognized, treat to the future if the human civilization.

Moreover, it is something that has happened before –not that long ago- and has potential to arrive every 11 years.

So what actually isit???

Solar storm do not normally cause much concern. Swarms of electrically charged subatomic particles from the Sun periodically buffet the Earth and its surroundings, cause health worried for astronauts and the owner of satellite, whose delicate electronics can be fried.

But in the surface, cocooned under an ocean of air, we rarely notice more than the pretty lights in the sky, created as the electrically charged particles from the Sun sweep into the Earth’s own magnetic field to generate the Northern and Southern lights.

But every now and then, the Sun is convulsed by the gigantic tempest: 80,000km-wide eddies of boiling hydrogen plasma on its surface ejecting a billion-tonne, malevolent blob at million km an hour.

And very occasionally, one of these mighty coronal mass ejections, as they are called, smacks into the earth head-on.

This last happened on the morning of September 1, 1859.

That say, one of Britain’s top astronomers, Richard Carrington, was observing the Sun. using a filter, he was able to study the solar surface through his telescope, and he saw something unusual.

A bright flash of light erupted from the Sun’s surface and detached itself from it.

Unbeknown to Carrington, that bright spot was a cloud of charged plasma on its way to Earth.

Just 48 hours later it struck, and the effects were extraordinary.

Brilliant aurorae lit the night skies right down to the tropics. The lit was so brilliant it was possible to read a newspaper at midnight.

In California, a group of gold miners were roused from their bed hours early, thinking the dawn and a new day’s prospecting had come. It was 2am.

Telegraph operators received severe electric shocks as solar-induced currents surged through the networks. It was as though the Earth had been immersed in a bath of electricity.

Such damage as there was, was easy to repair. In 1859, the world ran mostly on steam and muscle. Human civilization did not depend on a gargantuan super network of electric power and communications.

But it does now. Electric power is modern society’s “cornerstone technology”. The technology on which virtually all other infrastructures and services depend.

Daniel Baker, a space weather expert at the University of Colorado, prepared a report for the US National Academy of Sciences last month, and the conclusions make grim reading.

“Every year, human technology becomes more vulnerable,” he says.

A repeat of the 1859 Carrington event today would have far graver consequences than the frying of some telegraph wires.

The problem comes with our dependence on electricity and the way this electricity is generated and transmitted.

A huge solar storm would cause massive power surged, amounting to billions of unwanted watts surging through the grids.

Most critically, the transformers that convert the multi-thousand-volt current carried by the pylons into 240V domestic current would melt- thousands of them, in every country.

This would bring the world to its knees. With no electricity, we would not just be in the dark. We are dependent, to a degree few of us perhaps appreciate, on a functioning grid for our survival. All our water and sewage plants run on electricity.

A couple of days after a solar superstorm, the taps would run dry. Within a week, we would lose all heat and light as reserves ran out, the supermarket shelves would run empty and the complex supply and distribution networks upon which our society depends would have started to break down.

No telephones, no medicines, no manufacturing, no farming and no food. Global communications and travel would also collapse. A solar superstorm would probably destroy the network of global positioning satellites upon which every airline depends.

Of course, the power grid can be rebuilt, new transformer and cables made, new satellite launched – but organizing this in a world teetering on the brink of collapse would not be easy.

Humanity would recover, but it would take decades. A seemingly innocuous event, one which apparently poses no direct threat to human health at all, would have an effect on our world comparable to that of a small nuclear war. So could this really happen? And why is 2012 a year to worry about? Well, we know that solar superstorm did happen in 1859. and we know that 20 years ago a much smaller storm knocked out the power grid across much of eastern Canada, leaving nine million people without electricity. We also know that the Sun’s activity waxes and wanes in 11-years cycle.

Currently, the Sun us very quiet. But a solar maximum – a peak of activity- is predicted for 2012, and this is when a superstorm could strike, probably around either the spring or autumn equinox, when the orientation of the Earth’s magnetic field to the Sun makes us very vulnerable.

The main point is that every solar maximum puts us more in danger as our growing population becomes ever more dependent on electricity.

Ironically, the least-affect parts of the world would probably be the poorest areas.

Third world nations that usually suffer most from natural disasters, on account of their poor infrastructure, would adjust faster to life without electricity, while richer nations would be paralyzed.

So can anything be done to prevent an epic disaster?

A more robust electricity grid would be a start. And we need new satellites to give warning of what is happening on the Sun.

Of course, it may not happen in 2012- it may not happen in 2023, the year of the next solar maximum.

But sooner or later, a re-run of the Carrington event is inevitable.

Perhaps it would be wise to start stocking up on some candles. 


So as a summary, will us IT field person be the one that will be hit the worse as all the communication and electronic things been fried. How many of u guys believe that this will happen again in our life time? What will we be doing during that time? Think about it. 

Sunday, May 3, 2009

my weekend

Thursday i go back to JB. my parents came up and fetch us. they came at about 7.30pm. but that time my brother is in a quiz until 8pm. so we need to wait for him. when it is 8pm he still not yet come out. so i called him and he say that he still need to go to the lecturer's office at FET to pass it up personally. he say that everybody is lining up and is very long so we need to wait for another about 15mins.

 

because we always call him to be faster so he try to cut queue. and then a while only then finally pass up. so he faster came back need pack his things and then we re leaving. then 1st we go to MYDIN in MITC to shop 1st. down there was jam like hell. cant find parking. so we look fr parking out side. found one which is not that far from the building. that time don care liao. got place then just park.

 

go in i got a very malay-ish feeling. Everywhere i see there will be malays and it is like only max 5% is other races. and all the signs is also in malay. there is not much english there. so we walk around and see what to buy. some things are really cheap. Because this MYDIN is newly open so there are a lot of offers. things that are cheap clear very fast.

 

we shop there until about 10.45pm. we all not yet take our dinner so we went to  take our dinner near by. i bring my family to a place that shahril bring me. near the menteri office there is a malay restaurant. shahril recommended the nasi ujan there. so we went t eat that and also tom yam. take our dinner until 11.35pm. finish eating we faster go back because it is late already.

 

im driving back. because it is late night already so everybody in the car slept. only left me driving alone. then at night there are so many cars that are speeding and they always like t high light before they over take me. damn hate them. don care about them i just drive my car in the limited speed and drive safely. on the way i saw a lot of motorcyclist on the road. they drive quite dangerously because they drive quite in the road and sometimes they are shaky. is like at night is the time motorcyclist come out and ride. there are a few gang. traveling north and south also got.

 

suddenly when im driving nicely, there is a jam. and not long after there is a police car follow by a bomba, and a ambulance. immediately i know that there is a accident infront. and there is a bomba then it must be serious. then im stuck in a stagnant jam at 26.1km. it is a real stagnant jam where nobody is moving. and i can see that it has been quite long because some of the speeding cars i saw them also stuck infront. luckily im just stuck in about 400m of the jam. then the jam start to grow. i cant see the end of it.

 

there are a lot of very inconsiderate drivers that drive on the emergency lane. what if there is more emergency unit coming then they will be stuck in the back. then after a while i can see some of the bomba personal walking from behind. see that is what im saying those stupid inconsiderate people that prevent emergency unit to access to the accident area.

 

stucking there is so boring, nobody is moving, so slowly people off their engine to save patrol. even i also off the engine. and i can see people come down of their car to try to see the accident. the thing that they do is so dangerous. because they do not know when those motorcycles will come by. some people came down the car and smoke, some came down and rest and a lot of them try to go and see the accident.

 

so we stuck there for 45mins without moving. then finally cars start to move. we are so happy. everybody faster ran back and start the engine and start to move. it is a slow moving traffic but it is better than not moving. nearer and nearer to the accident area. can see that both direction also got police and ambulance. finally we reach the accident area, the police is conducting the traffic, they are letting row by row to pass. because there left only one and half lane left to pass. when is my turn to pass i drive slowly to see what had happen.

 

if not mistaken there is only 2 cars in the accident, maybe there is more i dont know. so there is one car that is finish burning, i cant even recognize what car isit before that. then there is another car which is a toyota hilux i think, the engine is burn finish. that is all i see. we can just imagine the seriousness of the accident. we wonder did the drivers and passenger of those cars manage to escape. we also thank god that we are not in the accident.

 

so we was stuck in the jam for about 1 and half hour. then drive back home and reach home at about 3am. go back home, after taking our things out of the car then keep all the things that we buy in MYDIN then all go back into our room and sleep.

 

friday, may day. it is labour day so everybody in my family never g to work. so we all manage to sleep until 1pm.^^ wake up eat, read some newspaper then walking around do nothing. haha... and i just lying around and do nothing. so practically i nvr do anything on this day. is labour day what, we are not suppose to do anything today.

 

saturday i wake up early because i want to go back to school to help in the june scout camp competition. so went to school see how is their progress. they had done something but not that good yet so i gave them some comment and tell them what they need to improve.

 

i went to maxis center today to try to change my phone's owner. but i need to check 1st who is the owner of my phone number. because i dont know my phone is under my sister or my mother. so they checked and it is confirm that it is my mum's number. so i can change the owner now. so finally i changed the owner to me and now i can change it to hotlink youth club.

 

went back after that. i go back and read today's news paper while waiting for my mum to cook lunch. so i just scan through and i saw the report for the accident i meet at the highway. below is the report. 

so now we know that there is a lady that died on the spot. and there is 3 cars involve and the car that i cant recognize is a merc. it must be the merc is driving very fast and that she lost control of her car and crash to the railing and then when it deflect away it is bang by the hilux and the Nissan sentra.  Poor thing.. just this accident then so many ppl injured. the malay news paper got some of the photo but i don have it. i just saw it outside in a shop. horrible. 

 

Afternoon went to foon yew high school to go for the meeting for the camp. Im one of the committee in the camp so I need to know stuff from them. So this is the 1st time I go for their meeting and they update me in all their progress. And I found a lot of things that they had forgotten to do and neglected. For example they forget that there are Chinese who are banana’s and also to translate all there speech. So I told them and so they are going to change it. they are so glad that im there to help them. Because they need someone from the outside to know what the outsider needs.

 

Tired weekend. So many things to do. So rush. Now come back to Melaka already and need to study for final exam. So tired. Now im sick also because of the weather, hot and cold, hot and cold make me sick. Luckily tomorrow only got one class. Depends on tomorrow I want to go or not.

 

Will update another post later about IT’s future. For now im going to rest. Bye..