why is life so boring.
people that are previously close to me is getting further. maybe is because im too boring and there is nothing interesting bout me. or maybe is because what im interested is not the same as them.
im feeling that im now becoming like a ounching bag for those who are not feeling well. im keep listening to their complain and letting them release their stress on me. but i will just take it without saying back to them. i just take it. take it all.
hope i also will have a person to share all my problems to.
im now quite busy. im involve in two club committee. im in archery club as maintenance and trainer. so everyday will have to go and get all the spoil arrows. and at home i still need to repair them. archery club is going to organize a junior tornament later this sem. so preparation is going to start.
in taekwondo im now the technical committee. im in charge of the training. and then taekwondo club is going to organize a tornament later this year. so now is going to plan for that. then also karate club had organise a martial art week and all marial art group are ask to join then me and arthur is the representative for taekwondo club. and now i think im going to be the asst. director for the event. so more busy....
im already the leader for the technical communication group. just finish the proposal for the project and now pula going to have mock meeting and i need to plan the time for my group. then database proposal also need to be done. this friday need to pass up. today during french class teacher pick a class rep. and i so suai kena pula. now more busy. more responsibility. then next week got 3 exam. and i still not yet study. die liao lo.
no mood to study. no motivation. can anybody tell me how to motivate myself to study.
no mood.........
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