Thinking

SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-26T15:28:00.003+08:00

what happen to the world?? or isit just Malaysia??

is it like oven here.. walk out start sweat, in side room start sweat, just finish bath sweat again...

after rain still hot.. haiz..

when can it be cooling again? i want cooling weather again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st week after holiday...

2010-01-22T13:28:00.003+08:00

finally back again to blog after soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long.

finally holiday is over and i miss a girl so much and finally can see her.. haha.. and also not forgetting my class mates, i also miss them. coz during holiday was so boring actually. everyday doing almost the same thing.

1st week of lecture was over and meet some new lecturer and some old lecturer. there was the 1st one mr andrew that teach us machine architecture that erm how to say. he was quite interesting but then in some ways he is very irritating. for me he is ok. but then he like to simply say JB not good. that is something that i don really like him to say.. so please JB people please please be good in class and don let him look down on JB anymore.. please.....

then there was physical security, a lecturer that i think she never introduce herself. heard she is fierce but then in class she is quite ok also. but then because this subject is pure theory so i feel very sleepy in class. she can joke with u but then there is a limit. somethings we cant joke. so that is her..

math tech again mr chong aka dota kia. again he teach in his pro way. no need to see notes and just say it out just like that. his understanding of math is so pro. i think he can go get his pH D alr. he is too pro liao.. need to use alot of brain power to process what he teach.

data struc is our old database lecturer. ms chong lee ying, her english pronunciation is quite out so in class me and UK was trying to process her english more than understanding what she teach. but then this subject is mostly C++ so should be no problem la. i think...

last but not least cyber law and e-commerce. meet back another old lecturer which is ms goh yi zheng. another pure theory subject which means another sleeping subject. what makes it nicer is that the class is at 8am. more sleepy... and her english is worse than ms chong lee ying so means double precessing power for us to understand what she say.

what a boring 1st week in uni.. haiz... all the class so boring. all started to teach already. our lecturers are all very hard working. haha... next week start tutorial some more. haiz..

wednesday went out and watch avatar. it was nice. worth watching. but then like what UK say the trailer was not interesting, but then for those who not yet watch can go watch it. the movie was nice. i not sure how the 3d is but then maybe can go watch. but then for those who have headache easily or those who have eye problem i suggest don waste money for 3d. watch normal one is also enough..

this is all that i want to write here. and this is all that i can remember. until next time. bye.

weekend back to JB

2009-12-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

haha.. this weekend went back JB. on friday going back., but then because we still need to do demo for our CP assignment that so many ppl had burn midnight oil to do it. a very horrible assignment.

drag for 2 hours. waited for so long. hen in the middle while waiting for our turn, thanks to daby, we watch "Happy Tree Freinds" haha.. so nice.. then you kang so boring until he simply type in names and words and add a .com behind and see is that anything. and surprisingly ororo.com is a website for any computer needs. haha.. ororo was a pro but then he hide it. haiz..

so waited for 2 hours then he say not enough time. so need to demo another day. haiz.. wasted my 2 hours there, i could have gone home and nearly reach house liao. haiz. nvm. then just go back then start journey back.

on the way back. there is a stupid car, speeding and then he over take us by the left thru the emergency lane. he really siao liao. we tot we will meet him again down the highway and he is at the side accident and making a jam, but then so fast like just a dew hundred meters away then he turn in to segamat there liao. haha.. so we no need to meet him again.. haha.. good.

then b4 i balik jb, i have a detour to genting. it was so nice, the cooling weather, the clouds in our reach. let u all see pictures.

haha.. i never go to genting la.. this is just one part of the highway where it is a higher ground and the cloud is really very near. so it must be cold outside.

so reach home, i become maid. do house work, cook, go to market, and bla bla bla.. boring. and the most important thing to say is i go back jb 2 days 2 nights. and then 2 nights no electricity. stupid TNB. 2 nights need to use candles and no fan. luckily still got wind. or else die liao lo. 2nd night play with candle. haha..

so kinda sum up the stay in jb liao. then come back to melaka. will be staying here until christmas. getting ready for finals. which is this coming saturday -> CP, then sunday -> malaysian studies, then monday -> discrete structure.

now a bit sick, dono will it become big sick. just hope not la.. ok this is it for now.. bye...

just some happening

2009-12-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

friday i went back to jb. so after class then i went to melaka central with my brother. reach there then go straight go buy ticket. at the counter i meet something happen. there is a lady, maybe singaporean or maybe stupid malaysian. she is buying ticket to KL and she saw 2 columns of times. then she discussing with the ticket seller and the ticket seller looks pek cek. so i went there and listen and see what happen. then i heard something that is so funny.

she say that "masa berlepas" and "departure time" is different and so the 2 column is for 2 different thing. i think she tough that one is leave and one is to come to melaka. so i faster tell the lady that both the word means the same and it is just 2 different language. then the lady is like been enlighten and only understand. then only she chose her ticket time... LOL.......... i straight walk away and laugh..

why there is these kind of ppl around. and luckily i understand what all these ppl is thinking. because last time im use to talk to these kind of ppl. in my secondary skul time alot of my frens are bad in english. so im use to understand their english. sometimes im the translator for others.

previously the martial art corridor the director of the event also the same. his english is so lousy. listening to his meeting need to use alot of energy to process the information. for example he can ask the OC to live. his sentence is " president u all can go, and OC u all live"... and many more. his english i dono how he is going to take MUET and how is he going to pass it. can the examiner understand?? i really dont know.

today i drive back melaka. on the highway really meet alot of xiao kia. especially motorbikes. im driving 110km/h alr and they are faster than me. then their light is so high. then the speed they ride is so dangerous. i also takut to over take them. i scared i touch them only then they sure GG one. sure fly away liao. and also those car with stupid high light when they drive. why cant they just on normal low light. and also those stupid impatient drivers. speeding on the road and always highlight when they want to over take me. even infront of me is full of cars they still want to highlight. they dont know that it is so dangerous to speed. hope they accident one day and they only learn their lesson.

luckily i reach here safely. so now i have my car in melaka, but then cant drive to MMU coz no sticker. haiz.. so sian. if raining still need to walk to skul. unless someone can borrow me their car sticker so that i can drive in.. haha..

so thats all for now.

till next time. bye......

ramdomly ramdom

2009-11-27T17:42:00.003+08:00

so long never update liao.. so now finally because is a holiday and now i think the wave of business is just finished.

so what happen why i never have time for so long is because of so many exam, so many meeting to go.

martial art corridor just pass.. this is an event that i as a assistant director did nothing much.. coz the committee is not doing much also.. or should i say the committee is not working hard. and the most important thing is the director of this event is not good. he is the one that making this event a quite failure. i will not say is totally failure but near failure. he do things his way and do not listen to what others say. he will ask u to think of an idea then later he change ur idea into his idea.

he will say "this is just my idea and u no need to listen but then this is just my idea." then later after he finish up his idea then ask everybody what is our point of view, then if we reject his idea then he will fight back until his idea is taken.. so i also don wan to fight with him.

then everything that is easy to be done he can make it so hard. then everyday he also pek cek doing the things and the result is null. and everything he do is last min. and when he start to fail then he demand us to find a solution for him.. he can do a meeting for 2 hours for just a few small problem. a meeting that i think i can just finish it in 30 mins he can do it for 2 hours plus. so the whole week of exhibition is finished and then on thursday the martial art night.

basically the martial art night is just a drama and some other performance in the night. during the night there is performance by the lion dance, COS, CLS dance and kata(patern) demo by karate. i was actually thinking should i go or not for the night, since they never wanted me to help or give idea. but then i think that they sure will have problems faced. so finally i went for the event.

so went there and really they have a lot of prob. the whole organisation is all mess up. people dont know who is in charge of what and who do what. they never think of the whole program sequence, they never think of what will happen and they never think of the plan B.

so i went there help out and helped them to settle quite a number of things. then the person that in charge of the back stage don really want to do his things then become i need to help him to do. the usher not sure what she need to do then i need to teach her, the director keep asking me how, how , how.... so become i am running around the whole main hall and settle things for them. and thursday also i have taekwondo training. i sacrifice the training and come and help. and because they might not have enough ppl for the training then i also keep contacting them to make sure enough ppl there.

ok enough with the complains. now the night, at least the 2 MC are good. they know how to talk. they try very hard to make the small crowd interested. and the performance, 1st the lion dance, it was ok. nice enough, then later is the COS. they played quite a number of songs. it is quite nice. and daby is inside playing the percussion. and she looks very tension and nervous.. hehe.. :P then later is the CLS dance. the most expensive performance will be the CLS dance. they just have 5 performers and it almost the same price as the others.

drama they did quite well i guess, because of the hidden MC "mr strange" that helps make it more interesting. without him i dont think it will be nice. after the martial art night then i terus cabut... haha.. faster go away so that i no need to keep the place.. :)

ok so besides martial art night, i also busy with assignments and exams. the malaysian studies assignment was so hard. need to find the source and read it and write the report. when i see the source then i no mood to read it liao.. so very gard for me to start. and i also dono where to start.. finally got one day shah kinda force me to do it. then i try my very best to do it.. but then after typing one page of things then my brain start to fail. nothing is coming out. then i finish up what i can do then just send to him. then thats all.. then luckily shah is a very good crapper. he crap for all of us and finish up the thing very fast. and the most funny thing is.. shah ask tommy to do intro, and tommy did it and send to shah. after sending then tommy offline. so when shah open the file he was shocked to see it is not malaysian studies but it is computer programing. and shah cant ask tommy to send it again so shah had to type it himself. LOL....

then next is exams. tuesday night TCP exam. a 1 hour exam. and the sits are so close that u technically can see what ur neighbor is writing. so close. and then the 1st one to go out of the exam hall with the most confident is tommy, in just 20+ mins of doing only. following close to him is his house mate. 2 pro.... and what i can do is just sit down there and crack my head figuring out what is the answer. because i just got a new com so i still not yet install office. then i finally free to read the notes. but then when i open it i only notice i don have office. so i never study anything b4 i go to the exam. so that is how unprepared i am. then because i dono how to do alr so i just go back la.. hehe.. (fongE, Wteng dont say me pro liao ar i very noob de)

then the next day is TDS pre test. during lecture time. this one i know Wteng sure own de. if u all wonder why i say so then this is why.

玮婷之TDS不会FAIL

哥哥爸爸真伟大

玮婷也伟大

教我们TDS

我们才不会FAIL

走吧走吧去读QUIZ吧

我们才不会连累她

只要她会答

(abstract from http://rabbit-dog.blogspot.com/)

the lecturer say that we need to sit in our group. so i was so happy coz shah studied for the exam. then went in and see the question paper. the 1st thing we see is that the papers are the same. the questions are all the same, we tough like the lecturers are so stupid. mana tau, later notice that the answers order are not the same.... so then if we cheat then the lecturers will know.. hehe..

so i hope the 2 exams that i never prepare can get some small amount of marks for my coarse work so that i can pass my finals. and this coming wednesday is our real TDS mid term. hopefully i will have the semangat to study..

and now back to my computer games... :)

1 week over

2009-10-30T12:35:00.002+08:00

wah finally 2nd sem 1st week finish..

i survive it.. the only 8am class is friday and is cp2. but then next week onwards got 8 am class liao. =.=

so fast.. 1st week only then got quiz and assignments. but then the thing is already 1st week of the lecture is finish and my notes is still in MMLS. and most of the students all have the notes, some still have the text book ready and i dont know still got what geng weapon la. i still not yet have my weapon to prepare for this fight yet.. haha..

today we know bout why we study discrete structure. and is also a subject that consist of many subject inside. there is digital system, probability, math and something else. thats why failure rate is very high.. but then if we pass then we are pro, coz we study so many subject into one subject and do it in a short sem.. so lets all be pro.. wahaha....

and today UK become famous in class in the last half an hour.. by telling a very good answer and a very good quote. by adding a "walau eh" behind.. and the lecturer can tell the IS that this is our culture as a malaysian to put these kind of words behind.. haha.. means our lecturer also quite frequent use these words behind her sentence lo. haha..

ok now change topic, today saw it in the bulitin board, ERU had come out with the announcement bout the new scoring system.. now there is so many grades. and there is re-sit examinations and there is special examinations. re-sit basically is supp paper but then u need to wait until if that coarse is offer in that sem and wait until that finals. so now many ppl are very angry coz their paper is only offered once in every year.. so they need to wait until one year only can take the paper. so it is better just to re take the subject.

special examination is for those who are at their last sem or those who just need 1 or 2 subjects to pass their level of education. so students need to apply for that. and it depends on the senate also i think.. then how is the SPECIAL going to be i also dont know..

so with all these trouble around, so try not to fail anymore exam so that we will not face these problems. it may be good that MMU have this system and it may not be good.. good because it motivate students not to fail any paper, bad because if a student fail a paper then very ma fan...

1st sem finish now 2nd sem start

2009-10-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

wahaha.. result suppose to come out tomorrow but then MMU too good today then put out already.. today CP2 class we ask the lecturer how is our result and she told us that she cant remember who pass or who fail.. and she is very confirm that 30% of the student fail.. so we all were so nervous.. but then i passed.. and is my best result last sem. i have A- for CP1.. am so happy... :)

ok my result is CP1 : A-, tech com : B, digital system : B-, database system : C, math technique : C and French : pass.

GPA is just a low 2.74 only.. should be 2nd lower or 3rd class. so need to chase back fast if i want to graduate with good GPA..

have friend that have great result and some who have not good result. for example people that have good result: Goh Ying Bing aka ICE : 3.76, fongE :3.++, yong li : 3.55... some of the pro ones. i still dono still got which pro outside. i still yet to discover.. and for those who fail.. try harder for the supp paper this finals.. hope u all can pass this time..

ok enough of the result. today have discrete structure class.. lecturer asked us to pass up homework that i never did.. so copied from fren.. then also there is another question that she asked us to do in class then she give us the solution also.. so i suppose to have the better eye sight among my frens. but then i use up alot of my strength to see the dark white board with the small words.. make me suddenly feel like going to wear glasses. maybe next time going to bring telescope or binoculars to class.

then later have quiz.. we all so takut when heard that have quiz, coz we all dont understand the subject. but then when the lecturer show us the quiz then we are like =.="'..... it is sudoku as a quiz.. we are so happy. i last time at home always do sudoku de. and i am the fastest in my family. then when the paper come then i start.. it was intermediate level. so finish it in like 5 mins i think.. never see how long i do.. so this quiz is easy.. i hope the subsequent quizzes also will be this easy.. haha.. i wish.. lol..

ok la thats all for now.. till next time.. bye....

holiday

2009-10-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

haha.. now only got the mood to update my blog a while..

so holiday for 2 weeks. actually at home was quite boring.. everyday is just wake up, see my brother go to school.. then play game, watch tv, eat, sleep and thats all.

my house com just formated so i help to install some games for my dad. generals and generals zero hour, and a very old game, dune 2000. i install and i start to play 1st.. haha..

so basically this is my holiday except wednesday, 21 oct. because this is my birthday.. :)

thank you for the early wishes and to all those late wishes.. as long as remember then can liao.. these are those who wished me :

che che - wished me at 9pm local time but she is in australia so is 12 mn in her place

mummy

papa

my older brother

my younger brother

my dear hui xin

ali

fongE

nick

kon yee win

julian

amirah

nathiya

zhen yang

bobby

kuen wei

kelvin

tommy

luke

ainul

jenny

arthur

hsia siong

warn ling

yong li

thiam soon

daniel

daby

jason tong

pn heah

aaron liu

adeline

justin goh

daniel

we wei dabian

meng yang

gladys loh

bao long

woei shyong

mark kee

faidah

karyn

bobby choo

wei sin

chen keong

sean

nicholas

tyrone

chung mu

winnie

denise

richard

cher yong

chun den

john john

i think thats all..

so my birthday, hmm.. nothing much happen.. as usual i wake up eat play watch tv and stuff.. but then the different thing is during the night.. my mum wanted to open ceremony 3 of her cooking stuff. but then we manage to use 2 only.. so we have steam boat and grill some chicken that we marinated ourself. is just simple dish dont think too much.. haha..

present i only have from my sis, a card, a key chain and a key head cover. thats all.. then my mum say maybe she is going to let me buy a new CPU. so wait for the next pc fair then im going to get a new pc. haha..

so waiting for that time to come.. so for now studying time.. discrete structure need to finish up 21 chapters in 8 weeks or 7 weeks.... computer programming heard that is very hard... so the only easy one should be malaysian studies..

gaming maybe need to wait for next sem liao.. and this sem finals falls on the Christmas week. monday to thursday is the exam week and christmas is on friday.. so hope that MMU will not put any exam on saturday and finish all the exams b4 friday.. so that everybody can enjoy the holiday.. it will be 3 weeks of holiday this time..

but dont think bout holiday now.. think of studying 1st.. =.= and this sem there is quite a number of event that im involve in.. like the martial art week, muhibah dinner, construct camp, archery expo, and some others.. so this sem will be a short and busy sem for me.. wohoo....

English

2009-10-06T18:09:00.002+08:00

vife nwod neo to og. nda im ehre. rngboi nltiu omec erhe adn witre gomesihtn ipdtus.

ntaw dera hnet dera dnot omec adn yas puidts menctoms. menctoms laredte i ndot ndmi, ont ladrete sujt go yaaw. uyokanht..

tahwd idi odng owrta htouy otnpp yhai thwem? fir aeyll veah ynapor lebm omc elatk otem cefaotfeca..

yhw eht htrae evah eseht dnik fo elpoep hcihw evah os hcum dertah rof emos llams nosaer? staht yhw eht htrae evah raw esuaceb fo eseht dnik fo sselniarb elpoep. tahw ot od siht si woh eht dlrow si enod...

haha.. what am i doing?? lol.. just wasting my time here. in my own space.. u are welcome to leave this site if u dont like me. why should i care. even if the whole world dont like me im still me. nobody can change this fact.

Raya week end

2009-09-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

Tommorrow is lab test and im still down here blogging. That’s why they say that when u are sitting in front of a computer u will not study. It is damn true.

Ok this raya break most of my class mates went back hometown and ‘study’ *I hope they have* but for me I went to penang. Cousin’s wedding. So Friday evening my parents come over and fetch me and my brother. Then 1^st stop we go to KL before the long, long journey to penang. Reach KL at 10++pm and then stay there one night at my aunt house.

Next morning at 9++am start journey. On the way jam, jam, jam… one of the jam is because of accident. That one is still not that long jam. Another jam is a very swt de jam. After jam for like 1 hour plus and then we are hoping to see some terrified accident, but then what we saw is just a terrified R&R toilet break jam. Cars parked so far away from the R&R and they walk all the way in to toilet and also outside the emergency lane of the highway they also parked down there. Can see that people are lining up to go use the toilet. Crazy man those people. After the R&R then it is smooth driving. This is my 1^st time encounter this kind of jam on the highway.

When we reach the next R&R it was actually quite empty but then I think those drivers also want to go to toilet at the last R&R but it looks jam so now they all rush in, so it is another jam there….

It is still before raya those Malays shouldn’t be drinking water but why they have so much things to be let out??? Weird…

So the whole journey from KL to Kulim, Kedah is 6hours+++… damn boring.. so went there take our very late lunch cum dinner with my uncle there. Then went back his house unpack our stuff then go to penang.

Going around penang and look for penang nice food. Went and buy some biscuit and also ate the penang char kueh teow. Cook with charcoal. That is the original way of cooking penang char kueh teow. Then went to the hotel where my cousin is staying and going to have their wedding. Go there talk and talk until quite late. Then later went back to Kulim and sleep….. Tired day…

Next day morning wake up early then go to penang again for the tea ceremony. Then the wedding lunch. Today is hari raya day and they also get married during this day. So the hotel also don’t have much people to serve us. So all they have is just one supervisor and 3 ka kia. And those ka kia are like form 5 people nothing to do come out and work part time. They don’t know a shit about serving. So the food come abit late but then the food is not bad.

Food is slow but then because of some activity in between make it more interesting and not so dull. There is some lucky draw and I get a simple hand phone hanging thingy. My cousin later told me that there is actually 4gb, 2 gb thumdrive there. But then means that im not that lucky enough to get those things. Haha…

The whole wedding is not done or planed by professional wedding planner but it is done by my cousin brother which they get all the idea from dramas. Haha… so u can imagine that the whole thing is like a drama. Wahaha…

Then after the lunch we went out to penang town again. Actually wanted to go to bukit bendera, but when we reach there no more ticket left. So we can’t go up unless we want to hick up and it takes about 2 hours. So don’t want la.

Went to ke lok shi next. Cause my little brother never went up before so just climb up lo. Went up see here see there and because we don’t pray to those gods so we go up there is just as tourist looking around. Then came down.

Went to eat the famous penang laksa. Beside the road, I don’t know the road but then it is very famous people lining up to wait for a sit. It is very dirty but then maybe because of the dirtiness that makes it so delicious. Haha.. the pot is like how many years never wash already and then the whole table is full of the vege, noodles and all the ingredient. Wah…. Nice…… I like it.

Then after the laksa we went back to the hotel because my aunt say that they want to take dinner together with us. Cause we came all the way from JB to penang just for the wedding so she is very touched. But then all were lazy and tired to go out. So they order pizza and KCF to eat. 6 large pizza and 8 piece chicken for 11 people. Damn full.. haha… then went back to kulim later and bath and sleep.

Monday morning, 9++ start journey again and this time we go down straight to Melaka. Reach Melaka at 3++ cause in between there is some weird jam. This time is not because of R&R toilet break jam, this time after the jam we can’t see anything worth to have a jam. There is no car break down and there is no R&R there and it just jams. Why I also don’t know. This is a mystery. Haha… so come back Melaka suppose to study for Wednesday lab test but then because driving is very tired so I went and sleep. At night wake up and eat something and then watch some movie and then talking on msn. Talk until 4 am then only sleep.

Plan to start studying today. But then I wake up at 12nn and then now blogging lagi. Haiz… now need to get away from the computer already only can study. Or else im going to fail my lab test tomorrow liao. So now off to my TCE notes and lab report liao.

Cramping

2009-09-16T02:03:00.004+08:00

now is already week 13. and still got so many things to do. why???

just finish the technical communication report presentation. i have so much trouble contacting those IS. giving me so much problem.

i had to confirm they are coming and they know the time of the presentation. coz they seldom come to class so it is hard to tell them.

ok so our presentation is at 12pm and then after lab we terus go there. one of them is a bit late then the other one says that he wanted to pass up a assignment or something and it will take about 2 mins. so ok la just let him do what he want and then come on time then ok lioa.

ok so when going in to the lab. told the lecturer that one might be late abit and she say ok. so while waiting then i try to plug my thumbdrive into the computer and test my power point. plug it in then pop out says"external drive not recognise" i am shocked.

then UK help to change another slot and test. then this time is ok. then i was relieve a bit. then a while later when i wanted to open my thumbdrive then it pop out again. "external drive not recognise" i was like so.......

but then luckily in the morning before i go out of my house i send the power point slide to my gmail. so i faster go to my gmail and download the file. and also luckily the Internet connection is fast there. else i will be very pek chek....

ok then start the presentation. start only.... the lecturer terus shoot... 'what is your connection between your topic and your objective??'

i was like die already lo. then i tried to simply crap something out to convince her about our topic. i can see that most of my team mates was also shocked and dont know what to do.

then later slowly everybody talked. all of them was good. at least they try their best. some have some jam in between some i can see that they are too nervous and jam totally. but then maybe they are just not use to it.

then lastly is UK talking conclusion. the lecturer already very dulan already because our topic and the whole report is not par. so then she helped UK to finish his sentences and then tell us again our problem about the topic and objective thingy.

i tried to cover up again but then now i also lazy to quarrel with her already. so just let her shoot us la. just stand there and see her ugly face and her EGOISTIC look and then just listen to what she want to say. then she say that she will not penalise our marks because this is our 1st time. then i was happy la. at least got some marks.

so thats all for the presentation.

next will be the TCP report and programming. i tried to do but then fail. so i get the codes from yong li. and then im going to modify from his codes. coz also no time anymore. now just left the sorting part still not yet do. and still the same i dono how to do. so now my housemate which is taking CP2 now is helping me. haha.. so can say that this whole program is not done by me.

but then the report i must do by myself. coz is just crapping a bit only ma. so just do lo. need to pass up the report by wednesday 5pm. then thurday going to demo the program for lecturer to see. and then she knows that most of us will copy from others so she say she will ask some question and if we cant answer then she is going to deduct 50% of the marks. haiz.. so i need to study and understand the codes before going to demo.

then next thing is TCE lab test. a lot of my friends is going to have their lab test on wednesday. but then mine is next week wednesday, i dont know is it good or bad, i think it is good because i can study and memories the things. but then it might be bad cause it is going to be suffering for another week. i dont have any clue in this subject to be honest. and then then lab test is individual and then need to do the whole theory part and then follow by the practical. and i only know how to assemble the circuit but not the theory.

so how. no theory means no circuit also. haiz.. 20 marks going down the drain.....

so i think this is all that is before the finals. so now waiting to die. study until die or the result come out die. haiz.. 1st sem of beta and it is so much harder. foundation now is just like the ground and now beta is like the sky. i dont know next time how to survive..

ok continue programing..

cout << "\n";

return 0;

Blog

2009-09-13T01:09:00.002+08:00

What is blog??

im my oppinion blog is a place for the authur to write whatever he or she wants. nobody have the rights to stop him or her from writting anything. it is a place for the authur to express their feelings out.

when he or she thinks that nobody is listening to him or her, writting a blog is something good to do. write it out is better than keeping inside the heart.

and writting a blog is not nessasary that there will be people reading or commenting. and writting is not for the purpose that anybody will read it and comment about it or talk about it. but then if there is then is ok also. but then if there isn't also is ok.

this is my oppinion about blog. what about u guys.( if there is anybody reading, if not then nvm)

Headache

2009-09-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

haiz... so many thing to do this few weeks.

TDB project, math mid term 2, TCE mid term 2, TCP assignment 2, martial art week meetings, taekwondo events.

for now TDB, mid terms, finish already. TCP, the meetings and the events still not yet finish. i still not yet start study. finals is just another 3 weeks. so much things to do. so little time.

lately, i have headache. severe pain. but then dont know what is the cause. isit because of study? or one of my senior say is because of thinking of girls. so am i thinking of girls too much or because of so much things to do???

TCP passing up next week. report and the coding. but then until now i still dono how to do. start already but then is not what the lecturer wants. so now dont know who to ask for help.

the martial art week i also dont know what to do liao la. im as the assistant director for the event but then im like no power to decide something. the director is always deciding everything. but then he dont know that what he is thinking is only happen in his "dreamworks" world. in this real world it is not that easy to be done. and we all are students and we need to study. haiz... now i dono how am i going to tell him...

taekwondo side still ok. soon it will finish and luckily im not the main person incharge. so i still can let others do. i just help.

headache still here. pain......

so is this headache because of girls or study??

hmmm..........

COS "Night Of Joy"

2009-09-06T23:29:00.004+08:00

hmm... today... morning raining, afternoon hot... then noght rain, again....

morning go to church, after church got lunch together. we eat nasi lemak. then later at night my brother come back from JB he bring back nasi lemak for me to eat, again....

haiz... now is so full after eating nasi lemak...

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but that is not the reason i write this blog. the reason is.... COS(Chinese Orchestra Society) music sharing night "NIght Of Joy"

why i go for this event?? hmm it all started when i went back home during wednesday night. i went back at 2 am. but then the fongE very geng one also not yet sleep then suddently ask me am i free on sunday night. then i was like ....... then she told me about this small event. and then ok la. i go and see her perform. and also purple, daby and uhhhhh... thats all right..

then next day i was sitting just one row above them. then suddently daby turn to me and "wai yuen :)" i was shocked...... but then because i promise fongE so ok la... buy the ticket... RM2......

ok so today is sunday. so went to the venue, CLC A1. 8pm already and we are still standing outside. me and UK was so hot and we are sweating and they still not yet let us in. we want the air con........ finally can go in. then we walk in and sit infront of fongE. but then she ask us to go to another side. i tot it is because she knows where to sit is better. so we just move to another side of teh hall.

sitted and waited.

finally the show starts...........(too bad cant make sound effects while writting, so make ur own sound effects)

the 2 MC was hidding behind and talk. dono why so shy. then don care them la. the main purpose is to go there and enjoy the music not them. and they are not that good also...

the music were nice. when the teacher is there conducting the whole orchestra follows the beat. and the music was nice too. then follow by a china studied guy playing solo. it was nice too. but then the music is so last time china study ppl play de music. for me is lulaby.. hehe... but then it was nice...

then the not nice part is the 'gu qin' solo, but then accompanied by key board. the guy was trying his best to make that he got feel while playing the song but then sorry la. ur acting is bad. so don act. and then the key board player and his tempo is not consistant. sometime he is fast then sometimes the key board is fast. so not nice.

then stilll got the choir team sing a chatolic song. dono what language i think is those hebrew or greek language. then i don understand a thing. then in the middle there is some parts there are a few lines was english. but then it took me so long to confirm that it is english. so all together the choir group--- fail....... sorry. sing better next time. but then personally i like music more than choir. no hard fellings.... :P

so other songs, is either solo or group. it was quite nice. then the last song... wow.... they save the best for the last. it brings out the feel of the whole hall... nice... good job COS. *clap clap* i was feeling happy and following the song nicely. but then all the nice songs i was following la. but then this song is different. i also cant explain. then the encore was also quite nice but then i like the supposely last song best...

during the whole night, me and UK is trying to take some photo of the orchestra. UK of coarse wanted to focus of purple more. but then im trying to take the small fongE at the other side of the hall... hehe... then my lousy camera is not that good. so alot of the picture was either blur or it is too dark. and then the zoom is not good enough so the small FongE is really small and then Daby is quite small too. Purple because she is sitting quite close to us so she is slightly bigger.. hehe.. so if u all want to see how small are they then need to wait for my camera cable to be found or there is someone have XD card reader for me to copy the photo out.

and then for those COS ppl that are reading... i want to suggest that next time when u all sing birthday song. maybe some instrument can try to play the song while ppl are singing. it make it feel that u all are really good at that instrument. simple never mind but rather than ppl is just singing without any music. just a simple birthday song is not that hard rite.... :)

so for tonight it was quite worth it for the RM2 la. for a 1 hour 30 mins presentation. bravo... work hard and next time i might go and ask some of my other friends to go too... :)

MERDEKA

2009-08-31T11:57:00.004+08:00

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last night, merdeke day eve. shahril ask some of us go out for a merdeke ice cream. at 1st i tot wow mcD got a special ice cream during merdeke day just for the feeling of merdeka. so i agreed.

so at 11.30pm, 6 of us went out in a small myvi. shah, you kang, purple, nathiya, fongE and me. so we go to mcD 1st for our ice cream. long que at the drive thru. so slowly la. we are not in a rush. nathiya and fongE sitting behind become more and more high, they are screaming merdeka to anywhere. and they even look into the mcD ppl eating and they want to ka cao them and shout merdeka to them.

they are so loud but then when we reach the ordering machine then their voice suddenly turn down low. ask them to shout but then is so soft. haiz....

then still in the que after paying then it is 12mn. so it is merdeka already. so we are looking for any radio station that play any patriotic song and we can sing along. then finally found one that has one song. the song that shahril don want to listen. 'TANGGAL 31' so we start to sing along. there is one part when we need to shout "MERDEKA" so we all dengan semangat nya shout "MERDEKA" then the fm frequency suddenly blured. our voice was so strong that distracted the frequency. haha.....

everybody was high in the car. people walk pass then we start to wish them merdeka then they also look at us like a group of crazy students wishing ppl. they also play along and wish us.

our food finally is here. after we get our food, then shah greeted the counter person 'merdeka' but then the fellow is not in the mood nvr reply. psh... so not spotting.

after we get the food we went opposite the dataran there and eat. go to a stage and sit down there and eat. You Kang nvr see any fireworks but then he did one himself. he spill the ice cream on the floor. luckily that is free and nobody own it. haha....

sit down there start talking, talking bout pass, shah talking bout his OLD experience. and we are talking bout the national day and this year Malaysia is 52 years old and then i found out that shahril is just 30 years younger than malaysia. haha... :P

after finish the ice cream, i dono how it start, then we start to talk bout relationships. start from you kang and purple. how they start and bla bla... then next is nathiya. and nathiya told us her secret with that guy. nvm nathiya we will not simply tell others.

next they force me to tell. then tell lo. and to those guys don simply tell out ar. this is something precious. don simple spread. and then after me is fongE. but then fongE not spotting. she nvr tell anything. she keep on saying JPA this JPA that. she crazy with JPA already. and then nvr say any experience in her love life. =.=

she claims that she don have anybody who liked her or she liked any guy. so shahril pitty her and offer himself to her. and let her to date shahril. so congrats to fongE, have a great time with shahril. ur life will be different with him. ur life will not be boring when u have him beside him. he will make sure that u have a interesting life everyday. haha... lol..... wahahahaha.....

thats all la for yesterdat MERDEKA celebration in MELAKA. no big conveoy or parade but just a simple 6 pppl gather at dataran wasting time talking crap. haha....

MERDEKA.....

ps. happy birthday to those who are born during 31 august.

happy birthday to siew chu. and because of u this year parade in KL is shorten. hehe...

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archery cyber trip...

2009-08-23T14:19:00.002+08:00

as the title says, went to cyberjaya MMU for a archery freindly tornament.

early in the morning at 6.45 start to walk to skul to meet at the roundabout. taking bus to cyberjaya. when i reach there, president is still not there yet. so i ask one of the committee to go take the equipments and come. then while waiting i called the president. and he never pick up his phone.

the actual time table is leave MMU melaka at 7am. but then the president still not yet come, so we start to spam our miss call to him. call him for more than 50 times, still not yet pick up. so at 7.30 we decided to leave without him. so we leave MMU melaka at 7.45am. start our journey without the president.

everybody on the us was very tired. today is the 1st day of puasa, so sleep lo in the bus. sleep until we reach cyberjaya campuss.

luckily we have a ex-cyberjaya archery member in our bus. so we ask him to contact the president of cyberjaya archery club. then we slowly make our way to the archery field. reach there we talk to the president and then told their president that our beloved president did not come due to some problem. so we set up our equipments and start to warm up.

when they warming up i was still discussing with the president bout how the program flows. then later i got myself a problem. i dont know which bow im going to use. so i just simply chose the bow that nobody using then just train with that. and supposely we got 30 mins to train, but then they say not enough time already so they only give us bout 10-15 mins to train. so i only manage to shoot one round.

during this time, suddently one of the cyberjaya archery club member start to point at me and shouting "are you ah yen". i was like so blur that time. at 1st i tot he want to talk to me because maybe he tough im the representative of melaka archery club. so i walked to him. then he repeated and say that line again then i suddenly feel that the line is familiar. then he ask me again am i ah yen then i finally remember how chun den call me. then the guy tell me that he is chun den's room mate. so i was like Oooooo......

so sad cant meet chun den. though of meeting him in cyberjaya but then when i go to cyberjaya then he balik to segamat. then when he come to melaka then im not that free to meet him. next time ba...

the competition starts, there is individual and group competition. so we draw lots and get our group. then start the competition.

during the competition, the weather is so nice, the clouds came and go, the rain came and go, the wind is blowing always, the sun come out and hide... it was so nice. at least is not hot always.

so after the 3 rounds of competition, my marks is 125/180. the 1st place is 135(cyberjaya archer) and the second is 133{melaka archer(ex-cyberjaya archer)}. then next is me with 125 marks(present and future melaka archer). actually im tie with another guy but then i got more 10 marks than him so i win. hehe...:)

then in group catogory, my group is second, the two top individual person was in the same group, so of coarse is they win la...

then price giving ceremony, there is only 1st and 2nd place, haiz,... so wasted. im 3rd.. but then i got the price for 2nd place in group catogory... not bad la... better than nothing. hehe....

we are so lucky, after the whole price giving ceremony then start to rain heavily.

so thats all la. finish competition then come back melaka lo. cant take any lunch there coz there is malay in the group. so just balik to melaka. sleep in bus again.

back to melaka then go back home sleep again. hehe... but still not enough sleep la. still tired. but at least happy la got a silver for the group catogory. and got 3rd place in the individual. but no medal. haiz... everytime i go for tornament sure get 3rd place one. next time need to train more liao. hehe....

WORK

2009-08-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

i wonder why??

why some work is so simple to do and some people can make it until so hard. is a simple thing to do but then they can make it like it is a very hard thing to do and do it for a very long time. things that can be done in a few minutes time and they will not want to do. things that is doable in a short time and they think until so far.

when it is a hard work then no need to say. they will make it like it is way pass heaven. is just a simple thing but then u cant even do it well. just a simple comand and can do it like a long math equation. is just a simple work. why do u want to think until so hard??

if it is a really hard thing to do then i dont blame you. but then is just asking you to send me the report that i asked you to do for so long and you cant do it.

a report and now still cant start. after so long and you still cant do anything. when doing the proposal also is not you are the one that is doing. there is a sample report online and you tell me now u dont know what to start. im being asking you for so long and you still cant even do it. is it that everything also need me to help in planing??

im also a human. i also got other things to do. i dont have much strength to take care of everything. i sometimes also need to be a follower than a leader. i have not enough rest already.

so i just need those people who are leader please do your work and do some work. and for those follower that been asked to do work also please do your work. do it before the date line. your leader place a date line so that the project or work can be done smoothly. maybe you think that a leader dont do anything, they just give all the work to others and do. you are wrong. leaders think what is to be done and who is better in that job and then lastly need to make sure the whole thing is done and is near perfect. i dont say perfect because no one is perfect. but then if the group member is not cooperative then we cant even get near perfect. and if the leader is not good then the work will be lousy as well.

that is why if want the work to be good, the whole group member plus the leader must work together so that it is well...

work hard...

random

2009-08-17T14:43:00.006+08:00

What a busy weekend..

Saturday got taekwondo physical training, then later went for archery junior tornament. then afternoon went to celebrate friend's birthday at MP. at night got meeting bout martial art week. after that celebration of friend's party at his house. the saturday life start from 5.30am until 4 am next morning.

sunday wake up early for church and then in the afternoon came back and finally is time to rest. actually need to go do some archery maintainese but then i skip it due to no people helping me.

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this weekend was quite happy and sad at the same time because i made her angry. but then happy is because she is not that angry with me anymore.

im wondering... girls are really quite hard to understand. some girls likes guys to call her everytime and care bout her. but then some girls don like it. so how do i know if that girl likes it or not. do guys have this kind of problem also?? for me im neutral. i dont mind if the girl call me everytime. and dont mind if the girl nvr call me evrytime. as long as she remembers me and cares bout me in her heart then ok already.

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i just got a news that one of the church uncle in ipoh went into hospital ICU. he was beaten up by gangsters because he report their bad acts out. he works as a manager in a cooking oil company. and he notice that some of the workers is stealing oil out. so he warned them not to do so and they warn him not to interfere. but he is a honest guy, i not sure did he report it. but then those guys went and beat him up. they even after beat him and then left him under a car so that nobody will know and let him to die. but luckily passer by call the ambulans and he was saved. but now as what i know is that he is still in coma. the skull is broken and some of the fragments is in his brain.

what should we do if we are in his position?? should we report the incident so that those guys will be cought and our life might be in danger or should we keep quite and our life is save??

the world is so dangerous now. in life we are doing something good but then somebody will hurt us for what we have done.

but it is better to die for doing good than to die for doing bad... so please do good always...

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so many things happen, in such a short 2 days time. sometimes life is full of things to do. so live ur life to the fullest. you might not know when your life will end and what will happen to your future. cherish your time now...

finally come back again..

2009-08-12T20:08:00.003+08:00

Finally come back from mid term break.

holiday time go back to JB. i prepare to do my CP1 assignment. then also need to prepare all the documents for PTPTN. need to go verify.

go back to my secondary skul and go look for the pengetua or PK HEM. ask then to sign. then went for 2 days coz i nvr bring my parents IC there. then second day go to skul and use their wifi. but then kena PK HEM chase out of skul. not because i using their line, but because she say too many student sick liao. on monday almost 3/4 of sn 1 class go back home bacause sick. then tuesday more. so teacher ask me to go back home is better. but then that time i also coughing. so actually no difference. but then computer also going to no more battery liao. so go back home lo.

then at home doing my assignment. the program i think too much. trying to do dua language and do so many things. but the after so many days thinking bout some of the bugs. then finally change to a more simpler single language program. but some things i really cant change. so don care liao la. what i can do just do lo im not a pro programmer.

can say that my whole holiday is this boring. coz also i was sick. i got running nose, cough, sore throat, head ache, fever... so close to the H1N1 symptoms. so i was sleeping alot and just watch movie at home.

come back to melaka on sunday. my parents fetch us up. me and my bro. i love them so much. always will fetch us back during holidays.

monday go back class suddently see so many ppl wearing mask. all so takut. exspecially IS. but then some of them dono how to wear a mask properlly. so it surve no purpose. haha... for me i don really feel like wearing. coz i dont think the mask can actually stop then virus from infecting us. when we drink water, eat, and do some other things then we are going to take out the mask. then the virus that stuck on the mask will still go in our mouth or nose. so if really going to kena then kena lo. is up to GOD who going to kena and who not going to kena.

now slowly also can see that ppl not wearing that much alr. slowly lazy liao. haha. hangat-hangat tahi ayam. haha.. thats all for now. for those who are sick hope is nothing big deal. and also recover fast. bless you all....

weekend

2009-07-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

so i think mid terms is finish. last weekend was a horible weekend. database system and digital system mid term.

database system exam was so "nice". go in to the venue and then look for my place. i tought that i was going to sit beside a IT pro. but when i found my place i was shocked. start i don feel like going in and sit. then i check and check the paper number to confirm it is mine. then i was forced to go in. behind me is john and informt of me and beside of me i dont know who are they. i dono can i trust them. i cant copy their answers.

so start exam. open the paper then... this is a feeling that i cant explain. so hard until i blur... objective i am like tikaming. then subjective i am trying to think hard how to do. what is the SQL codes. and john is sitting behind me always asking me for answers. and im trying to help him. but i myself also cannot do already how much can i help him.

i confess myself that i try to peek the answer of the IS sitting beside me. but then slowly i notice something weird. why her question and my question is different. i tought that i saw wrongly. but then see clearer and clearer then it is really different. then later teacher only tell that there is a correction for the question and then only say that there is 2 type of question. only then i confirm that the IS have the other set of question. so i cant copy her answer. haiz...

sit inside there and try to crack my head to write some usefull answer. until one point i gave up. no point sitting inside and cant even write something good. dont know is dont know. so i pass up my paper. went outside and wait for others to come out. tommy came out after me. he start to ask me bout the answers. i was like so blur then he start to tell the answers and then i start to feel that im so screwed. almost 75% of my answer is wrong. then slowly more and more came out and they say that the objective is very simple. and i think only me is the one that feel the objective is damn hard. so i really screwed this test.

and something i need to share. there is one of my friend. most of u all know. he is a guy. he did something that is so wrong but damn cunningly clever. he came out of the exam hall for toilet break. but then he meet up with KDL and then take out the notes and start to discuss bout the answer. then after he get the answer then he only go to toilet and go back to exam. only he can think of this way. i dont wan to say name. :x

so database system is a fail fail exam. confirm fail......

the next day is digital system exam. so go back after exam and study. read all the things and also in msn talking to fongE and ask her to teach me. thank you fongE for teaching me. i learn something.i think... haha.

but the saturday morning i got taekwondo physical training. i am one of the person incharge of the training. so i need to go. so woke up at 6am and go pick up one of the member at watercity resort. then the training start at 7am. training until 8.30am. after the training my legs are soften. tired until cant move much already. and also very hungry. luckily there are members who drive car there. so we took our breakfast 1st. when to an pure indian shop and eat. nice... but when im eating i was very nervous. look at the clock on the wall. the time is closer and closer to 10am. and i still not yet bath and prepare my things for exam.

finish breakfast at bout 9.30 and then luckily one guy willingly fetch me back to my house and wait for me to bath and get ready and then send me to CLC. so i reach CLC at 9.55am just in time for exam.

10 am went in to exam hall,CLC A1. simply sit and i chose a sit beside UK but the he say that place is for tommy then i sit behind them. like this also good because i can sit above them then i can see down to their answer. wahaha...... but then they all do different questions so practically i never have a chance to copy. =.=

do until times up then pass up. then i suddently feel relax. walk out and i think that i should be able to pass this paper. so i don worry so much. then just walk back home and play game. i don even take my lunch. take a simple lunch which is roti biskut. then sleep. feel so tired after the physical training in the morning and also the exam. have a very nice sleep until 5+ only wake up.

at night there is the martial art week meeting and then talk nincence there. so boring the stupid director of the event always repeat what he say. listen until boring. bla bla bla.... 3 hours gone at the meeting. actually wanted to watch movie one but then wasted all the time here... maybe next time ba..

sunday went to church in the morning. afternoon came back then take a nap. then play game. at night try to do some programming. always come out error. thanks to UK. he pro in programming. he helped me to debug my error. he damn pro la. i figurring where is the bug and he can do it in such a short time.

these few days need to train alot of programming already. coz i heard that there will be a lab test this week. so training should be done often. and also there is a assignment that need to pass up after the mod term break. so i should start now. but now the problem is to think of the whole program flow 1st. after i plan that then i only start to do serious programming liao.

so now sleep 1st. still got morning 10 am class. sleep is needed. nite guys.....

exam exam exam...

2009-07-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

exam week is this week.

monday math tech. friday databse system. saturday digital system. the 2 system together.

monday exam was sooooo easy. the whole exam is 1 hour. and i finish what i can do in just 15 mins. then i figuring out another part of the question in 15 mins and the stared t the question i dono how to do for another 15 mins. then leave 15 mins earlier.

tuesday wednesday and thursday no exam. so realx. never touch any books. no mood to study. nothing to push me to study. so play game everyday.

today is friday. finally start study. afternoon only go to ixora and meet UK. i go there empty handed and go find him. borrow his notes because i nvr print out or download the notes. so study there with his gf also. so we 3 sit there and try to figure out this alien subject.

from 1pm start study. actually im the most relax one there. can see that UK and purple is always studying. but for me after i read 1 chapter then i start to play snake. UK keep scolding CB when he knows that im so relaxing playing and he is still studying. haha...

then i also sleep for a while. play again and then read somemore.... then finally 4.30pm. i malas nak study already. so i just finish reading off every chapter then i go back home. my intention to go back is actually to sleep. but then go online then saw some nice things to do in facebook then start to play. the time flies. a while only then it is 6.30pm.

so fast the exam is going to start. and im still sitting here and not studying. UK will say im pro. "it better be la" i just understand the surface of the database system. but don care la. after in the exam venue,A1. because our place is been fixed. so beside me is a computer expert, ahmad hussien(i think is like this speel), then beside him is goh yong li. then a few place away from me is cheng wei sin. so many pro beside me so i no need to scared so much liao la. can try to peek and copy. haha......

tomorrow exam i also still not yet touch. have the notes but not yet read also. but tomorrow exam is 75% involve 01. tomorrow i will be always looking at 101101101101......... i will sick of looking ar that 2 numbers. so hope that today and tomorrow's paper i can pass. so hope that this hope will happen.

so for now i think i just go back and play my game for a little while more then only go get readdy for my exam. wahaha....

add oil to all that are taking database system and digital system paper student....

NEVER

2009-07-19T20:29:00.001+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS: Bold the ones that apply to you. Tag 3 people later.

I've never watched Titanic.

I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice.
I’ve never been drunk.
I’ve never played Laser Tag.
I’ve never skipped in a public place.
I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment.
I’ve never cried over a movie.
I’ve never cried reading a book.
I’ve never cried while watching a TV show.
I’ve never owned a music player.
I’ve never made a Twitter.
I’ve never read anything by Charles Dickens.
I’ve never been in love.
I’ve never skipped school.
I’ve never owned a rabbit.
I’ve never sang solo in front of a crowd of 100+ people.
I’ve never played Guitar Hero.
I’ve never had more than four siblings.
I’ve never jumped off a swing.
I’ve never been camping.
I’ve never watched an episode of QI.
I’ve never watched a Heath Ledger movie.
I’ve never watched High School Musical.
I’ve never made a sibling cry.
I’ve never stolen anything.
I’ve never broken the law.
I’ve never jumped in the sea fully clothed.
I’ve never read the Bible.
I’ve never passed on a chain letter.
I’ve never met a celebrity.
I’ve never written fanfiction.
I’ve never gone scuba diving.
I’ve never dyed my hair.
I’ve never had a tattoo.
I’ve never watched WWE on TV.
I’ve never taken part in a sports contest.
I’ve never been to a football match.
I’ve never danced to a Michael Jackson song.
I’ve never watched a sunset.
I’ve never played a musical instrument.
I’ve never sky dived.
I’ve never eaten fish.
I’ve never read Twilight.
I’ve never punched someone.
I’ve never swam with a dolphin.
I’ve never broken a bone.
I’ve never danced well.
I’ve never been arrested.
I’ve never owned a Playstation Three.
I’ve never watched a Batman movie.
I’ve never sang at a Karaoke Night

think again..

2009-07-15T14:15:00.003+08:00

what do people do when they are sad?

what do people do when they are angry?

what do people do when they are alone?

what do people do when their friends are sad?

what do people do when their friends are angry?

what do people do when their friends are alone?

thinking bout this....

mood-less

2009-07-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

why is life so boring.

people that are previously close to me is getting further. maybe is because im too boring and there is nothing interesting bout me. or maybe is because what im interested is not the same as them.

im feeling that im now becoming like a ounching bag for those who are not feeling well. im keep listening to their complain and letting them release their stress on me. but i will just take it without saying back to them. i just take it. take it all.

hope i also will have a person to share all my problems to.

im now quite busy. im involve in two club committee. im in archery club as maintenance and trainer. so everyday will have to go and get all the spoil arrows. and at home i still need to repair them. archery club is going to organize a junior tornament later this sem. so preparation is going to start.

in taekwondo im now the technical committee. im in charge of the training. and then taekwondo club is going to organize a tornament later this year. so now is going to plan for that. then also karate club had organise a martial art week and all marial art group are ask to join then me and arthur is the representative for taekwondo club. and now i think im going to be the asst. director for the event. so more busy....

im already the leader for the technical communication group. just finish the proposal for the project and now pula going to have mock meeting and i need to plan the time for my group. then database proposal also need to be done. this friday need to pass up. today during french class teacher pick a class rep. and i so suai kena pula. now more busy. more responsibility. then next week got 3 exam. and i still not yet study. die liao lo.

no mood to study. no motivation. can anybody tell me how to motivate myself to study.

no mood.........

Blood donation

2009-07-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

as what my title say. this whole week is blood donation week. the PBSM(Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah not Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu) organised a blood donation in MMU. from monday to friday.

last time when they came i never go because i scared of the big needle that poke into my hand. the 1 mm thick needle that go into my flesh and u can see the blood flowing out of my arm. i always very respect oRoro that whenever he know that there is blood donation he sure go.

this time i also very scared and dont know want to go or not. oRoro is telling me that it is nothing. im always consulting him how isit. and im trying to ask somebody to accompany me to go donate. but none of them want to go with me. UK scared of needle and pain and..... shahril never want to do this kind of things. fongE too small and too thin cant donate.... and there is some that say they love blood and dont want to donate... haiz...

so finally friday i make up my mind and go and donate. thanks to oRoro accompany me to the place and be at my side. he donated already so cant accompany me to donate again. so 1st go there fill up a form that ask whether i got any sickness or HIV or any surgery and bla bla bla...

next go test my blood group. i sit down and the doctor ask for my finger. so i just give him my left hand and he took my middle finger and wipe it with alcohol. then he take a small cubic thing out and then *puk*.. OUCH.... then can see blood coming out. then he squezz somemore and then took some. then he took a big board out and then drop 2 drops of blood there. and then drip some chemical that test for antibody A and B. then the result. im blood group O.... for so long my mum always say that i follow my fathers blood group which is B and now only i know that i follow my mum.

then next stage is see a doctor to test blood presure and ask if i got any sick. then my blood presure is still in the ok level. then ask some question and i answer and then ok pass. then go to the last stage before donation. go get my blood donation bag and stuf for donation. after taking it then the final and the most fear stage......

go there then they ask me to sit down on the chair. lean down and then they look for my blood vessel. then the nurse take out a needle and then i told her i was scared. i ask her, " sakit tak? saya takut jarum punya." then she just laugh and then she answer me " tak sakit. sekejap sahaja" then the needle when in. and it is painful.... then can see that the vessel there bengkak up and then the big needle is in. surprisingly that the big needle went in and it is nothing. no feeling. but then when it is in the BLOOD come out. blood which is dark red come out. then they just ask me to pump my hand so that the blood can come out faster.

so my job now is just lie down there and pump my blood for them. in just bout 5 mins then they say is over. i just pump out 450ml of blood. so now i have 450ml of blood less in my body. haha.... then take out the needle and then i just continue lie down there and rest. although im not dissy but i just lie down there and rest. coz still got 20 mins to class. so nothing to do also, so just sleep there lo. but then i think got someother ppl still need to donate so the nurse then ask me am i dissy if not then can go already. so i just walk away and go take my free food. haha...

go there they give me a cup of hot milo and then a packet of things. inside is an apple, one bread and one packet of crysentenum drink. then i just take those things as my breakfast. then i can feel that my left hand is abit cold and stif. so i keep on exercise my hand to let the blood circulate to the hand.

it was quite fun to donate blood. at least now i over come my fear of donating blood. but i still cant over come my fear of needle. i will still scared to go for any injection. it is pain.....

so for those who scared bout donating blood, try it sometime, it is not that bad. only the 1st needle that is pain. i think that needle is anastasia to numb the hand. so when the big needle go in u will not feel a thing. so try someday. and for those who under weight, please eat more and be fatter so that next time u all can qualified to donate blood. Haha....

too bad oRoro never take any picture. haha... but never mind la next time still got chance. and thanks to oRoro to accompany me. hehe...

uni life starts now

2009-07-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

the busy uni life is starting.

start to busy doing all the things that teacher ask us to do. 1st there is LES proposal that need to pass up. then there is database proposal also. and there math tutorial, and also some french homework.

LES group im the leader and im the one that give out the job. but then i still need to see through before we pass up to teacher. so im doing quite a lot. thanks to UK that he help me in someway... i think... lol... he help me to see the content and think of some things la. which i not sure what isit. nvm... as long as now i think the proposal is finish and next will be the whole report and the whole quistionaire thingy... haiz.. so ma fan want us to waste time doing all these thing.

database project. i today only know that we need to do a proposal also. luckily im not the leader. so i no need to worry too much. i just follow what my leader say then i do. jimmy is the leader so wait for his command. so now can save my brain cells. wahaha... so now we all agree to focus on LES proposal 1st then only this database proposal.

next will be the math tutorial. Tan Choo Peng sister, Tan Choo Kim teaching us but she is more strict than her. 1st day tutorial the give quiz and we all dono how to do and then she check our tutorial quistiin got do or not then say give us one chance and next time need to do. so now need to do tutorial liao lo. haiz... so lazy leh... this sem no mood to do math. only got mood to do programming. see how la. maybe find someone's to copy. hehe...

and last french. now she wants us to memories the verbs and all that we had learn. and also she is asking us to do a lot of conversation and asking all the questions that we learn. more and more questions and then i think this time she is going to ask us to stand infront of the class and do the conversation with our fren. haiz.. after pronounciation lousy then malu sial... haiz... but is quite fun la in french class. now me and UK is playing with the teacher in class.

this is just the accademic works... i still got involve in 2 main club which is archery club and taekwondo club. so now archery club im the maintainance guy so i need to go and check the equipment to see whether any arrom is spoiled or not and i need to bring back home and repair it. then taekwondo club me and another guy is incharge in the technical part. and this accademic year our club is going to do a tornament so we need to paln for the whole thing. so i will be quite busy traning fighters for the tornament.

so for now it is like this. i dono later part what will add on. so now i need to be good in planing my time for studying and for playing. hope i can cope with all these things. haha...

hmmm now sleep time... need more sleep to do more things tomolo. good night everybody...

bye

club registration week..

2009-06-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

Haha… today is the club and society registration week. CLC start to looks smaller and cramp. All the clubs are squeezing in one CLC concourse. So many clubs in one area. All the club member are trying their best to get new members which is mostly new students.

U can see the older members are trying to give out their flyers and answering the question that the new students asking. Me too been asked to do this job. I’m involved in taekwondo club and also archery club. But for today I just need to do my performance for taekwondo. I’m in the demo team and we train quite hard I think for this demo. Almost every night we train until 12 midnight. Just for this 10 mins performance. I even injured my 2 big toes just one day before the dome day. Haiz…

Now I’m cacated and still need to walk so far to school and back. But never mind. For the experience and for the fun of it. this injury is nothing. Injury to me is so comment and it will heal very fast. At most give it a 2 weeks to heal then it will be better. So no worry.

the left toe is bengkak and the right toe is kena cut.

Ok so we today can see so many new faces walking around the CLC concourse to decide which club or society to join. Looking for the “nicest” club to join. Looking for the “coolest” club to join. But what they don’t know is that this is the time when clubs and societies earn money. They will tell them all the nice nice things and the good good things and attract new members to join. Then after when u join not many clubs will keep their promises. I know this because I get it last year. I was told that this particular club is so interesting and nice so I join them, but after that they forgotten us and never tell us anything. They treat that we are invisible.

So this time is the time where new students use most of their money to clubs that they don’t join later… poor them. But what to do this is the tradition. So one generation to another generation will get this. Haha….

So now im so tired because of whole day class and activities. Form 7.30 wake up and non stop doing work until now. So need a rest…. Tomorrow morning still need to wake up early for 8 o’clock class again… haiz… but never mind. Is French. The teacher know me already… haha….. I walk pass her and she smiled at me and I was shocked and I just waved at her. I was going to say salut to her but then I scared she say I no manners. So I just smiled and wave back. Haha… ok la. I rest liao… bye and early good night to all….

French class

2009-06-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

classes until now is still ok. it is quite a good start for BETA year...

some of the classes i tak faham what the lecturer is talking bout so i think will ask someone to explain or maybe study by my own. then also thanks to UK that he go dl all the online notes and send to pak cik and print. but it is so damn thick and so banyak wang. stupid digital system. dono why want to do so thick notes. see inside like alot of logic gates only. haiz... nvm la. buy liao then just flip through and see lo.

today something very bad happen. ok not that bad, but it is not good. early in the morning. we all as usual very semangat go to class. i very semangat walk so long distance for the short 1 hour french class. so looking forward to learn a new language. coz i heard that french is a very elegant language and i want to learn. even the swearing in french is also very nice to hear.

ok so me, sh, and ts walk to school together. at ACR we saw UK and his gf going into the building.... bla bla bla. cut all the crap. ok now this is the main part. when i go into class. i was happy. then UK start to tell me the bad news. teacher was telling the class that this group is too full. normally one group is only 40 person max. and now our group got 60 student. so she say that she is asking those who register late to drop this subject.

i was like so angry. then she start to tell us the rule in her class and bla bla bla...... then she repeat again and ask us to drop the subject. i was so angry that time and i was thinking of ways to not let us drop this subject.

so after the class we go look for teacher to discuss about this matter. so before us there are 2 seniors. they tell teacher that they must take this subject because if they don take it now then they cant graduate. they are in their last year already. i was thinking like that is their prob, who ask them to push forward until now only take.

then finally our turn. so we told teacher that we are one of the late register ppl and it is because we cant register early due to we are from alpha to beta student. we cant register early. those senior can do pre coarse registration but we cant. and then i give her an idea and say that for those who dint turn up for today class then ask them to drop since they are not that commited in learning this subject. teacher was quite happy with this idea. but she say she cant do the decision. the faculty are the one that do dicisions. i can see that teacher start to like us because we talk to her very honestly( that is what she like).. ^.^

so now we need to wait for friday and see how teacher say. but one thing is for sure. me and my gang will not drop this subject. we follow what MMU ask us to do. they ask us to take this foreign language now so we take it now. for those seniors that push forward and take it now please go away and for those seniors that take it early please go away also. follow the coarse structure that MMU have given to u. if u follow it then this will not happen.

ok enough of complaining. now talk about what we learn today. because teacher dont like ppl to be late to class. so she say for those who late to class need to apologise to her. and if she is late then she will apologise to the class. and it must be in french.... so she teach us how to say "i am sorry" and "i am late" in french. so this is how it is written. "je suis désolé"(je sui de sole) and "je suis en retard"(je sui on reta). so this is the two sentence that we learn today.

friday is our next class and that is when she say that she will start to be serious. so we will learn more of french then. and i already found 2 more tutor for french, one is my sister and another one is her bf. so now if i dono anything i can ask them. and also i got another source. which is yahoo babel fish.this can translate a lot of languages. so now i share with u ppl... http://babelfish.yahoo.com/

that all for now.... till next time.... bye.....

tagged by PCD

2009-06-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed ?
face i think.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

i feel very malas to wake up.

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?

family in HongKong trip. ^.^

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
im 100% not spoiled

5. Will you ever donate blood?
maybe. but i scared needle. and teh donation needle is so damn big... takut...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
i dont know is she counted.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
i want those terrorist to be dead.....

8. What does your last text message say?
telling my bro where is the venue for archery meeting.

9. What are you thinking right now?
why she msn dc. im going to help her install photoshop and talk to her.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yea. i want her to be with me.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
erm i think is bout 2am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
im not wearing any tee now.

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
the girl aka my little sis

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
my bro

TRUTHS ( tag by nathiya)

2009-06-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

RULES:
- Tell 100 Truths
- Tag 5 people after.

1. Last beverage → plain water
2. Last phone call → shahril
3. Last text message → shahril
4. Last song you listened to → realize-colbie caillat
5. Last time you cried → not very long time ago. when i miss my chance with the girl.

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice → no
2. Been cheated on? → maybe
3. Cheated someone else? → think not
4. Lost someone special? → YEA sure
5. Been depressed? → yup
6. Been drunk and threw up? → nope. i dont drink.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: blue.. green...white.. black

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → not really good
2. Fallen out of love → not sure
3. Laughed until you cried → yea
4. Met someone who changed you → maybe
5. Found out who your true friends were → not sure
6. Found out someone was talking about you → always
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → maybe....
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → meaning?? in my friends list of coarse i know them la...
9. How many kids do you want to have → depends on my wife.
10. Do you have any pets → hamsters at home
11. Do you want to change your name → nope. i like it the way it is.
12. What did you do for your last birthday → celebrate at home. cut cake and do nothing.
13. What time did you wake up today → 8.30 because today is the 1st day of school and 10 got class.
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → watching movie
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → meet the girl i like
16. Last time you saw your father → yea he fetch me up to melaka
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life→ dono
18. What are you listening to right now → songs from my foobar list
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yea there is a uncle in my church call tom
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? → hot
21. Most visited webpages → hotmail, facebook, blog

1. What's your name → Tham Wai Yuen
2. Nicknames → yuen, tham tham, wai Y....
3. Relationship Status → single and complicated
4. Zodiac sign → libra
5. Male or female or transgendered → male
6. Elementary → happy land JB
7. Middle School – SMK sri tebrau JB
8. High school → MMU melaka
10. Hair color → black
11. Long or short → tall
16. Height → should be 78 if i never gain or loss weight
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yea
18: What do you like about yourself? –> happy go lucky, cool and calm.
19. Piercings → no
20. Tattoos → no again
21. Righty or lefty → should be right

FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → i think it will be cutting away my warts on my leg last sem.
23. First piercing → never
24. First best friends → not very sure already. long time ago
26. First sport you joined → 100m and high jump
27. First pet → gold fish
28. First vacation and when→ melaka or KL when i was very very small
29. First concert → cant remember
30. First crush → Veronica Lau, form 2 same class.

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating → just ate with shahril
50. Drinking → plain water
52. I'm about to → watch finish "my boss my hero"
53. Listening to → music
55. Waiting for → sleeping time

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids? → sure
59. Want to get married? → memang la
60. Careers in mind? → anything that i can do and get paid

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes → eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → for now i think hugs is enough
70. Shorter or taller → normally find shorter la
71. Older or Younger → younger or same age
72. Romantic or spontaneous → both
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → whole body nice can??
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant→ dono

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → why would i do that
79. Drank hard liquor → nope
80. Lost glasses/contacts → i have perfect vision
81. Sex on first date → nope
82. Broken someone's heart → yea the girl that i cant get
83. Had your own heart broken → yea when i break her heart
86. Turned someone down → think so
87. Cried when someone died → yea
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → yea sure im not gay

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → depends on doing what
90. Miracles → now no more
91. Love at first sight → not so easy
92. Heaven → yea sure
93. Santa Clause → myummy and papa is the santa clause
95. Kissing on the first date? → maybe.. i dont know..
96. Angels → yea

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → maybe
98. Who is it? – person taht i like
99. Had boyfriend/girlfriend for a day? → dont have any GF before
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? should be true la...

tagging time, who to tag??

anybody who are reading this and feel that you are free then you are tagged. wahaha....

back again

2009-06-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

finally am back. after so long never touch this blog. school holiday i also blog holiday. hehe...

so fast 2 weeks of holiday is over. and now a new year of study is going to start. im now entering my BETA year. i pass all my alpha subjects. alpha is pass. thanks to UK for helping me check my results and also registering the subjects. thanks to u.

so now back to melacca. this year i cannot stay in hostel. im now staying outside renting a room. the reason i cant stay in hostel is because they say that there is a building structure error. the outer layer of the building is getting weak. so they need to redo the outer layer. so they say need to do for 1 year. so for the time being everybody is been chase out of hostel.

so now my new living environment. it is quiet. very peaceful place. but the thing is quite far away from school. i think need to walk bout 10 mins to reach school. so now i need to get up early and go to class early so that i will not be late for classes.

so long never see my freinds already. tomorrow looking forward to see them. hope they are still fine and most of them pass their finals. for those who fail, all the best in your supps. this will be the last year they have supps so try ur best. dont fail anymore.

to everybody. we need to start to study hard and cannot be play so much anymore. there is no more supps from now on. so we cant afford to fail our final liao. so lets study together to pass all our exams....

tomorrow start school. so now need to prepare myself for the hard time again. haiz.............

PT03&04 foundation IT class party(part 2) + photos update with 2 more photo

2009-05-28T20:53:00.013+08:00

this is the photos that i took. photo that other people took i still not yet get yet. but i think i just put the photo that i took then is enough because im like the photographer in the whole party. i have the most photo. so it should be enough.

our villa's unit number "1091"

the front view of the unit.

the side veiw of our unit.

the speakers that they brought for the sound system.

all together 3 sets...

the small football game. skin vs shirts.

small casino just that this is not involving money i guess...

sweet moments between nathiya and john...so sweet

PCD is "bullying" Ice and nathiya is protecting her.

the loving couple. UK and purple

our whole gang. and if u see closely and might be able to see everybody's hands.

it is all physics' right hand grip rule and also left and right hand flemings rule.

all crazy phyiscs liao.

our handsome organizer(UK)

i take this pic without him knowing so it is natural. hehe...:P

me pula kena Ice take. she took my camera and took my pic without me knowing.

the couple that have been made up by the class. me and Ice(she is crazy now)

when she is more relax now...

vodka

chivas

bombay sapphire(47% alcohol)

food came and PCD wants to be in the photo.

almost all the photo i take he wants to be in. hehe...

the hungry horde is here....@@

this gang still not yet go makan.

and can see that Ice cannot tahan and want to eat malliga away liao.

after finish eating and PCD still force tommy to eat away the cup. haiz...

the liquor drinks

our own bar tender(kelvin)

the birthday boys.

from left: shahril, ray, aaron

cutting their birthday aka wedding cake together.

so romantic :P

the statue of shahril. when he is saying his birthday wishes.

the cake eating monster(UK)... @@

the MU fans. proud to hold the jersey...

from left: Khesvin, Aaron, oRoro(Thiam Soon), Tommy

all tention when watching the MU vs barcelona match.

70% MU fans down there.

after the match all sleep liao.

most of them drunk and cannot tahan drop down and sleep liao.

any where also can sleep.

breakfast time. PCD again. he always in the pic.

the lovely couple again.

our breakfast set.

two pieces of toast bread, 2 eggs, beans, 2 sausages, cucumber and tomato.

Poeple that i will miss the most because they are going to cyberjaya next sem.

PCD( Pang Chun Den)

the guy that makes study more interesting because of all the crap that he will talk when we are studying instead of boring reading the notes.

Goh Ying Bing aka Ice

the girl that those people always say that i love. but the thruth is that i don love her. we are just friends and she is a very good girl to talk to. she sometimes is quite blur so chun den i give her to you to take care ar... hehe...

Shahril

the guy that is older than us. a senior so he has more experience than us. he is a good speaker. he is a good leader but until now he still cant remember the whole class people name. and he is not good in direction. hope that he will not loss his way in cyberjaya campus... =X

miss u guys. hope that u all can come back to melaka and visit us sometime. we all will welcome u back and maybe we can go to lim teh.

to think of it, really have fun in the party although i never join them much. but it is a very memorable thing to do together. and after reading PCD's and UK's blog i was so emo. the things they say make me cry. it is so touching.

i think i will not say anything emo things anymore. don want to make anybody cry anymore...

so enjoy the photos that i uploaded.

enjoy the beta years and also the following years too. live happily and study hard. keep in touch.

thats all.....

PT03&04 foundation IT class party

2009-05-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

So as promise I am going to write about the class party.

I woke up at 11am because the night before I went back late because of solving the transport problem. So I woke up and I was a bit lazy. So I just watch some movies before I prepare my stuff. At 1 I start to walk to ixora food court to meet them. When we went there Milton is not there yet. And the thing is that he is still sleeping. So khesvin and shahril went to his apartment and wake him up. Finally he was awake. So just need to wait for him and Ice (ying bing) that time.

When they came, UK start to brief the drivers about how are we going. So Milton is leading the road and Ice’s car and KDL’s mum car will be in the middle and I will be at behind make sure that nobody lost their way. Because they scared they can’t keep up so we drive quite slowly on the highway. So we took about 45mins to reach the place.

We reach there and we go to check in to our villa. This time there is a little problem which is that we need to pay a deposit of RM500 before we can check in. luckily we all got enough money and can get RM500 for the deposit. So after finish the paper work we go can go to our villa.

Our villa is lot 1091. so we move in and take all the things down. And then shahril and Milton went back for the 2nd trip to fetch ppl. So we stay there and see what can we do. We try to tidy up the place and then aaron and tommy prepare the sound system. After doing those things we all relax and enjoy our self 1st. we start to play cards. John teaches us a new game. Well to me is a new card game, it is call bullshit. The game play is basically trying to be honest or to be a cheater. See how well u cheats.

During this time, we actually got one very very big problem. The food is not prepared. Nathiya called the caterer and she thought that our party is the next day so they haven’t prepares anything yet. So that time we are all panic because the most important thing is the food. We need our dinner because most of the people haven’t taken their lunch yet. But luckily the caterer manages to prepare for us. So we all can relax again.

Then finally the second badge came and during this time we just walk around and talk. Some continue to play cards and some just walk around the area and see the venue. There is a pool there and some of them just went down and play. And also there is an empty land and the boys went and play a mini football. And also because tonight there will be a match between MU and Barcelona. So they all have the football fever…

The food came and we all were so happy. We take some pictures and start to dig in. there are mi hun and nasi goring and watermelon and also fried chicken. And drinks too.. So everybody was hungry and they all crowd at the table taking their food. After they all have taken then only me and the fellow organizer start to take. The food was nice. Or maybe because I was hungry so I say it is nice. Hehe…

After the dinner we have a birthday celebration for 3 guys. They are shahril, aaron and ray. Shahril’s birthday was 14 may and aaron’s birthday was 17 may (I think) and ray’s birthday is today. So we sing happy birthday song to them and then cut the cake. And they all start to say their wishes for their birthday and ray and aaron wishes MU to win. They are hardcore MU fans.

After the celebration technically there is nothing much to do. We have our free time and do whatever we want. So me and UK start to count the money for the transportation. How much each person needs to pay. So I helped him to calculate and then UK went to announce to everyone that taking our transport to pay.

Then tonight there are some guys that are going to take liquor. There bought 3 bottles of liquors. One is vodka, another is chivas, and also Bombay sapphire. So they start at 10.30 to drink. When they drink they start to shout and then drink. They were so happy. Although they are not drunk yet but they are still shouting. They are in the party mode now. Haha…

So the whole night they are drinking and playing cards. They take drinking as a punishment for losing the game. So they drink quite a lot. Milton is the 1st to drunk. When he drunk he just sit there quietly. The second one is khesvin. When he drunk he start to talk crap and he don’t know what he say after that. And he dances and sing loudly to the songs. Others there is no news about them drunk. But tommy at last drop and sleep soundly during the football match.

Ice leaves early because she needs to go back for her sister. And those that also got something on and need to go back early went back with her too. We all say our good byes because some of them are going to cyberjaya campus and we might not see them so often already. So this will be our last meeting until we also dono when.

Ok so back to our party there. We quite enjoy the party and those drinking fellows are getting more and more high and they start to shout and sing. Those that wanted to sleep also can’t get into their sleep because of the noise that they made. So finally is their match time and they all keep quite and watch the match. Most of them are MU fans so they wanted MU to win but there is still minority that hates MU so they want MU to loss. Half time Barcelona went in one ball and then the second half another goal. So the result is MU loss 2-0. Those MU fans faces were so sad and quite and can see that those MU haters are happy.

After the match they all slept. Only I and PCD never sleep. We both are sitting outside because inside was very cold. So we sit outside and start to talk about the party. We found some wrong things that the organizers had done and about the whole thing. So the whole thing was nice. Because the organizers are 1st timers and they have no experience. For the 1st time they are good enough. So we talk until morning when khesvin finally wake up from his drunkenness.

We continue talk and then khesvin can’t remember all the things that he said before when he was drunk. So we all talk until the sun rise. And then khesvin asked us whether we want to take breakfast or not. So we say yes and then he says that the breakfast is going to start at 7.30am. We went to see what they have for the breakfast and then they say they not yet start and then we just sit down there and talk. When it is time we went back to the villa and ask those that are still clear to come with us for breakfast. Tommy that time also wakes up and he agree to come with us. But that time he is a bit not stable anymore. He keeps vomiting. So when we are taking our meal he keeps go to toilet and vomit. So at last his meal we helped him to finish it.

At 9 we went back and I and UK count the final amount of money that need to be paid to the drivers. So bout 10 we start our 1st trip back. Me and shahril drive back. Because Milton is still not that a wake yet so we decided to take his car. So we send the 1st badge back and then go back as fast as we can because we need to check out of the unit by 12 and the time was 11.15 already.

We reach there on time and then we check out of the unit and then get back our deposit and then I start to give back the money. And then for those who went back early I kept the money for them and plan to give them back when I go back. So last trip to go back and finally I can sleep. And I need to bath and then sleep. This is my plan when I go back. But when I go back we need to send the catering stuff back to their shop at plaza siswa,MMU. Then after that we need to give back the liquor bottles to Kelvin because there are still a bit left. Then after that we went to KDL’s house to return him his deposit money too. Then we detour to pump shahril’s car tyres and then finally go back MMU.

Go back hostel and then I upload the photos to my computer and save it in my thumb drive getting ready to give it to khesvin. Then later Ice called that she is going to ixora to take the money from me. So I went there to give her the money and also give my thumb drive to khesvin to copy everybody’s photo.

So finally come back and I can write this blog to update everybody bout my class party. So until now it is 4pm already. Finally can say that my job is finish. So altogether I haven’t sleep for 29 hours. So photo I think I will upload it later. When I am awake or when I am free. So that’s all. Im going to drop dead on my bed already.

Thank you for reading.
Nites…..

finish final exam.

2009-05-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

Finally today last exam. HD(human development)

Exam is at afternoon 2.30 to 4.30. So I wake up at 10am to continue to study and memories all the main points that may come out.

Go to exam venue happily and sit down and I was very happy because it is 80mcq and only 1 essay. And also this is a not that hard paper and the most important thing is that this paper is the last paper for the final exam…

When starts open the paper I straight turn to the back to see what comes out in the essay part. Then my confidence level drop 10%. All 3 questions I never memories. I just know 1 question and it is bout the love thing. Although I know something bout that topic but not all. So I just pick that question to do.

Start exam straight start with the mcq question. Maybe I can get some idea from there about the essay. The 1st few questions are a bit hard. I never heard before and also never read before. So I just use my common sense to so and if still cannot then just tikam. Slowly do, take my own sweet time to do and then near the end of the paper I saw some hope for my essay. :) I saw some names for the loves. Then im happy again.

Finish the mcq in bout 40 mins. Which means I took 30 sec to do 1 question. ^^ Then now start to do the essay. Teacher told us that she don’t want us to write a long long essay but she just wanted a clear points. So that means we can write in point form. So it is easier for me to write. So I start by writing what I know and then only start to refer to the mcq for the extra information. And I think I manage to do maybe 50% of the essay. Within 30 mins I finish the essay and then I pass up my paper. People is lining up to pass up the paper. Everybody can finish up the paper which means the paper is not that hard. So I am very confident I can pass this paper but now is the matter of getting a A or a B.

Go back to hostel and see what oRoro had copy to my hard disk. See what movies that he passed to me. Then after that I went to ixora to give it to nathiya because she also wanted some movies. Then when we go there, UK starts to discuss a bit bout the transportation to the party and then talking bout what to buy afterwards. I actually don’t wan to follow them because I don like to shop but they force me to go. I can actually stay at home and watch my movies. But never mind. See that they need my help in dealing with some stuff so I went and help them.

We then went to mydin and try to check the price of the drinks and also the snacks. Then khesvin’s group went to tesco and see. Then they say that tesco’s price is cheaper so then we go to tesco and meet them and then start to chose the things that we are going to buy.
There are some misunderstanding about how much things that we are going to buy. But we solve it there and we are fine. So all together the price of the drinks and snacks is RM 141.18… this is the cheapest we can get it will be a good party. After buying all the things we went and take our dinner. We went to KFC and eat. Thanks to shahril that he sponsor me and UK our dinner because we have not enough money to eat.

After the dinner we went back to ixora. UK wanted to confirm the people who need our transportation and also those who can go early. So we call a lot of people to ask them and also to confirm their time of coming to meet. Discuss for quite some time and then it is finally settled. So going in two badges and the 1st badge is in 1.30pm and then the next badge is 4.30pm. 1st we are going by 4 cars and then the 2nd badge will be 3 cars. For more information can go to heartroxas.blogspot.com and see.

So now finally come back to my room and can relax for a while. I finally can come and write my blog. And I going to watch my movies that I get from UK, PCD and oRoro. That’s all. The next post will be after the party. Will put some photo of the party and about the party. ^^

the killing paper....

2009-05-25T12:04:00.001+08:00

Die is the only thing I can say.

This subject is so damn hard. I don understand a bit on chapter 1. at least chapter 2 I know a bit. And chapter 3 im better. But still how much marks I can get in just doing chapter 3 questions.

Study for so long. Stare at the notes for so long. Figuring out the notes for so long. And I still dono what am I studying. For those who don’t know, im talking bout physics. This is a subject that I know had ruined a lot of my friend’s life. Some get headache, some became emo, some just feel weird and wanted to vomit. For me it makes me emo, very stress…

Start exam only I dono what to do. I dono which question to chose. I dono how to start the paper. I was sitting down there for 5 mins thinking of what to write. I start writing and then start cancelling. Wrong then cancel, wrong then cancel again. This question dono how to do then do another question. See which one has more chance of getting higher marks then cancel the other one. My paper is full of blue pen ink. Not answer but the marks of canceling the answers.

I actually wanted to go out of the exam hall in just 1 hour plus. Since I dono how to do what for I sit inside for so long. But then in second thought, I maybe can simply crap something out and maybe just maybe I can get some marks there. So I stay until the end of the exam. So I simply crap things out. Anything I think that it should be there or maybe should be written down there just write only. Don’t care liao.

Finish exam I was so happy. Happy not because I can do but happy because i finished the paper. Im finished… looking at everybody’s faces are all sad faces, all the tense faces. All the dono how to do face. But there is still some that having the so easy face. Those are not normal IT humans. They should go take engineering. I terus cabut after the invigilator say can leave the room. Go back to hostel and saw my brother’s friend and he see my paper and say that it is the same as what they did last time and he is taking engineering. This means that our paper is engineering standard. Stupid la why is IT student taking engineering student’s paper. If it is like this then no need to have IT students just call it engineering students then can liao lo.

Im so frustrated now. Now I no mood to study for tomorrow’s paper. I need to de-stress first and then only can study HD. But HD I don really scared because it is 80 mcq and only 1 essay. It should be no problem I think I can study at night la. Now I just want to find something for me to release my stress.

Maybe after going to ixora and look for friends and take some movies so that after tomorrow’s paper I can watch. After tomorrow’s paper im going to have a movie marathon.

Now I just hope that my physic can pass. If get 50 then good liao. I just wan to pass it and I don wan to care about physics anymore. Im going to throw it into the Pacific Ocean and don wan to see it anymore.

Hope all IT students that taking physics just now will not take sup next sem. Lets hope that teacher will let all of us pass this eff-king hard paper.

3rd day of final exam

2009-05-21T19:54:00.001+08:00

today is math exam.

study until 12 at night yesterday with khesvin and oRoro. im teaching them what is easier to score because they are not that good in math. so i teach them something that i know and is easier for them to remember.

today morning wake up and study more abit. and i finally understand more and defrential equation. so i go see msn who is online. and i saw PCD and i very happilly told him i understand DE already.

go to ACR1001 for exam. go in and sit down there and wait for the invigilator to say can read the questions. when it is time i open and see the question and i was actually quite confident in the questions. so im very happy at that time. so i chose to do 1,3,4 and 5.

start doing i still can do question 1. but when i start to do question 3 i slowly loss my momentum cause i got something that i dono how to do. never mind i just skip it and continue do question 4. DE when see can do but when doing then cannot liao. suddenly stuck half way. never mind again and i continue to do question 5. DE again and this time i totally dono how to start. so i do complex number.

after finish wahtever i know how to do then i go back to those i stuck or not yet do. see and think for quite long and then i just simply write only. janji get one answer dono isit correct or not. as long as got do.

finish exam already and see the faces of my frens. PCD and UK is laughing because dono how to do. YC as usual has his blur face because totally blur. oRoro smilling also because cannot do.

i feel so sorry because the things that i taugh oRoro and khesvin did not come out that easy. so sorry.

i hope everybody pass this exam and nobody need to take sup.

so after exam is relaxing time. still got 3 more days only is the next paper. so relax 1st. rest get some fresh air only continue physic or HD. so i play games, sleep and try to design. ask UK to teach me and he give me some usefull links that have tutorial. i learned something new. thanks UK.

now brain juice finish already. trying to think of designs. think for quite long and not much nice design come out. so never mind. just for the fun of it.

so for the relaxation, down here is a cartoon strip of calvin and hobbs. for those who think low grade is bad this is something that will change that thinking. enjoy... ^.^

2nd paper of final exam...

2009-05-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up and go to my computer and yet again go see who is online. And then saw PCD’s pm write that he wanted to get 100 so that he want to show that he don rely on coursework marks to pass. So I congratulate him. He then asked me want to study with him or not. So ok la.

At 11 I go to his apartment and go study. I learn a bit more. Thanks to him. Then until 1 then I stop studying liao. Relax before exam. At 1.25pm go makan with khesvin, oRoro, aaron and Kelvin. Go there they all start to talk bout the coursework marks that the teacher gave is very low. But I still don’t know my marks. So I just listen to what they say lo.

We eat quite fast. So at bout 2 then we finish and slowly walk to the exam venue already. Exam is 2.30 so we still got half hour. Because our venue is at CITS lab 1 and is so close to the computer lab. So I just walk to the lab and try to check my coursework marks. So I get 36 out of 50. so I just need 14 marks to get a pass. So it should be no problem la.

Go in to the exam hall and sit down. When the invigilator say can open and read I straight open and see what is out. So I read the Questions and the 1st thing come into my mind is nothing. I cant think of anything. Dono how to do all the question. Because I cant write down anything. I cant imagine. So I just sit down there and do nothing lo. Then start exam liao. Finally can write. So I got some clue how to do lo.

I did question 1,2,3. but not every question I can do finish. And I confirm is not all correct. So I just do whatever I can la. The exam is 2 hours and I only use 1 hour to do whatever I can do. The rest of the time is just sit down there and day dreaming. Thinking of things, thinking of ppl, and look around.

Conclusion I think I can pass la. Hopefully…

At night going to study math with PCD and anybody else that going to join us. IT math I got confident I can pass. Now is just the matter of getting a B or A. I think most probably is just a B.

Now I just rest 1st la. Just finish a difficult statistic exam…. Haiz……

study mode just offline

2009-05-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

today dont know why study mode offline.

i woke up at 10+. and just sit infront of the computer and see is there anybody asking me to go study. so im waiting and nobody asked. so i try to ask PCD whether he want to go study or not. he took sometime only reply me and say he wants to go study. so i ask him want to ask UK or not and he say no need. because he will be studying with his gf so will not study with us.

so PCD say that he is going to study after lunch. then he wanted to go eat with his gf but he say that if his gf eats late then he will not join me le. but i asked him to eat with his gf no matter what because he has not much time left in melaka and he is going to cyber already and he will see his gf less. so now better take every chance to pei her.

so khesvin also asked me to go study. so we all plan the time which is after lunch and then they all wanted to go to CLC and study. so bout 12.30 they say they going to eat and then straight go to look for venue in CLC. i went and eat later at bout 1pm and i took my own sweet time to eat. i took half and hour to take just a plate of nasi lemak. and then i called khesvin where is the place that they found and he say that they just eat finish. so i just spend more time sitting down there and then went down to take some money because i left RM3 in my wallet only.

so they found a room in CLC and so i went there and study with them. we all start to study stats. stats i not yet really study. so now is the 1st time im trying to study. but i dont know why i just don have the mood to study. but i forced myself to read the examples and try to remember the formulas. in the end i learned something. i learn a bit more on chapter 7 and also know something about chapter 9 and 11. then bout 6 i relly cant tahan already. so i just keep my things and went back.

i dont know khesvin they all stay until what time but i just know i leave very early. i dont know why today just no mood to study anything. i came back to hostel and i never touch any books. i just listen to music and watch movie.

now i just feel very bored and dont know what to do. i know that i should study but i just too lazy to go touch the book. what happen to me?? why no mood?

haiz... hopefully tomorrow my stats exam can pass. i never want much i just hope that i pass. just pass... PASS... pass then i very happy already.

so now im going to sit infront of my computer and do nothing again. maybe play some game and then just listen to my musics.

waiting for my study mode to turn on.

1st day of final Final exam

2009-05-18T18:34:00.005+08:00

today is the 1st paper of the final exam, english. we all got tips on what is coming out and we all try to study base on that because if not then it is too much to read.

when in the exam hall, when it is anounced that we can read the paper but cant write anything yet so i open the paper and see what came out. i was shocked that the tips is half correct. and the half is useless half. the tips say plot of astrologer coming out but what really came out is the plot of teh devil. character of nameke but came out character of okeke. all the literature component is correct but the name of the story and the name of the character is wrong. so which means the tips is uselss.....

so i just do what i can remember about the stories i read. those that i dont know i just sinply hentam. the plot of the devil i did my own story that in the end there is a funaral... haha.....

ok dont care about the english exam already. it is over. we went to take our brunch. so we all go to ixora foodcourt and eat. when i go there i straight go order food. then go back and sit and wait. after 5 mins the food finally came. UK come later than me but he gets his 1st but he order 2 small yi mian but what he get is 2 big yi mian. haha... eh need to finish it all even for his gf one.. haha.. luckily i go order 1st because after that it is full. khesvin and PCD never order then only a while the que is long. when im eating my meal i can see the nicer store is full. ppl lining up to order or to take the food. so khesvin and PCD gave up and they dint take lunch. they just say they go back to their apartment and drink milo or take some bread.

when we finish our meal we plan to study for the next paper. but we need to get a place to study also. so i say that i need to go back to hostel 1st to get my things and also rest for a while. so when i go back i feel tired and then i told them i going to take a nap 1st and when they going to study just sms me and tell me. so i sleep from 12 something until 3+. no one msg me. then i woke up and go to my com and see msn they asked me to go study. i was shocked and ask them where they study. and i only found out they also slept and just woke up. so the whole afternoon we all never study together. we just sleep.. hehe..

so now at night dono whether they are going to study or not. so see la. if got then go study lo. if not then just stay at hostel study a bit and play a lot of solitaire. im adicted to solitaire dono why. it is boring game but i just want to play. dono why..

at night looking forward to talk to her... :)

thats all for now.

bye maybe go study or maybe play solitaire... :>

It's too late

2009-05-17T01:33:00.006+08:00

LOVE- i finally know something.

i just let go of the love that a girl has towards me. she had loved me for quite long and i never noticed it. and now im too late. this is the 1st time a girl got such much feeling towards me. and i miss it. how can i be so stupid...

she asked me many times do i have feeling towards her but everytime i tell her dont have. because im not sure of the feeling of me towards her. so many times i answered her the same answer.

im so stuborn that only until she give up on me only i know my feelings towards her. and it is too late. she will not accept anymmore. now only i confirm my feeling towards her but its too late. things cant be change anymore.

i feel that i've hurt her feelings but when i asked her she just say that she is not sad. but i got a feeling that inside her heart she is sad but on the outside she tries to hold the feeling. she dont wan me to feel sad because of hurting her. but im sad because of losing this great girl. i never appreciate her when she is near me. but now it is too late.

she told me when she start to like me during last time in secondary school, when i always accompany her to school. when i always waited for her to go school and back home. when i always care of her when she got any problem. but that time im just thinking of her to help her and as a sister. that time she asked me before did i ever have feeling for her, but i just tell her that i just treat her as a sister.

but after secondary school, i sometimes have the feeling towards her but im confuse isit liking of just sister. but now im clear. i know what feeling i have to her. but its too late.

all i can say it sorry for hurting her. but she still being strong and say that she is not hurt. i will wait for her if she will give me another chance. until i find another girl that is better than her i will not forget the feeling i have towards her.

but for now i am greatful that although we are not together but we are still close friends. we will not forget each other as friends.

this is the feeling i have in my heart. 'it is too late' this is what i can say now. things cant be changed. the perfect song to match this feeling is apologise by one republic. Its too late for me to apologise to her.

i will always remember this incident. and i will always remember her. she will be in my heart.

Thinking

2009-05-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

today as what my last post say. maybe i going to clc and study.

so i never go to clc and study because i woke up late. and it is really late. i woke up 12+pm. because i slept at very early in the morning like 4am. so today i never go to clc and study.

so today i stay at hostel the whole day and took my lunch and dinner in hostel also.

today i am thinking. thinking of something. thinking of love.

what is love? how do you know that you are in love? what is the feeling?

i still dont know the answer to the questions. will try to figure it out ASAP.

so exam coming. monday is english exam. i still dont know the format. but who cares. just do only. i got confident that i can pass it. and i will pass all my subjects and go to beta level.

so my thinking will be put a side 1st and when im free and boring then will think again about those question. now i think i should start to study already.

THINK...

Saturday day

2009-05-16T03:09:00.001+08:00

Today is 16 May 2009, today is the Malaysia’s teachers day and also is my little sis birthday.

Yesterday, go to my study zone and study again today. But until about 12 the guard starts chasing ppl away coz they say that they need to go sembahyang and then only open during 3pm.

So we all go to plaza siswa to makan 1^st and then all balik and rest before going back to study. The guard say that they going to open at 3pm so we go there about 2.45 and UK is the 1^st to reach there but the door is already open. But luckily CJ was inside already. So we just join in lo.

Then slowly slowly some of the management students came in. all their friends. More and more and start to make the room noisier. I dono what they are talking but they just have a lot to talk. But I don care la I just study myself at the back.

Then evening time we all start to no mood to study already. So PCD just say that he at night don wan to study liao. So evening me and khesvin go to MMU corner to eat our dinner. And it started to rain and we eat when it is raining. Then we walk back home in the rain also. but when I reach hostel the rain stopped.

So from that time onwards I am in my room playing games and listening to music.

Then at 12.03am my sis suddenly msn me and thanks me for the card I send her. She was touched because I send her the card. So we catch up with each other a bit because it has been long time we haven’t talk to each other because she is busy with her part time work. So she is going to start study in July and so we plan to meet up during my term break which is during early June. So during that time we can meet up and can talk more.

Saturday dono want to go study or not. Or just stay at hostel and read up on English. Depends la. See how tomorrow, if got venue then go lo. But if don have then just stay at hostel la. And also need to see what time I wake up. If too late then don go liao.

Ok now want to sleep liao. Tomorrow see what time I wake up.

To my little sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Good night everybody.

continue study and have 'fun'

2009-05-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

today wake up a bit late because the weather is cooling. is so nice to sleep.

UK msg me the venue for studying and i ask him is PCD also there and he say only him there. then i just reply ok and then he ask me to ask PCD is it still awake or sleeping and then go study with him.

so i msg PCD and he never reply so i also sleep back.

later i get a msg from hotlink. now my number has succesfully change to hotlink youth club. YEAH!!! finally... now my credit will not use so fast liao. but actually i don use much so now i use less... :)

then i went to the study zone and go accompany UK. then PCD came later. we start to "study" then 'one turn eyes'(translate in chinese) lunch time liao. UK go eat with GF then left me and PCD in the room. then i went to SC(super cheap), PS and ta pao food for us both. at 1st tought want to makan nasi lemak but today they never do nasi lemak but only nasi minyak. so just take that lo.

i ta pao back to the study place and then we takut that the gaurd will marah so we have a very adventurous lunch. coz takut. so we try to hide with books and with my big body. and then sit in the position that when ppl open the door will not see. when we finish then we can relax liao. and then we throw the rubish in a dustbin that is far away from our place. hehe.... nice lunch. we plan to so this everyday liao. ^.^

after lunch continue study and then listen to PCD and UK singing in class. and so some math questions and study a bit of physic which i still not very good in. at night just have one bun because UK never help us buy because he go another gate in never pass by the shop. never mind ar UK. u never buy for us then we no need to use more money also. hehe...

after finish today's session of study balik and go makan at habib sultan with PCD. that will be our dinner and supper. then when we finish eating walking back then saw UK go makan with his GF. haiz... say don wan to eat but then go makan with gf pulak. never mind. that is his choice. i cannot care much. so i just ask him to makan happily.

balik and then rest then tidur.... tomolo continue to do math and then start to do stats liao. asking pro to teach tomolo. ok thats all for now. maybe if got any other interesting thing then will post again.

bye..

study period

2009-05-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

wah....

today will be a short post.

today start study liao. dinner in the room also. eating bread only.

must start liao. no more time to prepare liao. i dont know anything a bout statistic and physics.

so must start to camp in the study zone.. and study study study.......

the agak agak study time table is out and should try to follow it and score pass for every subject. i dont espect much. just pass is enough. but of coarse if got higher grade is better la...

so now going to sleep so that tomolo can wake up and go camping at study zone..

night guys....ZZzzzzzzzz...

distracted by wireless conection

2009-05-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

thursday went back home early. after math class then balik liao. with malliga, nathiya and chong han. we all going back to JB except malliga, she is going to penang but doing a detour to KL 1st because of some reason that she dont wan to tell anybody.

reach melaka central at 3 and get the 3.30pm bus. 707travel group. because last time i took that bus and it is quite good. wait for a while there and when times up then board the bus. it is quite full. mostly is going to singapore. 3.30 the bus start journey.

it is hot that day and the stupid bus dono why the air conditioner is not cold. is just like a fan. so im a bit sweating there. and the driver drive so slow. i think he is just driving at 100km/h only. it took him 1 and half hour to reach yong peng. and he turn into the R&R and go to toilet. and then there is a paper that pass to us and it is a list for those who are going to singapore to fill. and those singaporeans dont know how to read the malay and dono what isit for. so i need to tell them what isit. haiz...

took us 2.5 hours on the highway instead of the normal 2 hours. my mum also ask why am i so late. so reach JB and chong han went down at kidmat and me and nathiya get down at larkin station. in larkin me and nathiya spilt our way.

i just want to tell nathiya and chong han sorry because i told u that 707 travel group is good but it is not what u all expected. actually is the driver fault or maybe the bus problem. so sorry...

went back home do nothing much. then plan to go try to do the hotlink youth club thing. so asked my brother to check for the address for the participating dealers near my house. and my bro give me one in setia indah and anther one is in kota tinggi. so i rather go to setia indah than kota tinggi because to kota tinggi is about 1 hour drive and to setia indah is only bout half hour.

on friday went to school 1st and see bout their competition. then later i went to another junior house to see their preparation also. and they need to get a bamboo and asked me to help. so i fetch them to one malay kampung behind hyatt hotel. there the mosquito is many. is small and when they bite u will not feel anything. but i always check and i killed a lot.

after help them i go to setia indah to do the hotlink thing. when i reach there the dealer also say that i cant do the conversion already because the date line has pass. but then he say that although the date line is 30/4 but he manage to help ppl convert the latest is 2/5. so he say that i can try to convert but he cant promise me that they will approve. so i give him my particulars and he helped me. and he say that i need to wait for about 1 week for the result. and if rejected then he will tell me and if approve he also will tell me. so i will just wait lo. if approve then is very good but if rejected then suan liao lo.

Saturday wake up late. then go to the scout activity actually just to give some thing to my junior and then leave. but mana tau kena tied down. need to help them to calculate all the measurement. calculate until so luan. haiz. then my instructor just ask them to go back and do it out and see isit nice or not then measure from there. and then i get a call from them that the model cant stand. so now is the problem, they are asking me for help and i cant help them anymore because i need to study liao and i will not be back until their competition. so they are on their own.

today i only can study english and math. english actually not call study because english there is nothing to study is just a reading subject. so english i need to read finish all the short stories because last time i never read at all except those story that teacher ask to present in front. and at night when i start to do math i suddenly found out that even matrix i also got problem. blur already or maybe i got short term memory... need to do practice. then kena distracted when i get to steal the wireless from my neighbor. so now im checking my mail and then blogging.

i get a mail from wei sin and jerry tan. a math question and really IT people is not in the list of people. but i manage to think it out within 1min.^^ so this is the mail. so just see how long u all take to solve.

This is a mathematical challenge, and it's been said that:
If you're an engineer, you should be able to solve it in (under) three minutes (more like 30 seconds), if you're an architect, in three hours; if you're a doctor, in six hours; if you're an accountant, in three months and if you're a lawyer, probably never.
if you're good at math or logical problems, solve this challenge and the answer is the password to open the spreadsheet to which you can add your name to the hall of fame.
What is the missing number in this logical series?
1, 2, 6, 42, 1806, ____???

The answer is the password to open the spreadsheet that is attached to this email. If you figure it out, open the spreadsheet, type your name in, save it and resend it to your friends.
Good luck

*** How Come IT not included??***

thats all for now. going to continue my math. till next time.

Food

2009-05-06T01:12:00.003+08:00

food. this is something that everybody needs everyday. without food we have not enough energy to do work. but nowadays food is getting more and more dangerous to consume.

chicken and duck have bird flu, is under the bird family. cow have mad cow disease. and mad cow disease came from goat. then now there is the swine flu, from pigs(originated from pigs but now the recent case is from human). fishes got too much mercury. so animals now is so dangerous to eat. when u take it in u will need to pray that it is save. if not then will get the sickness and cause death.

the advancment of technology now making food dangerous to consume. the polution is causing animals to mutate and virus start to grow. disease getting more and more.

scientist is doing more and more research about the food we eat. some food may cause cancer if we eat too much and some says that it will cause some sickness and so on. some food might be good now but by next year they say it is not good. so is it good or not we dont know. when scientist say is good the we eat a lot but when they say is bad then we dont eat. so should we listen to them?

some people is so ignorant to this matter that they dont know anything about these findings so they just eat anything they like without knowing the consequences. is that good or bad?

maybe... just maybe, in the future what is said to be good to eat will be the nutrition pills that scientist make. it contain all the nutrition on the food pyramid and it has no preservative and such and is good for the body. so instead of the full plate of food, next time our plate will just have pills to eat.

we dont know the future. what will happen to the world we live in. it might get better because of the awareness of the population, or it might get worse because the ignorant attitude of the people. so how the world will be is depends on everybody. so we need to choose our future. should it be good or bad.

IT future at stake....

2009-05-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

This is a news article that I found on April 26, 2009. New Sunday Times. under science section. I cant get the online version to share with you guys so I typed it out. so here it is.

Solar apocalypse: humanity faces catastrophic sunstorm in 2012.

The catastrophe, when it comes, will be a beautiful at first. It is a balmy evening in late September 2012. Ever since the sun set, the dimming skies over earth have been alive with fire.

Pillars of incandescent green writhe like gigantic serpents across the skies.

Sheets of orange race across the horizon during the most spectacular display of the aurora borealis seen in the southern England for 153 years.

And then, 90 seconds later, the lights start to go out. Not the lights in the sky – they will dazzle until dawn- but the lights on the ground.

Within an hour, large parts of the world are without power.

By midnight, every mobile network is down and the internet is dying. Television- terrestrial and satellite – blinks off the air. Radio is reduces to a burst of static.

By noon the following sat, it is clear something terrible has happened and the civilized world has plunged into chaos.

A year later. Most of Europe plus north America is in the grip of the deepest economic catastrophe in history.

By the end of 2013, 100,000 Europeans would have died of starvation. The dead go unburied, the sick untreated.

It will take 2 decades or more for the 1^st green shoot of recovery to appear- recovery from the 1^st solar superstorm in modern history.

This catastrophe is not some academic one-in-a-million chance scenario. It is a very real threat which, according to a report in the latest issue of the New Scientist, remains one of the most potent, yet least recognized, treat to the future if the human civilization.

Moreover, it is something that has happened before –not that long ago- and has potential to arrive every 11 years.

So what actually isit???

Solar storm do not normally cause much concern. Swarms of electrically charged subatomic particles from the Sun periodically buffet the Earth and its surroundings, cause health worried for astronauts and the owner of satellite, whose delicate electronics can be fried.

But in the surface, cocooned under an ocean of air, we rarely notice more than the pretty lights in the sky, created as the electrically charged particles from the Sun sweep into the Earth’s own magnetic field to generate the Northern and Southern lights.

But every now and then, the Sun is convulsed by the gigantic tempest: 80,000km-wide eddies of boiling hydrogen plasma on its surface ejecting a billion-tonne, malevolent blob at million km an hour.

And very occasionally, one of these mighty coronal mass ejections, as they are called, smacks into the earth head-on.

This last happened on the morning of September 1, 1859.

That say, one of Britain’s top astronomers, Richard Carrington, was observing the Sun. using a filter, he was able to study the solar surface through his telescope, and he saw something unusual.

A bright flash of light erupted from the Sun’s surface and detached itself from it.

Unbeknown to Carrington, that bright spot was a cloud of charged plasma on its way to Earth.

Just 48 hours later it struck, and the effects were extraordinary.

Brilliant aurorae lit the night skies right down to the tropics. The lit was so brilliant it was possible to read a newspaper at midnight.

In California, a group of gold miners were roused from their bed hours early, thinking the dawn and a new day’s prospecting had come. It was 2am.

Telegraph operators received severe electric shocks as solar-induced currents surged through the networks. It was as though the Earth had been immersed in a bath of electricity.

Such damage as there was, was easy to repair. In 1859, the world ran mostly on steam and muscle. Human civilization did not depend on a gargantuan super network of electric power and communications.

But it does now. Electric power is modern society’s “cornerstone technology”. The technology on which virtually all other infrastructures and services depend.

Daniel Baker, a space weather expert at the University of Colorado, prepared a report for the US National Academy of Sciences last month, and the conclusions make grim reading.

“Every year, human technology becomes more vulnerable,” he says.

A repeat of the 1859 Carrington event today would have far graver consequences than the frying of some telegraph wires.

The problem comes with our dependence on electricity and the way this electricity is generated and transmitted.

A huge solar storm would cause massive power surged, amounting to billions of unwanted watts surging through the grids.

Most critically, the transformers that convert the multi-thousand-volt current carried by the pylons into 240V domestic current would melt- thousands of them, in every country.

This would bring the world to its knees. With no electricity, we would not just be in the dark. We are dependent, to a degree few of us perhaps appreciate, on a functioning grid for our survival. All our water and sewage plants run on electricity.

A couple of days after a solar superstorm, the taps would run dry. Within a week, we would lose all heat and light as reserves ran out, the supermarket shelves would run empty and the complex supply and distribution networks upon which our society depends would have started to break down.

No telephones, no medicines, no manufacturing, no farming and no food. Global communications and travel would also collapse. A solar superstorm would probably destroy the network of global positioning satellites upon which every airline depends.

Of course, the power grid can be rebuilt, new transformer and cables made, new satellite launched – but organizing this in a world teetering on the brink of collapse would not be easy.

Humanity would recover, but it would take decades. A seemingly innocuous event, one which apparently poses no direct threat to human health at all, would have an effect on our world comparable to that of a small nuclear war. So could this really happen? And why is 2012 a year to worry about? Well, we know that solar superstorm did happen in 1859. and we know that 20 years ago a much smaller storm knocked out the power grid across much of eastern Canada, leaving nine million people without electricity. We also know that the Sun’s activity waxes and wanes in 11-years cycle.

Currently, the Sun us very quiet. But a solar maximum – a peak of activity- is predicted for 2012, and this is when a superstorm could strike, probably around either the spring or autumn equinox, when the orientation of the Earth’s magnetic field to the Sun makes us very vulnerable.

The main point is that every solar maximum puts us more in danger as our growing population becomes ever more dependent on electricity.

Ironically, the least-affect parts of the world would probably be the poorest areas.

Third world nations that usually suffer most from natural disasters, on account of their poor infrastructure, would adjust faster to life without electricity, while richer nations would be paralyzed.

So can anything be done to prevent an epic disaster?

A more robust electricity grid would be a start. And we need new satellites to give warning of what is happening on the Sun.

Of course, it may not happen in 2012- it may not happen in 2023, the year of the next solar maximum.

But sooner or later, a re-run of the Carrington event is inevitable.

Perhaps it would be wise to start stocking up on some candles.

So as a summary, will us IT field person be the one that will be hit the worse as all the communication and electronic things been fried. How many of u guys believe that this will happen again in our life time? What will we be doing during that time? Think about it.

my weekend

2009-05-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

Thursday i go back to JB. my parents came up and fetch us. they came at about 7.30pm. but that time my brother is in a quiz until 8pm. so we need to wait for him. when it is 8pm he still not yet come out. so i called him and he say that he still need to go to the lecturer's office at FET to pass it up personally. he say that everybody is lining up and is very long so we need to wait for another about 15mins.

because we always call him to be faster so he try to cut queue. and then a while only then finally pass up. so he faster came back need pack his things and then we re leaving. then 1^st we go to MYDIN in MITC to shop 1st. down there was jam like hell. cant find parking. so we look fr parking out side. found one which is not that far from the building. that time don care liao. got place then just park.

go in i got a very malay-ish feeling. Everywhere i see there will be malays and it is like only max 5% is other races. and all the signs is also in malay. there is not much english there. so we walk around and see what to buy. some things are really cheap. Because this MYDIN is newly open so there are a lot of offers. things that are cheap clear very fast.

we shop there until about 10.45pm. we all not yet take our dinner so we went to take our dinner near by. i bring my family to a place that shahril bring me. near the menteri office there is a malay restaurant. shahril recommended the nasi ujan there. so we went t eat that and also tom yam. take our dinner until 11.35pm. finish eating we faster go back because it is late already.

im driving back. because it is late night already so everybody in the car slept. only left me driving alone. then at night there are so many cars that are speeding and they always like t high light before they over take me. damn hate them. don care about them i just drive my car in the limited speed and drive safely. on the way i saw a lot of motorcyclist on the road. they drive quite dangerously because they drive quite in the road and sometimes they are shaky. is like at night is the time motorcyclist come out and ride. there are a few gang. traveling north and south also got.

suddenly when im driving nicely, there is a jam. and not long after there is a police car follow by a bomba, and a ambulance. immediately i know that there is a accident infront. and there is a bomba then it must be serious. then im stuck in a stagnant jam at 26.1km. it is a real stagnant jam where nobody is moving. and i can see that it has been quite long because some of the speeding cars i saw them also stuck infront. luckily im just stuck in about 400m of the jam. then the jam start to grow. i cant see the end of it.

there are a lot of very inconsiderate drivers that drive on the emergency lane. what if there is more emergency unit coming then they will be stuck in the back. then after a while i can see some of the bomba personal walking from behind. see that is what im saying those stupid inconsiderate people that prevent emergency unit to access to the accident area.

stucking there is so boring, nobody is moving, so slowly people off their engine to save patrol. even i also off the engine. and i can see people come down of their car to try to see the accident. the thing that they do is so dangerous. because they do not know when those motorcycles will come by. some people came down the car and smoke, some came down and rest and a lot of them try to go and see the accident.

so we stuck there for 45mins without moving. then finally cars start to move. we are so happy. everybody faster ran back and start the engine and start to move. it is a slow moving traffic but it is better than not moving. nearer and nearer to the accident area. can see that both direction also got police and ambulance. finally we reach the accident area, the police is conducting the traffic, they are letting row by row to pass. because there left only one and half lane left to pass. when is my turn to pass i drive slowly to see what had happen.

if not mistaken there is only 2 cars in the accident, maybe there is more i dont know. so there is one car that is finish burning, i cant even recognize what car isit before that. then there is another car which is a toyota hilux i think, the engine is burn finish. that is all i see. we can just imagine the seriousness of the accident. we wonder did the drivers and passenger of those cars manage to escape. we also thank god that we are not in the accident.

so we was stuck in the jam for about 1 and half hour. then drive back home and reach home at about 3am. go back home, after taking our things out of the car then keep all the things that we buy in MYDIN then all go back into our room and sleep.

friday, may day. it is labour day so everybody in my family never g to work. so we all manage to sleep until 1pm.^^ wake up eat, read some newspaper then walking around do nothing. haha... and i just lying around and do nothing. so practically i nvr do anything on this day. is labour day what, we are not suppose to do anything today.

saturday i wake up early because i want to go back to school to help in the june scout camp competition. so went to school see how is their progress. they had done something but not that good yet so i gave them some comment and tell them what they need to improve.

i went to maxis center today to try to change my phone's owner. but i need to check 1^st who is the owner of my phone number. because i dont know my phone is under my sister or my mother. so they checked and it is confirm that it is my mum's number. so i can change the owner now. so finally i changed the owner to me and now i can change it to hotlink youth club.

went back after that. i go back and read today's news paper while waiting for my mum to cook lunch. so i just scan through and i saw the report for the accident i meet at the highway. below is the report.

so now we know that there is a lady that died on the spot. and there is 3 cars involve and the car that i cant recognize is a merc. it must be the merc is driving very fast and that she lost control of her car and crash to the railing and then when it deflect away it is bang by the hilux and the Nissan sentra. Poor thing.. just this accident then so many ppl injured. the malay news paper got some of the photo but i don have it. i just saw it outside in a shop. horrible.

Afternoon went to foon yew high school to go for the meeting for the camp. Im one of the committee in the camp so I need to know stuff from them. So this is the 1^st time I go for their meeting and they update me in all their progress. And I found a lot of things that they had forgotten to do and neglected. For example they forget that there are Chinese who are banana’s and also to translate all there speech. So I told them and so they are going to change it. they are so glad that im there to help them. Because they need someone from the outside to know what the outsider needs.

Tired weekend. So many things to do. So rush. Now come back to Melaka already and need to study for final exam. So tired. Now im sick also because of the weather, hot and cold, hot and cold make me sick. Luckily tomorrow only got one class. Depends on tomorrow I want to go or not.

Will update another post later about IT’s future. For now im going to rest. Bye..

today's event

2009-04-29T19:20:00.003+08:00

today after english class. shahril asked me to join him for McD for lunch. at 1st i don really want to go because i have no money. but then think of it ok la just go and eat something unhealthy once in a while and also go accompany shahril. then shah also start to invite more and more people to follow. 1st he asked KDL, then Jimmy then also Malliga. then because Malliga is the only girl so she try to ask Amira to follow, but she dont want to go. so thats it, there are 5 of us going out to McD to eat.

so we are taking shah's car. and when shah came down with the key then he say that the girl should be sitting infront then im like so sad because i need to squezz behind with KDL and Jimmy. then i warned Malliga that when she sit infront beware of shahril's pervertness. lol...

the time is still 11am, and because the McD value meal lunch starts at 12 so KDL suggest that we go for bowling. so he say that MP got a bowling place and say we should go there. so on the way, 2 melaccans(KDL & Jimmy) are guiding the road. they have different roads. so we dont know who to believe. when we go KDL's way then Jimmy will say it is a long way, then if we go Jimmy's way then KDL say it is the long way. but what me and Malliga care is that we reach there safely and also we can reach there.

so we park at DP and walk to MP. then go to the bowling arena. KDL, Jimmy and shah have experience in bowling and only me and Malliga dont have any experience. ok la i got experience bowling when im very small and all the bowl is in longkang one la. so we just going to play a game. 5 of us. so shahril pay for us and then we go get the bowling shoes.

so we start to bowl. Malliga 1st then me then KDL then Jimmy and then shah. we play a good game, we all try our best in playing. and i really respect Malliga that although she is not good but she tried her best.

in the end the score for everybody is maligga(22), me(74), KDL(94), Jimmy(95) and shah(92). im very happy with my score. and i use more brut strenght rather than bowling. and i think most is lucky shoot. starting KDL and Jimmy is like normal normal, but until half of the game they start to show their true identity. they start to score from then on.

shahril is the one that is boasting that he is such a good player and bla bla bla... but then the result was dissapointing. and shah if u are reading this post i just want to tell u that if u are pro nothing will prevent u from scorring. so dont blame on the shoes. we all are wearing the same shoes that we rent. so no excuse. :P

so me and Malliga spend RM7.50 in this game. others just pay RM5. i dono how shah count but i just trust him that he knows how to calculate... but don care la is just a game and a time to bond with frens.

then they want to go arcade just next to the bowling centre. actually Malliga wanted to play racing but then KDL and Shah wanted to play time crisis 2 . so others we just stand at the side and see they play. of coarse not to see how pro they play but to see how bad they play. but me and malliga focus more on shahril side. shahril use 3 tokens to play but KDL only use 1. so u all decide who is better i dont want to say anymore. *shah say that the device got some fault and KDL shoot shah a few times.

then after they finally finish their game is about 1 pm already. then we must faster go and eat our McD and go back to school for HD class at 2. during our lunch time, KDL's hand is shacking, like he kena parkinson's disease. then we finish our lunch in 25 mins and then rush back to the car and rush back to MMU. on the way again the 2 melaccans still fighting over which way to go back is faster.

reach MMU on time for HD class. the time i go back to class teacher just came in. so im not late but on time. ^^ and when i went in to class dao kun told me that there is an accident happen at hostel F4 block. they say maybe is somebody try to commit suiside or maybe just accidentallt fell down or something. because they say that there is blood on the floor and also they cover the plave up. i was shock to hear that. but the things is that i never see anything when i go in and our of the hostel.

after finish all the class they ask me to go to the hostel there and see for myself. but when i go there i see nothing but just a police car parked down there. the floor is clean and they open up the area already. so i still dono what had happen. isit an accident or really there is somebody wanted to commit suiside at hostel???

tonight going to study in library. this will be the 1st time i going to start study for my finals. hope that i can study la. ok going to get readdy already. bye for now.

study??

2009-04-28T17:54:00.002+08:00

counting down about 3 weeks more to 1st exam paper.

my friends is staring to camp in library already. does that mean that i also need to go camp in there and study with them? but now i not scared other subject but physic and stats. i need people to teach me this 2 subject. other subject i still got listen in class so i still understand. but physic and stats i very truthfully say that i never listen.

but now nobody want to teach me. so how am i going to study? so maybe wait next time ask PCD teach. he this week very busy so cant teach me. so maybe next week ba. PCD better have some time with me ar. spend some time with us before u go to cyber.

ok don talk about exam anymore. making me scared only. so today i did the academic evaluation. most of the grade is 3. is quite fun to grade those lecturers and all the things. the only thing that i graded less than 3 is the intranet. eventhough i stay in hostel. i suppose to access intranet with a very high speed. but going to MMLS is like..... i need to refresh so many times only can finish loading the whole page. so i wrote a comment to the evaluation thing. hope that they will do something. but i know they sure will not do anything one. this is malaysia, and MMU is manage by mostly malays. sadly say that they do things very slow and wherever they can curi tulang they sure curi one. so i just need to suffer some more la.

i went out to yam cha yesterday night with taekwondo master after training. master told us some of his experiences and also teaching us the way of life and how we should behave in the society. is quite good for us to learn so that we can have friends and we could survive in the society. The main point is when we come back one of the senior ask what am i going to take next sem. then i told him ST. he straigh say why take ST because ST has no future. he say that now company want people who are good in database. is study ST and want to work in ST field then u must be very good in hacking and protecting data. he is taking ST and now he say is working and he is not doing anything related to ST.

so now im thinking do i want to change to do other major next sem? but in melaka only got ST and datacom. others is all in cyberjaya. then is want to do database then is ISE which is in cyber. then if ISE then going to cyber and i also dono where to stay. so now how?? haiz.. life decision is so hard to decide. if make a wrong move then need to do again. i like the living style in melaka but the coarse in melaka is not that needed in the market unless u are very pro in it. so i know im not pro in this kind of field so how im GG-ed. unless next time i go out and work in a total different field that is not related to what i study. so which means is a total waste of time.

so now there are a few Q in my mind. when going to start study for my final exam in my foundation year(hopefully final exam la). and also do i want to change to other major next sem?

HOT!!!!!!

2009-04-27T01:41:00.004+08:00

this weekend i went back JB on thursday. because there is something on at home and my mum ask me to go back on thurs instead of friday. thanks to shah because he fetch me to central. so i can get the 5.30 bus.

the bus is so empty. including me there is only 6 person. siok... our sit are all single sit. but when the bus start to move then all of us move except 2 person still sit at their own place. others all shift to double sit and relax. wahaha... then i straight make myself at home and put down the chair to the lowest and sleep. feels like bed. wohoo... on the way the bus went into yong peng (U) exit to go change its spare tyre which i dono why. but anyway it takes about 25 mins there. so then afterwards we continue our journey back to JB.

we reach JB skudai exit at about 8pm. and as usual from the exit of skudai to larkin station there will always be some people get down of the bus. this time everybody get down before we reach larkin central. so when reach larkin only left me on the bus. the driver also like shocked that why so empty. he saw me and he keep looking back to see wether is there anymore people. so queit...

home sweet home. my nice bed and all my stuf. but one thing i dont like is the weather. it is like im living in an oven. hot like hell.... the whole night i cant sleep well. next day i need to wake up early to make sure my brother goes to school. then i try to sleep back. even i sleep directly under the fan and the fan is on full blast also i can sweat.

my house hamster got 6 babies. they are now i think 2 or 3 weeks old only but their mother died because bitten by rat. because last time the hanster cages are put outside because of their smell. so put outside sometimes the rat will go and ka cao them. and now the mother was bitten by the rat and according to my mum the mother hamster's mouth was bitten open. so now the hamster cages were shifted inside the house. the weather is so hot that even i can see the hamster babies are sweating like they just soak inside a pail of water. this is how hot it is in JB...

so friday i went back to school to see my scouts juniors and also need to guide them for a competition. they still got one more month to the competition and their preparation is so little. and they also still don feel any nervouse about the competition. they still looks very relax. so what i can do i will do. others is depend on them. afternoon the electrician came because there are some electric wires are been bitten by the stupid rats again. why are rats so anoying. how to stop the rats activities?? anybody got any idea?

friday night i sleep with air condition. it feels so nice. so comfortable. but until about 4+ morning it feels abit too cold so i off the air con. when i wake up and get out of my room it feels like im walking into a sauna room. the temperature difference is so big. it just take few seconds i can start sweating. any where i go i will find a fan. even with fan i will still sweat. haiz. global warming... go to school again for the scouts competition thingy. but this time i go back also more towards playing and ka caoing those juniors.

at night got taekwondo class. it feels HOT again. when doing the warming up i admit i curi tulang la. so i don sweat so much. but when my instructor start to ask us to do some tornament kicks and he ask me to teach. so when we start our kicks and i also start paip bocor. and when body teperature naik then mood hot. so i scolded a junior black belt. because although he is a black belt but he dont know how to kick a simple basic kick. he is lousy at those kicks but he like to go hao lian to others that he is a black belt. so i gave him one to one training for just 1 kick. he let me train until he tak boleh tahan and start to complain he stomach pain and bla bla bla... always excuses... anyway so for the whole 1 and half hour TKD training i think i sweat about 1.5 littles of water. my shirt are all wet... ^^

saturday night celebrate my older brother's birthday. belated birthday btw. because we going to put candle so need to off the fan for a while. during that time everybody start complaining hot. lol.. so after blowing off the candel i straight go on the fan. haha... eat cake then go up and sleep.

tried to sleep without air con tonight. so the result is sleeping without air con is like exercising while sleeping. im turning round and round and im sweating like hell... morning wake up the whole body feels sticky and so uncomfortable. so i go and take a bath and feels more comfortable.

went to church. luckily my church is air conditioned. so it doesnt feel hot inside. so after the service the adults have their general meeting so we children stay outside sit around talking. and mana tau suddently the main air con triped. go and check the switch box and notice is the switch box spoil. so we only can use the other small small air con to cool down the hall. so slowly we can feel the heat. but luckily there is anothing happen that make the situation not that bad. that is RAIN.... finally after these few hot days there is rain. and it is quiet heavy. so it is not so bad. it without rain i think inside the church hall cannot tahan liao lo. so when adults came out of meeting we told them and they say they going to change the switch.

came back to melaka and i notice that it is not only JB that is so hot, melaka is also hot. haiz... global warming is really here. and people are still cutting down trees... please don cut trees anymore. we need them to protect our atmosphere. we need them to cool down our world. without them the whole world will slowly become sahara desert. cut down open burning. the rate of carbon dioxide is increasing and it is also one of the factor of global warming. last time carbon dioxide in atnmosphere is 0.03% but now it has increase to almost 1% or more. haiz... the world is getting fever and it is getting worse of people don take care of it. maybe next time we will become the next MARS. another red planet in the solar system... everybody need to do their part so that this will not happen and we will have a nice world to live in. a cool world.

thats all for now. sleeping time. hope that i will not sweat like hell tonight.

Tag by Heartroxas

2009-04-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

Why do you choose this photo?
This is a chinese new year cookie that i made. can u guess what isit? i made this animal is because this year is the year if that animal. i plan to made every animal for every year. ^^

When was the last time you ate pizza?
Shaky's pizza. if that is the correct spelling. when i eat forget liao. but i went to eat with my friends, shah, aaron, khesvin, oRoro, yong chin, milton, kelvin. i thinks thats all. if i miss out anybody then sorry ar.

The last song you've listened to?
Tie a Yellow Ribbon Round the ole Oak Tree. by Tony Orlando

a nice oldies.

listening now.

What are you doing besides answering this tag?
Eating my mum's nice tuna-puff. listening to oldies songs.

Besides your own name, what do you like people to call you?
Last time my friends call me Tham, wai y, yuen yuen. now in MMU poeple are still calling me my old nicks but then add another one which is thamtham, created my miss raidah. thanks miss idah for the nick that make it so popular now. =.=

Tag 6 person and the following questions shall relate to them...
1.) Pang Chun Den
2.) Tham Hui Xin
3.) Tham Yuen Yue
4.) Mark Kee
5.) Nathiya
6.) Shahril Sukri

Who is No.1?

My course mate, class mate. he actually very pro in studies but dono why now a bit drop already. but he still very pro la. In 1st sem he is call our class mascot and also he is the tention guy in our class. but now all change. He very good in blowing cow. He is going to cyber next sem.

No.3 have a relationship with?
yes. she is in relationship with her boyfriend. ^^ she is my sister and she is now in aus with her bf. same school but diff course.

Say something about No. 5
She is a girl, a johorean also.^^ she very good to talk to and she very "good" girl. thats what she say. :p She normally pakat with PCD, UK to ka cao me. =.=

How about No. 4?
He is my secondary school friend. not same class but still freind because of prefect. he is cleverer than me. now he is studying in HELP college, phycology. next time going to be counselor in school maybe. haha...

Who's No. 2?
She is my little "sister". i know her only when im in form 5. she is younger than me 1 year. up in the family tree somewhere our great grand fathers are brothers. but we dono where. hehe. i just treat her like my younger sister. we are so close that time that many people think that im wooing her. =x

Say something bout 6...
He is my class mate. very pro in english but he is a malay. rare species. very open minded malay. pro actor and he likes to learn chinese culture. he is a fast learner. there is still got alot of things to say but the tag is asking me to say something bout 6, so i just say something only. :)

my story and friends

2009-04-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

Since Hearts wants me to write my story down here. So I will try to write one. So this will be my short story. ^^ Hope u all will enjoice reading it.

Once upon a time, there was a boy that came to this world. That is me. ^^ I was born in Singapore but im a Malaysian. I was born into a normal family in JB. I live like a normal kid, went to school, and now im studying foundation IT in MMU, Melaka.

End of story. Thank you.
HD teacher say cannot be long so I just write something short. Hehe…
Down there is some extra information about me and my friends.

So now im studying in PT03, the pro-est class among all foundation class in year 08/09. I have my gang that consist of You Kang aka Hearts, Chun Den aka PCD, Thiam Soon aka oRoro(with the big R), Shahril Sukri aka SS, Jason aka god, Yong Chin aka Rubik’s god, Khesvin Patel, Milton Shao Hwa and Aaron.

Hearts is a guy who talks like there is nobody’s business. Now he just get a new nickname, loud speaker. Where he goes u can hear his voice. And he also likes to say all the vulgar words. Vulgar words to him are like his halo, his bye, almost every sentence he says sure got minimum 1 vulgar word. But he is a very good friend. He teach me how to do the rubik's cube. And although he always with his vulgar words but deep inside he is good. Forgotten something, he is a pro in studying also. In class he is always like noob but during exam he is like pro...

PCD is a guy that is sometimes so in his own world. He likes to sing and he always has his imaginary audience. He got a video clip of him singing in youtube. ^.^ He is good in Chinese and his English although is not as good as his Chinese but is still good. He likes to say “zui hao shi la”, ‘diam la’, and others la. And always call others pro when he himself is the pro. He always asking me to go cyberjaya with him but I always reject his offer. Hehe…

oRoro. He came from Segamat same as PCD but he is more mature than PCD. oRoro is the 1st guy that wear shorts to class and make it a trend in our class. He is pro. He go class no need to bring anything one. Just come and masuk je. He is a good guy that is very cool and calm in everything.

SS is the only malay guy in my group. He is a very open malay guy. You can talk to him anything, he don’t mind and also he knows a lot of things. He is the senior in our class. This semester I always team with him in doing group work and most of it he did it. He is very good in doing all these works coz he got a lot of experience in doing from his last university. And the academic essay is all done by him cause we are doing genetic mutation and he did bio-med before and he got all the text books and knowledge in this topic. Although he is a malay but his English is pro. He is a very good actor. Likes to act in class and in car also. When he listens to his favorite song he will start to dance. Sometimes I wonder will other driver think that there is a mad guy on the road?? hmmm… He is a very good guy to be friend. :)

Jason is our class god. He is a very quite guy in our class. He talks very softly. But he is very good in studies. Get into deans list. He is good in physics and math. All the assignment also waiting for him to do so that we can copy.

Yong Chin is from JB also. He actually lives quite near my house but I never see him before. He is our class’ Rubik’s pro. He started the rubik’s craze in our class. Now so many people is playing with it. even im also playing. And im going to get one of my own rubik’s today.^^ He is from arts stream but now he is taking physics and IT math(add math) in the course. So he is facing problem in learning these 2 subject. But he is good. He still can learn quite fast if he got the mood to learn. =x

Khesvin Patel…He is from sungei pelik aka tempat pelik. :p The name of the place is because the water at the river down there don go to the sea but comes from the sea. Water going against the normal flow so it is pelik. He is a funny guy, he is actually pro in a lot of things but he just lazy to do. But if he really wants to do he will be very pro in it. He is always saying that he is going to bring his proud Honda Cap that is very pro here. But until now still cant see wheels. When are u going to bring it here?? I want to see how pro isit??

Milton is our transport guy. We always go places in his car. Quite a few times we squeeze 7 person inside his proton wira. He is also very quite in class. He said one statement that is so funny. “Girlfriend only can have 1, but wife can have many.” Said by Milton(2009). Got girlfriend already but always when see girls walking pass the eyes will open very big and look at them. When hear is talking bout girls then he will suddenly awake and listen. Very despo. More despo than me.

Shao Hwa is so call the doggy in our class by PCD I still dono why they call him like this. Shao Hwa is a very impatient guy, when he face some problem he will be very tension and very nervous. He is always been bullied in class. He always sleeps in class or never come to class, and then we always tell him that there is quiz then he will be very tension. Lol…

Last but not least is Aaron Chester. He is a Klang gangster and he is also a hard core LP fan and he is the one that introduce LP songs to me. Last time I don like LP songs but after he introduce some songs then I have a different view of LP songs. There are nice songs inside. He took foundation engineering last time so he can credit transfer for a lot of subject so now he is so free. This sem he only got physics and statistics.

So these are the people in my PT03 gang.

And for the story maybe next time when I think of one longer one will write. :D

That’s all for now.

I'm back..

2009-04-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the support from my friends. So today im going to write my blog. And do I really have face problem?? Haha. I actually don care. Face problem then face problem lo. As long as there will be someone like me then can liao. ^.^

Yesterday I went to tanjung bidara beach for taekwondo beach training. The objective of this training is to train how to fall. I know that it sounds weird why want to go to beach to train how to fall. But the reason is that at the beach when we fall we will not have the full impact on us and also it will not cut or bruise us.

We go there by bus. So early in the morning at 6am I woke and prepare and go to MMU round about to meet at 6.45am. when I reach there only Sharon is there. And slowly more and more people came. So the bus came at 7am. And we started our journey at bout 7.15am. Cause I never sleep well at night so on the bus I slept. It took 45 min to reach the beach. We brought along some food there for breakfast.

When we reach there we feel a bit regret cause we saw a lot of monkeys there and they all looks hungry. So we put our stuff down and then go do some warm up for the training. And of coarse there is a guy that became our penjaga monyek. His job is constantly chasing away the monkeys so that they don take our food or dig our bags. So after some warm up our taekwondo master came.

So he starts to teach some basic fall, which is the forward fall. Starting we 1st learn how to fall from our knee level. Then slowly upgrade our self to standing position fall. I dono did I do wrong or correct because when I fall I fell the pain on my arms. Then after quite some training then we did a row and fall one by one from one side to another. Is quite fun at the beginning but after a few times my arms start to pain then I don fell like doing it anymore. But is forced to do. Haizz…

Next will be the fall to the back. This fall is quite simple. So after some training then the master teaches us the scenario where we will use this fall. So we do this two by two where one will throw another guy down on the ground and we will need to fall in the correct way. It feels really more comfortable than the way we always fall. And of coarse when we fall some sand fly up and land on us. So some also land inside our mouth.

Bout 11 something we take our lunch break. We have bee hoon and also doughnuts. And there is somebody cook spaghetti for all of us to eat. It is nice.^^ thanks. And when we are eating the doughnuts because it has sugar on top when I eat I dono am I biting sugar or sand. Coz some tastes sweet but some has no taste. But when you are hungry anything is nice. Haha…

After that so learn forward roll. There is somebody that dono how to do. So we are teaching them. Then after that those seniors did two sand mountains about 50cm tall. Then we need to roll over the mountains. First master ask the boys to line up and roll one by one, everybody must try. Some are really good. But some is not that good. But at least they try. Then after we do 2 rounds, then master ask the girls also to try. Then the girls are very “good” mannered, they like to let others first. There are some who did not try coz they say they still cant roll yet, but then there is a girl that cry cause she cant do it. Haiz… Then after this training we finish our beach training. Then some of the guys straight jump down to the water and play. At 2pm we start to pack our stuff and go back.

By the time I went back is about 3pm. When I reach my room I take my towel and straight go to the toilet to take my bath. Wash away all the sand that stuck in my hair, wash away all the sand on my body and also wash my sandy cloths. Then after that I go sleep. Just a few hours training and I can be quite tired and also my arms hurt, my back hurts.

Today, I manage to wake up. But my whole upper body hurts. When I use strength I can feel the pain. So is better to not use too much strength to do things. Then I took my own sweet time to prepare my things to class. And slowly walk to math class at 9am. When I go into class teacher still not yet start class. And then I notice that there are only 12 students in the class. And they say there are only 10 students in last week’s physic class. So math is better than physics. But when teacher start her class some came in. so finally there are bout 20+ students who turn up.

Then next is English class. As usual when we go into class teacher sits quietly at his table, and we talking softly among our self. And after about 2 mins, he show a very angry face and told us to call all our friends that are not coming to class or don plan to class to come now. John and I are like so shocked. Then we go out of the class room and start to call all our friends. He calls who ever that is in his contact list and I call mine. All of those that we call are still sleeping. We woke them up and asked them to come class quick because teacher is angry and say that if they don’t come he might fail their academic essay.

So when class starts, I think teacher cant take the serious face anymore so he smiles a bit when telling us bout our mistakes in our academic essay. Apparently my academic essay is quite good thanks to S.S. he did the whole thing. I just help in the reference part and printing part. But what S.S. not happy is because in our essay teacher never write ‘good attempt’ but he write that in You Kang’s essay. So we told him is because teacher knows that he can write a good essay but for You Kang, he never expect so much but the conclusion is too good so teacher say that he have a good attempt. S.S. never mind this means that u are pro that u can write goodly, and You Kang not that im saying u are not good is just that u are not as good as S.S. but you are sure better than me. :)

So after this class and it is the end of today’s class. So it is lunch time and went to plaza siswa to eat with S.S. Then after that is going back to room and take a good nap. And today is a nice day. The weather is so good, so cooling. So nice to sleep. Haha….

Tonight went to taekwondo training. Everybody’s arm also pain. So not only me. Haha.. Luckily today I not doing much training but training others. So I don really use much strength.

So that’s all. Good night everybody. Sleep time…Zzz…

心里话

2009-04-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

这是我的blog 。
我要怎么写就怎么写。
没有人可以阻止我。
如果你不喜欢的话就不要读，不要看。
要读就不要吵。

如果你有什么意见就当面跟我说。
不要用外号来骂我。
有胆的话就跟我说，
不需要躲。

你如果不喜欢我做你朋友，
可以跟我说，
我已经习惯了。
你也不是第一个人不喜欢我。
我不会讨厌你，
这是你的决定我也不能改,
你要怎么想我不能改，
我只可以尊宗你的想法。

我知道没什么人会喜欢我，
我是个没什么好喜欢的人，
可是我知道在我身边还是会有家人或朋友。
少了你一个我不介意。

实话说，
我从以前到现在朋友很多，
但没有一个跟我最好的朋友。

虽然他们跟我不是最好的朋友，
可是他们还是对我很好。
有时还是会互相照顾。
我很感谢他们。
谢谢。

对我朋友说的话：
如果我有什么不好的地方请跟我说，
以我可以改，
成为一个跟好的朋友。
人生以免一定有错的地方。
请你们原谅。

还有，
如果我华语有错的话请原谅。
因为我华语不是很好。

谢谢。

??

2009-04-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

who am I?

what am I??

am i good enough as a freind?

am i good enough for anybody??

why anything i do nobody will agree with me?

why anything i do is always not good enough??

what did i do wrong?

what is the problem with me??

why sometimes i just feel left out?

why sometimes i just feel invisible??

am i even exist in this world?

am i even exist in this universe??

Auto show 2009

2009-04-13T00:23:00.011+08:00

haiz... quite a dissapointing auto show. not the cars but is the high committee. they do things all last minute. early in the morning we go to MITC for the auto show. when we go there i can only see the high com is working and the working com is standing under the tent and looking around. im in program and protocal division. our job is suppose to take care of the flow of the whole event. but when i asked the division director what do i need to do and then she just ask us to go see see look look.

so i am a very good boy and listen to her and go see see look look. im just walking around and when i see something interesting then i will go there and see see look look. basically that is my job in the event. easy rite. haha... :p

for those who do not know what is auto show. auto show is organised by engineering society and this is the 4th time they are doing it. so during this event the main attraction is drifting. then other attraction is modified car competition, audio blasting competition, car exibition and car club gathering. this year they do this event on the 11-12 of april in MITC car park.

i can only stay until bout 3.30pm cause i need to go back home town. so i only mamage to see the practice round of the drifting and some of the modified cars. so the drifting was nice, there are a few that is quite good. and this year there is a female drfiter. but she is not that good in drifting yet. she hit a lot of the tyres at the side of the track. but after a few rounds she slowly get the hang of it.

this is the best drifter the car tyre is red color so when it drift the smoke is red color.

this car plate is "DUNLOP 13" so i think this is not a malaysia car. should be imported from other country.

then this is some of the exibition cars pictures.

halo kitty

sexy

mickey mouse

of coarse there are other cars but when im there they still not yet come. these are the cars that i saw and there are still pictures that i lazy to post coz the internet speed is too slow.

and during the opening ceremony dono whose idea is it to invite our very own MMU 24 season drums to welcome the VVIP. that guy is called a VVIP for a reason. so we must have the efford to welcome him. but the drummers... the drummers sucks. sucks big time. they dont have enough practice i think or they dont have the spirit to do it. there is so much mistakes and there is no omph inside them. it feels quite boring to watch them hitting the drum. haiz... sad..

so anyway i got a little souvenir from the event. it is a remote control car that can go all direction and it is quite cheap. the usual price is RM19.90 and because of this event so they are selling at RM12. but if you buy 2 then u can get one for the price of RM10. so me and my brother buy one each so altogether is RM20 for 2 remote control car. it is quite small and there is head lamp and also the back break lights. so it is quite fun. so this is my little car. ^.^

thats all i know bout the auto show. haha...

why..??

2009-04-09T17:46:00.005+08:00

why am i so tired today?

i feel sleepy the whole day.

why am i not happy today?

normally i will be smilling but now...

why is my eyes leaking today?

water is coming out but im not crying.

why am i not feeling well today?

don't know am i sick or not.

what happen to me today?

what's wrong with me?

who can help me?

just hope that i will be better tomorrow.

OK what...

2009-04-08T19:04:00.003+08:00

Today english class kena teacher indirectly scold because i don have the text book. he say that those who don have text book always never listen to class and also very lazy but although i don have the text book but i always listen to him and also do his work.

And today he wanted to check on our academic essay's articles. and my partner(S.S.) forget about it and left all the things in his room. so we need to walk all the way back to S.S.'s room and then get the articles and photostat it. and after we finish getting ready our things our teacher just see and just say that our article is ok then thats all. wasted our time and strengh to walk back and get all the articles. haiz...

During HD class teacher told us some bad news. the MCQ exam we did yesterday she marked already and she say it was bad. she say that more than half of the class fail. and she say that is because most of us never take down notes and listen to her in class. but i in class i got take down notes and also listen so i should be able to pass.

Today during lunch i was quite quiet so chun den is asking me why so emo. but iom actually not emo just that im tired and also boring. so i just sit there and eat my lunch and listen to them talking. and then chun den start to ask me go cyber study and say if i go i will be happy. but the thing is that cyber cost of living is high and then cyber is futher away form my home town. so i will be staying in melaka and study. maybe... just maybe i might thinking of going to cyber and study during my delta year. but for now i will be staying in melaka. sorry chun den for not accompany u to cyber u still have milton to follow. :)

And today finally i learn finish all the steps for the rubics cube. wohoo... thanks to you kang i learn finish. i know all the steps already but just that i still not that good yet. so i need to practice. but 1st i need to get a better rubics and then i can train better. so if anybody knows where to get one which is good enough and is cheap please tell me. i want to buy. my budget is not more than RM 15. thanks.

What a day

2009-04-07T20:25:00.009+08:00

Today HD exam was... Although it is just MCQ but it is quite hard. Most of the questions are (i think) from text book and i don't have one. I only have the notes and it is not that informative enough to sit for this exam. And while we are doing teacher only tell us that this exam is consis of 20% in our coursework marks. I think i only know the answer of bout 20 question out of 60. So i just hope that the other 40 that i tikam can correct atleast half.

Then today i went to CLC concoarse for the karate challenge. The challenge is to try to break roof tiles. Not that i want to boast but because im a black belt in Taekwondo so im use to breaking planks. So i tought that tiles should be the same. I paid Rm 2 for the challenge. because of lack of tiles so today the 1st try you need to break 7 tiles in one blow.

This is how thick it is. 7 tile.

Each tile is about 1-2 cm thick. when my punch went down, dissapointment came out. i only manage to break 4 tiles out of 7. but the experience is fun cause this is the 1st time im breaking roof tiles. last time i heard from my taekwondo instructor that breaking tiles and planks is different. so now i got the chance to break tiles and now im happy altough i didn't break all. this is a good failure, and failure is the mother of success(for those who know chinese will understand).

there are also other people that try to take the challenge. there is a IS(international student) that came and try. but he is a very stubborn person. he wanted to break the tiles with a knife hand chop but the rules is we only can use our fist. but that guy insist on using knife hand. knife hand is practically impossible to break so many tiles unless u are a grand master or a master of a particular martial art. the karate guys tried to tell him that but he still insist. so the guys give the IS try to break just 2 small tiles to give him the feeling of breaking with his knife hand. the result, he manage to break the tiles but after 3 hits. and he also cut his finger. even after putting some medcine his finger is still bleeding. but i respect his spirit cause even tough his hand is bleeding non stop he still want to do the challenge but still with his knife hand. but luckily the karate guys talk him out of doing this crazy thing.

besides the IS there is also 2 more guys that i saw. one of them challenge 7 tiles and manage to break 6 tiles. and the other one have a higher ego, he try to challenge 10 tiles. but he only mange to break 6 tiles also. wasted, he could have break all of it if he try challenge just 7 tiles. this is what u get if your ego is too high. sometimes people should know their limit. we should know our limit and do whatever our limit permits.

ok so after the challenge i got IT math class. and when i go in to the class my hand is shaking. the result of yesterday's badminton and also the challenge just now. although my hand is cacat-ed i still can do all the questions. there is a question that teacher ask me to do the solution on the white board just because i gave the answer 1st. and as usual my friends saying me pro and i think is you kang started 'helping' me promote my blog. thanks you you kang. i admit im good in math but i just dono why i can do in class but during exam i always cannot score. haiz...

tonight there suppose to have a JEXCO meeting at 8pm for an event during this friday. when i go there, there is only 1 person and then another came and thats all. there is so many committee in JEXCO but only 3 turn up. what happen to the others. so the meeting is canceled due to not enough commitee turn up and maybe the event is also going to cancel because of the poor participation rate of the committee. the so call best society in MMU, engineering society is not that good after all.

thats all for today, now my right hand muscle hurts. going to rest for the day. hopefully it will get well faster. ciao...

Tiring night

2009-04-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

Tonight after taekwondo training me and my friends went to play badminton. Milton, Khesvin, Yong Chin, Fauzan, oRoro and me 6 of us.

It has been so long that i never touch badminton racket. If i not mistaken it is almost 1 and half years. Finally i get to play badminton. Fauzan booked 11pm-1am court. We have a great time there. oRoro is damn good in sports. He is a pro. Yong Chin also pro but he twisted his shoulder so he not that good any more during that time. =p

Now my right arm is pain. And now when im typing it is shacking. Tomorrow sure feel the muscle ache. Dono tomorrow still can write or not. Luckily tomorrow's HD exam is MCQ no need to write much.

Ok la. now going to sleep already tomorrow still need to wake up for HD exam. nitez world ppl.

1st time

2009-04-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

This is my 1st time doing a blog. Dono what to write.

After seeing so many of my friends is starting to do blogs i also tangan gatal and also did one of mine. haha..

Today finally finish 'doing' the IT math assignment. Now can relax a bit. But tomorrow still got Human Development exam. Luckily is just MCQ still can tikam. =x hope i not fail.

thats all for now.

signing out thamtham